cddies-blog
cddies-blog
* 𝑨𝑳𝑰𝑬𝑵 / 𝑩𝑶𝒀
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❝ —okay, i'm a fucking loser who doesn't wanna talk to you. okay, i'll take a little time to care about what you do. why does the sun set baby ?? i'm tryna get my sun tan. i feel i'm always sinking, tell me where you want it, down in the city. how can i explain it to you when i can't talk at all ?? fuck, i'm kinda cross-faded now, i'm trying not to fall. ❞
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cddies-blog · 7 years ago
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cleo.
      as she waited, cleo started to regret it. she shouldn’t be encouraging him, letting him think there was anything there for them. but it was too late - just as she started to decide to leave, he was back, and she was fucked either way. ‘ yeah, ‘ she said, trying to smile like she’d wanted to stay here all along. cleo had no idea what she was doing any more, but either way, she was doing it wrong. ‘ uh, that’s not that comforting, you know, ‘ she added, giving him a suspicious look. she drank from the cup anyway - she was going to need alcohol to make it through this night alive.
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eddie realized, probably a little too late, that he shouldn’t have said what he did. his idea of a joke really wasn’t as funny as he thought it was and now, more than anything, he just felt a little awkward about it. “ right, i can see that. but no, i really didn’t, i promise. is it good, at least ?? ‘cause i can just make you another one if that would be better. or you can have this one, but it’s beer, ” he rambled on, extending his drink towards her even though he was positive she wouldn’t attempt to take it anyway. “ i, uh—i probably shouldn’t say this and i’m just going to blame it on the fact that i’m drunk and i don’t know how to shut up but it’s really good to see you. i missed you. and you just look—so beautiful. i know i said that already, kinda, but it’s true. ”
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cddies-blog · 7 years ago
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eva.
“eddie..” eva hissed, looking around before sighing. “i’m not playing pong with you, okay? people are going to think we hang out or something and that’s definitely not what i want people to start thinking.” she sighed, crossing her arms as she looked back at him. “find yourself another partner, i’m sure there are plenty of people who can attempt to get a ball into a cup.”
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the words from her lips definitely weren’t kind. they hit him in slow motion, each one feeling like a separate but equally painful shot to the chest. brows furrowing, he stepped back from her while his eyes narrowed in her direction. “ and what the hell is wrong with that ?? ” he asked, voice raising the slightest amount. “ seriously—what the fuck is wrong with you, eva ?? you want to have sex with me but you don’t want to actually spend time with me and just be a pal ?? can’t you see how messed up that is ?? you’re just using me for my dick and as much as i like fucking you eva, that doesn’t really make me feel great about myself. ”
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cddies-blog · 7 years ago
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lucy.
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                    lucy cheered excitedly as he handed over her drink, taking a slow and thoughtful sip. it was better than she was hoping for honestly. she couldn’t exactly decipher what was in it but it was delicious. “eddie, you should quit school to start mixing drinks professionally right this second. this is amazing.” she stated. “it’s more than suitable – what do you call this thing because it’s all i’m going to drink from now on.” the blonde laughed, raising the cup over her head as they did simba in the lion king in order to bow down to it’s excellence, a grin on her face the whole time. when she was finished with her ridiculous act, lucy chugged down the contents of the cup ( well, half of it, she wasn’t the best at chugging. it was a work in progress ). “i believe i was told we could go find somewhere and talk?” she asked him, batting her eyelashes in his direction. going to talk was beneficial to her in many ways, not only would it get her away from the party where she wasn’t really wanted. but she would also be able to spend time with one of the few people she felt actually didn’t mind her company. she was running away from her troubles but she wasn’t going to run away and cry. no, she was going to make the most of it. there was no one else she’d rather be with in that moment. so, she took him by the hand and began to lead him away from the crowd of people.
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eddie was nothing if not nervous watching her take the first sip of the drink he’d whipped up just for her. he was pretty sure it could never be recreated, considering he couldn’t remember exactly what he put in in the first place, but he was ecstatic to see she enjoyed it, at the very least. “ hey, you think so ?? ” he asked, words followed by a little laugh. “ if computers become obsolete in my lifetime, bartending will be my backup, for sure. and when i win all the awards for making incredibly drinks, i promise i’ll thank you in my speeches, for being my biggest inspiration, ” eddie cooed, placing a hand dramatically on his chest. “ it hasn’t got a name, but i guess we could name it after you, if we wanted. ” he shrugged once, lips pressing together in an expression of nonchalance. he watched silently with wide eyes as she went along to chug a good majority of what was inside and he hoped that she wouldn’t request another one right away. not because he didn’t want to fetch her another drink, but mostly because he was looking forward to finding a private place to chat with her for a little while without interruption. “ right, yes !! somewhere quiet for sure. well—quieter. ” with her hand in his, he could feel his face flushing and he was glad he was trailing behind her so she couldn’t see.
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cddies-blog · 7 years ago
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Hottest guys?
honesty day | accepting
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“ again, all of ‘em. but i’d have to say jude, thomas, sebastian, and connor. ”
( @escapvst & @thcmases & @sebastianchandlcr & @connorday )
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cddies-blog · 7 years ago
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Hottest girls?
honesty day | accepting
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“ like—all of them ?? if i had to narrow it down though i’d say lucy, cleo, frankie, eva, and ivy. ”
( @lucilies & @cleobcnks & @franklyfrankiehq & @evxlxrsen & @ivythcmas )
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cddies-blog · 7 years ago
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What is your biggest pet peeve?
honesty day | accepting
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“ when people walk slow as fuck right in front of me. i’ve got places to go, people !! some people actually want to get to class. get a move on. ”
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cddies-blog · 7 years ago
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frankie.
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Reaching out and running a hand through his sandy colored hair, pouting at him. “Aw, I’m sorry puppy.” She laughed. She knew it wasn’t exactly the kindest thing to tease him in such a way but when had she ever been kind? Did people still expect her to take in consideration of others feelings? “I just had to show you how easy it is.” She laughed, glancing around the party. “but I promise I’ll help you find someone cute by the end of the party.” She promised.
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eddie was quick to gently smack her hand away, feeling the need now to be all broody and dramatic since she’d so rudely messed around with him. “ i’m not a puppy, ” he whined, pouting with sad eyes much like the way a real puppy would, which definitely didn’t help his side of the argument. “ again, easy for YOU. if i did any of that, i’d just look like a total creep. ” all he could do was groan, throwing his head back in defeat. “ you’re a true pal franks, you really are. ”
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cddies-blog · 7 years ago
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frankie.
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Frankie smirked as she pushed her lithe body against Eddie’s, moving her lips to his ear, biting at the lobe softly before pulling her head away. “Why not?” She asked in a low voice, she could feel the heat radiating off him, the effect she was having on him, the hitch in his breathing, all the little signs she needed to know it was working. She quickly pulled away from him, running a hand through her raven locks. “See,” She said in a brighter voice. “That’s how easy it is.”
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eddie should have known better than to get all flustered, a groan escaping his lips the moment she pulled away. he’d argue it wasn’t his fault, however, and that he couldn’t control how his body reacted. “ jesus christ frankie, don’t do that to me, ” he huffed, shifting his weight uncomfortably. “ now i gotta think about like—dead kittens or something, i dunno. ” brushing a hand through his hair as if it would help clear his head, he went back to his drink, wishing the the flushing of his face would just return to normal already.
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cddies-blog · 7 years ago
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frankie.
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Frankie glanced over at Eddie for a moment, why did people think it was so hard to act like you owned the place? You just had to grace people with a startling amount of confidence, perhaps he needed a lesson. Turning to face him as she glanced around the party, making sure no one was watching them before she took a step towards him, a coy smile playing on her lips. Backing him up until he was between her and a table, her fingers coming down to play on the hem of his pants slightly as she leaned in slightly. “Say Edward,” she breathed out in a low, husky voice. “What do you say that you and I go upstairs?” She asked in a low voice, her hands now tugging at his shirt loosely.
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it was his first instinct to step backwards as frankie moved in closer, until he felt his legs hitting the table and he couldn’t any longer. the breath was expelled from his lungs, her bold actions immediately catching him off guard and causing his face to flush bright red. “ i, uh— ” he sputtered out, visibly flustered and clearly confused by her sudden change of mood. his gaze fell to her hands, lips parting as his heart began to pound in his chest. she couldn’t be serous, right ?? that wouldn’t have made any sense. it must had been some weird joke but that didn’t stop him from practically melting at the sound of her low voice. “ are you for real, or ?? ”
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cddies-blog · 7 years ago
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cleo.
    cleo nodded at his explanation, as if she believed it. maybe he was being honest and he HAD been about to get a drink of his own, but she doubted it. she really should have been giving him more credit. eddie wasn’t bad - he was a good guy, and he’d only ever been good to her. she was the one who’d used him to make herself feel better, and then ended it when the guilt got too much. really, that he was being nice to her at all was more than she deserved. ‘ uh, vodka soda, ‘ cleo replied. she needed the drink. though really, the nicest thing to do for him would be to run off while he was gone, and avoid him for the rest of the night. it was selfish to let him think…whatever he must be thinking. so why did she do exactly as he said, waiting in place despite the party raging around them until he came back?
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“ vodka soda, got it. don’t move !! ” and with that, he disappeared into the crowd, weaving his way through body after body until he reached the kitchen. eddie was doing his best to be quick on his feet, part of him worried that cleo would be nowhere to be seen as soon as he got back. it was what he was expecting so he figured if he could make it back fast enough, he could catch her before she disappeared completely. two red cups were prepared in what felt like record time, one filled to the brim with beer and the other the vodka soda cleo had requested. it was the journey back that was the hard part, the feat of being quick while also managing to not spill a drop was a lot harder than it seemed but eventually he succeeded and was shocked, at the least, to find the cleo really hadn’t moved since he left. “ oh, ” he blinked, lips curving into a smile. “ you’re still here. uh—here you go. ” with his smile brightening evermore still, he held the cup out towards her. “ i promise i didn’t poison it or anything. ”
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cddies-blog · 7 years ago
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eva.
this was not the response she’d been expecting or wanting. she gave him a look before turning to look in the direction of the beer pong table. “seriously? it’s just beer pong, i’m sure no one will die if you slip away for a little bit. it doesn’t really matter, does it?” eva wasn’t against playing pong but she had something else on her mind.
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“ it DOES matter, ” eddie stated firmly, brows knitting together as he held her gaze. maybe it was the copious amounts of alcohol flooding his bloodstream or maybe he was just being dramatic, but he was annoyed and quite frankly, a little upset that she seemed so disinterested in playing a round with him. “ it matters because, like i said, i’m on a roll. and i want you to play with me. so—just play with me ?? we fuck all the time eva, just play with me. ”
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cddies-blog · 7 years ago
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lucy.
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                    “the kitchen and then we can definitely go find somewhere to talk, just us.” she nodded her head quickly, loving the idea of that. it may have been her drunken mind but his smile seemed more captivating and his touch sweeter tonight. so, lucy bravely rose to her toes to press a kiss to his cheek before darting off towards the bathroom. she really would pee her pants if she waited any longer. she was also afraid to see his reaction to her moment of courage. it was very middle school, but she couldn’t help it. it had been a long time since she’d had to deal with any kind of crush. she was out of practice. regardless, she went about her business quickly so she didn’t leave eddie waiting too long. the only downfall being the line for the bathroom. she could only hope that he wouldn’t get tired of waiting for her and find someone else to spend his time with. it was a real fear of hers in that very moment. so, the moment she got out of the bathroom, she rushed back down to the kitchen in search of him.
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the peck on his cheek was a pleasant surprise that left his face flushed bright red, his fingertips lifting to press against the side of his face as she turned away. he stood in place for a long moment, as if he needed to take a moment to fully process what had happened before turning to head to the kitchen, a giddy spring in his step. he got to work quickly making her drink, remembering of course that she wanted something sweet and fruity. the concoction in the red cup was something he’d never had before, a mixture of a couple of different fruit juices, sprite, vodka, and just a dash of tequila. he went a little above and beyond just ‘cause, completing the drink with a little slice of lime on the rip of the red plastic cup before he grabbed another beer for himself. all he could go was hope the drink would be good enough for lucy, considering he didn’t have an opportunity to give it a taste before he saw her enter the kitchen. he was a little worried that she’d forget about him and go off somewhere else but he smiled brightly as he spotted her and closed the distance between the two of them. “ your drink, madam, ” he cooed, lips forming a grin as he handed her the drink. “ hopefully it’s suitable. ”
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cddies-blog · 7 years ago
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kaila.
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“woah chill, i just meant it’s been awhile since i’ve been to a good party.” she admitted and shrugged her shoulders a little. “listen, i haven’t attended parties because i’ve had exams to study for and pass them..” she shook her head at the male and sighed softly glancing down at the drinks, trying to figure out which one she’d want.
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“ oh, well—that’s a different story, i guess. i feel that. these parties are always kinda lame if you ask me, ‘cause boys are annoying as all hell, ” he muttered, nose crinkling as he took another sip from his drink. “ the good news is that i’m here, which means you’ll have fun for sure. ” slipping off the counter to stand on the floor again, eddie watched her examining the different drinks. “ can i make you something ?? ”
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cddies-blog · 7 years ago
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aspen.
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“ how do you do it? i’m always jealous of the people that can just up and leave but then come back and everything is better and they’re like a different person.”
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“ i’m just pulling your leg aspen, that shit doesn’t happen to anybody. but i’m really glad you actually believed that for a hot minute !! it makes me feel a lot better about myself, to be honest. ”
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cddies-blog · 7 years ago
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cleo.
      she didn’t like small talk much. this wasn’t the sort of party she was meant to have to fake it at, but here she was all the same. ‘ the paper ran late, ‘ she explained, smiling tightly. he was just trying to be nice, and it made her feel like shit. god, she was a dick to him, and here he was still being nice to her. ‘ well, i guess that’s a good way of looking at it, ‘ she admitted. it probably couldn’t get worse, anyway, which was something. she probably should’ve told him no and walked away, but…it had been a long day. ‘ sure, that’d be great, ‘ cleo replied, pulling out her best fake smile. it wasn’t like she could hurt him any more than she already had.
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cleo’s extremely brief explanation was enough for him to realize she wanted to move on from the topic and he just nodded his head, again. “ yeah ?? okay, cool. i was gonna grab a refill myself, so—i might as well grab you something while i’m there, ” eddie said in an attempt to play it cool, like he wouldn’t jump at the chance to do anything she’d asked of him. he wasn’t sure why he was still being so nice to her after what happened between them, but then again, he didn’t really know what happened between them to begin with. he still thought that he’d done something wrong to fuck up what they had, so maybe his unwavering kindness was just him trying to make up for whatever it was he did wrong. “ you wait right here, don’t move an inch. i’ll be right back. what can i get you ?? ”
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cddies-blog · 7 years ago
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frankie.
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Frankie laughed at his words gently. “That’s very true, I am known for amazing skill set.” She laughed, though she did always have full confidence in herself, she often found it bizarre that others didn’t. She had been born full of confidence, making sure that whenever she entered a room, people were aware of her presence. Glancing over at Eddie and sighing. “I’m going to offer some actual advice here, which I don’t do very often so take note,” she told him firmly. “I don’t have people look the other way when I walk past them or people practically worshiping me because that’s just who I am. Yes, I have a demanding nature but I made myself that way. You have to make yourself untouchable and that way everyone wants a piece of you.” She told him seriously. “Everyone wants a piece of the forbidden fruit, the highest apple in the tree.”
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eddie shifted his weight awkwardly, bringing his cup to his lips as if to avoid eye contact and to give him an excuse to not speak for a moment while he mulled over her words. everything she was saying, it really was a lot easier said than done. eddie himself just didn’t really have that air about him, or at least he thought as much. having eyes on him made him uncomfortable. he didn’t want everyone to notice him, only certain people, but he wasn’t sure how to do that in a way that made sense. “ i don’t want everyone to want a piece of me, though, ” he huffed dramatically, eyebrows knitting together. “ that’s too stressful ‘cause i can’t say NO to people. i’d be exhausted all the time. ”
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