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I would really love to be abused like this

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Long time since I updated. Nothing happening really. Although today I got my penis pump and filled it with stinging nettle leaves, then asked my wife to put it on me and pump it so my cock got enlarged and pulled into the nettles. It was really really painful the first time. She then said that's enough and took it off. My cock was burning. She then shook the nettles down and said let's give it another go. Wasn't quite as bad the second time. After removing it and leaving it it was all swollen and red dots from the nettles and the pump. The cock head is all miss shaped now with the lumps from the stinging but it is leaking pre cum constantly and streaming it .

Hopefully hears to next time.

I got the pump initially to trap a wasp in it and then get my wife to put it over my cock. Here's to wishing that it happens.

I also bought some vagina lubricant injectors with the idea of cuming in one, freezing it and then at a later date my wife defrosting it and injecting it into her self and putting some on her clit. Then sitting on my face to lick her out. Talking dirty and saying that I never know it might not be my own cum she could have got someone else to fill it for her.

Ah well all wishful thinking. Need to try though.

Thanks for reading

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Asking for some advice. Is there any way to make it so I can't get an erection or at least be unable to maintain one.

I have asked my wife to be cruel and brutal (verbally) if she sees me with an erection to hopefully get me to become impotent. Luckily she has agreed to do this. Since discussing this with her I have been getting erect but going limp quickly so hopefully this will work.

I used to walk about naked prior to asking for humiliation of my small penis and since she has been humiliating it I have stopped showing it. So hopefully this will work.

As a background we don't have sex as since the menopause it is painful for her so I want to lose the use of my penis sexually as well.

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Found a useful use of a massage gun, which I suspect loads of you are using it like this rather than its intended use. I can use it on my limp penis and get to cum without getting an errection which also has the added benefit of not suffering from post cum reluctance to eat my cum. So it's a win win, don't have an errection so training myself to cum while remaining limp and I can eat my own cum to train me to get to enjoy the taste

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Was thinking of listening to the cock destroyer again today, which got me thinking about other hypnosis files, I got one a while ago that was I would be triggered by high heels, that when I saw someone wearing them I would get an instant errection which would last for as long as I could see them. Trouble is that one had a safety net that if it was an embarrassing situation it wouldn't happen.

Well I would like to combine both, so I get a worthless limp dick that most of the time cannot become errect no matter the stimulation apart from if I see high heels and then it's instant errection for as long as I can see someone wearing them, no matter the situation embarrassing or not. Soon as they are out of sight it instantly shrinks back to the worthless little dick.

Well that's my thought of the day, I would love to find an actual hypnosis person who could install that in my mind and even add something else that I wouldn't be aware of.

Does any one know of such a person that would be willing and able to get me like that.

Please

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Listened to the cock destroyer again on Monday, sadly still getting errections, when will it work.

Just done an online order for a dress, red Knickers and tights for a click and collect, could be humiliating having to collect them in person rather than being posted. Hopefully

Just about to listen to the hypnosis file again now.

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Had a listen to the hypnosis file again today, the cock destroyer one. Still no sign of it working as I am still getting errections, hopefully it will be working soon.

Apart from a chastity cage is there any other way to stop getting them, I was wondering if being humiliated every time I get one would help?

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Here we go again probably not many more updates for a while, hopefully one more after tonight 🤞

Well after listening to the hypno file I decided to go for a drive, hold up stockings red Knickers short pink skater type skirt, bright pink bra with white lace edging and pink vest type top. Trousers and coat on over the top, drove to a quiet area, took the trousers off and after a little bit of nerves, threw them over the back seat into the hatchback area, no going back now, I've to get out of the car to recover them. Coat off and did the same with that.

Set off and in about 20 yards got to a junction and two women dog walkers where talking, I had no where to hide but to drive past them. Drove on a dual carriageway taking my time to pass trucks, no honking or anything ☹️ drove up and down for a bit, then went along some quiet lanes, I believe used for dogging, 1 car and a camper van, so I drove on to my planned location for getting my clothes. A street sweeper was parked up so decided to go for the dogging location. There was a guy sat in the car so I decided to be brave and park away from him but in sight if he was to look in his mirror. Parked up checked all was clear, got out and retrieved my clothes just then a car came and I luckily got back in, then decided to have a walk round the car and to the other side of the road, partially hoping that the guy would see me and be interested, but no joy, got back in the car covered up and drove home.

Exciting buzz maybe I should have parked nearer or even walked through the woods to appear by his car.

But maybe next time I can be braver

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Second listening of the cock destroyer done, hopefully it will be working soon.

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As I am on a roll

Last night I was wearing short skirt and top, no Knickers, asked my wife if she could humiliate my tiny dick, she wasn't happy about it, but out of that came a great surprise from her, she said bend over and spank yourself with my slippers, directed me to do it harder and do thirty slaps hard on my arse and then thirty on my cock and balls. Then said go and get some pegs and put them on your balls. Afterwards nothing else happened although I was leaking like a tap with pre cum and even a taste of cum. But that's all I got for the night.

A really good idea from her definitely made it different and she didn't have to do anything.

Today been on warp my mind and got a hypnosis file cock destroyer, supposedly shrinks your penis and stops errections. First listen today so fingers crossed that it works.

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Trying this as a blog to update things.

A few days ago I begged my wife to take me out for a drive while I was fully dressed in stockings, heels, Knickers, skirt, blouse and bra. Reluctantly she agreed to it, but on the condition I wore a mask and fastened my hands so I could not interfere.

So off we went we pulled up away from the house for me to put my mask on, fastened my arms either side of the seat, we drove for a while until I lost track of where I was, as she was driving she said we are just going through town now and stopping at the lights there's a few on a night out going to see you like this, let's give them a view of your stockings and lifted my skirt up. We then drove some more, she said I know what you would like, so she got my cock out and gave it a few strokes, let's leave this pathetic cock on show shall we, up to now I was OK as we hadn't done anything illegal, I could hear other traffic so knew we where in public, then she pulled up, I could hear traffic still going past, she said is this what you want, starting to wank my cock I groaned yes, she said good as there is someone walking to the car, just think there is someone going to watch your pathetic cock spurt, oh he is here and just watching, pitty you can't see, so are you going to cum for him and started wanking me harder and faster, I could hear traffic and I thought other noises so I definitely knew there was a possibility of being seen even if the guy wasn't real, then she said come on you have always wanted to cum dressed like this and humiliated with some one watching, cum for us go on you can do it, a few short strokes later I was bucking my hips into her hand and had a massive cum, fealt like ages. She said OK you pervert let's drive a bit more while it goes cold and clammy, at least you put on a good show for him.

Not much to report drove home in silence me in the post orgasmic slump. But was an exciting evening and I don't know for sure if I was exposed as the sissy I am to someone.

Just felt I needed to share.

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I would love to meet a couple, maybe even better if I know them. While fully dressed or undressed up to them really, maybe even have a chastity cage on so I can't get erect, have her sit on my face so I can lick her clit and then he takes her from behind fucking her while I lick her, his balls resting on my face as he thrusts into her, then seeing his balls tighten and cock pulse as he unloads into her, I then have to suck his cock clean and then she sits up and I have to suck and lick all his cum out of her. Meanwhile I get nothing in return other than some occasional pain on my cock.

Anyone interested in this

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Question for all following me.

Does anyone know of over the counter health type supplements that will help in shrinking my penis and even help stop getting erections?

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I would love a woman I know send me a photo of her in Knickers and then when I next see her ask if I liked the photo and knickers when I respond yes she says great here they are, I want you to send me a photo of you in them.

Everytime you go out from now on you have to wear womens Knickers. I will text you and I expect photo evidence within 5 minutes of you wearing them.

I would love to be controlled like this.

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Ready to start cleaning