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Franny Choi, from "I Guess By Now I Thought I’d Be Done With Shame"

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Sorry to break it to you but you literally have to face your fears and slaughter them. Otherwise you will live a small life that you do not want. You literally have to view your biggest fears and attack them head on. You have to fall into the abyss to find your way out. The easy path does not exist. There is no get out of jail free card. You have to allow yourself to die a spiritual death over and over again in order to reinvent yourself into the person you are actually supposed to be. And you have to be painfully honest with yourself and the people around you. It’s horrible but it’s truly the only way.

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good bye

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i know i’ve begged at this door far too long to leave it open (but i’ve begged at this door far too long to close it)

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there it goes - maisie peters

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had a bit of chicken vindaloo and a whole grapefruit for lunch. i am a small thing in a big world of brief chance enjoyments. i will forget about this years from now, but that doesnt even matter. never has

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from The New York Times

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Cell death

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you are not a wasteland you just need ibuprofen and a hot bath and a shower and a nutritious meal and some water and some fresh air and to do something productive and to do something creative and to do something that takes physical exertion and to do something social

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i wish you’d treated me as tenderly as i tried to treat you

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if you hold on to that yearning for too long it becomes indistinguishable from cowardice

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the hardest fucking line in the show