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Thoughts? 👀

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Haven't been here in a while... First post back and all I have to say is AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA FUCKKKKKK I HATE ITTTTTTT I'M PRETTY SURE I FELL FOR SOMEONE AGAINNNNNNN AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I'M DOOMED FUCK THISSSSSSS I CAN'TTTTTTTT WHYYYYYYYYY THIS IS BULLSHITTTTTT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THIS MAN IS GONNA BE THE DEATH OF MEEEEEEEEEE I FUCKING CAN'T

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I'm a dumbass that's for sure

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Do y'all think it's weird to fall for someone you meet online? Like both y'all are small streamers and shit. They message you first then just constantly talking almost all day, everyday. And then they keep saying they like you, moreso, love then you, never experiencing this, just not know what to do and just roll with it without saying it back like a moron. Thinking they'll stop but not really... And now they're, I think, trying to court you or something like???? Why? Why would anyone, and I mean, ANYONE like me? I'm not interesting in any sort of way. I don't even look pretty or anything. I'm not something worth someone's time and effort. I don't understand... I want to understand... Because I'm falling too and I'm scared that it's not real... That he's the one playing with me and not me just being cautious about it... Fuck what do I do??

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On my period.. FUUUCCKKKKKKKK

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Tumblr always got my back

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So many things are going wrong, I can't cope anymore I'm going to have another mental break down I can't

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God fucking dammit I actually like him... But what if he only likes me because of other reasons?? What if I'm some kind of bet or something? What if he doesn't ACTUALLY like me?? What if I get boring for him?? GOD DAMNIT WHY DO I LIKE HIM ANYWAYS???? THIS FUCKING SUCKS!!! I CAN'T FALL FOR HIM THIS IS BULLSHIT

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Fuck fuck fuck fuck stooooooopppp please please stop I can't anymore please I can't

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STOP THINKING ABOUT IT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT

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I... Wish people I like a lot wouldn't keep leaving... So many creators I like a lot graduated... I wish I found them earlier on so I could have more memories with them... I guess this is part life... People will come in our lives, stay with you and give you happiness then leave... I need to stop having strong attachments to people... I keep getting hurt a lot..

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AFSGUDBDJSUDG AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THIS MAN IS GONNA BE THE END OF ME

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I have a problem with falling for people...

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I CAN'T FALL FOR SOMEONE I MET ONLINE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA..

But at least he wants to get to know me first BUT STILL AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AFDHSVSJHEJSJDBDJJDBD

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qiqi super strnegth ?