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your_ptashka on ig

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“The best relationship is when you two can act like lovers and best friends.”

— Unknown

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“video games” by lana del rey playing on an airplane. 2013. via le__dauphin on instagram

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tell me where to put the anger so I don't store it within me

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be obsessed with me, it turns me on

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SHOW. UP. AS. HER. Not next week, not next month. Not next year. In real-time, in the present moment right now. Each time you delay your very best self in the future you’re screaming to the universe ‘I am not worthy as I am right now’. I am not worthy of investing in me, in how I look, in going to the pilates classes, in taking myself out for the nice lunch I promised, on going on the trip that’s been on my bucket-list for years. On waking up early like I promised myself. Delay, delay, delay. There will always be delays unless you DECIDE to take control. Unless you decide that the version of you in this moment IS WORTHY of the investment. Each of us has in mind this higher, elevated version. The 2.0. The upgraded you. Your job is to build habits that bridge the current you to the elevated you. What needs to change to get you over the bridge? What do you need to do? What do you need to stop doing? These are the daily questions. Do some reflections. Make a plan. Stick to it. 

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be with a man that actually likes and appreciates you. it’s life changing. i love the over the top and mushy love. photo of me as his phone background. i mention something once and next day he shows up with it. all my favorite things in his notes. bathe each other. daily compliments and not just about my looks. consistent efforts and communication. daily commitment. love languages reciprocated. endless amount of romance. be with someone who makes you feel loved and safe, every single day, no matter what, no matter how long.

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Imagine the most incredible version of yourself. Close your eyes and picture her. What does she look like? Smell like? How does she laugh? What’s her energy like? What type of house does she live in? How does she feel everyday? How does she react when shit doesn’t go right? Now you’ve got the vision. Keep reminding yourself of it each day by closing your eyes, and connecting with this vision. Write it down. Because what you’ll start to see is that you will start to become the most incredible version of yourself that you imagined.

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Dagou, Burning tears 2021

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Anaïs Nin, from a diary entry featured in The Diary of Anaïs Nin Volume 1 1931-1934