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Meanspo

Wow, look at you. Only 4 hours into your restriction and youre already thinking about food, YOU’RE PATHETIC!! Is that all youve got. im sorry but werent you the one who spent over an hour planning out your diet plan for the next week only yesterday, weren’t you the one who cried at the sight of your ugly fat thighs only 2 hours ago. But here you are, reaching for those cookies again when you should have you nose in your text books not even thinking about food. How dare you! Honestly who do you think you are going binging like you even deserve food. You have been given a chance to leave this pathetic state, to be thin and perfect yet you sit there and stuff your face like you have all the time in the world. WELL YOU DONT YOU FAT PIG! You stuff your face and then wonder why you feel like people are staring at to when you eat in public. Obviously theyre going to stare, its not everyday a pig walks into MacDonalds. Think about that for a minute. How gross you must look stuffing your face full of junk. the fat dripping off your food looks like the rolls on your stomach, and youre still eating after that? Okay then. But before you shove those burgers down your throat think about how pretty you’ll look if you dont. No I mean it, sit down close your eyes and imagine how that thigh gap will look, those thin legs wraped in size 2 skinny jeans. Your ribs peaking out of your cropped top or jumper when you reach for something or stretch. All those thinspos, you’ll be the best, the prettiest, the center of attention. And if you studied instead of eating youll be the smartest too. You can have that, all of, every last drop. All you have to do is put down the food. That’s it. Youre more than these urges. You can do it.

creds: peoney

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What goes on inside of my head…

I haven’t eaten anything in 13 hours

I barely eat, how am I still fat?

Does anyone else in this room have bulimia?

Maybe I would look good in clothes if I wasn’t fat

I’m not thin enough to have an eating disorder…

I should look at more thinspo

Why does my face look so fat

I just want to cry

Do I exist?

Wait so if I ate 346 calories today…

Did I drink enough water?

Should I binge

I’m never going to be thin

I bet she could be a model

Why did I binge the other day

I probably gained weight

I wish my face wasn’t so chubby

Would anyone care if I dissapeared?

I would have more freinds if I was skinny

My freinds eat all the shit they want and they’re still thin…

I should purge what I just ate

I should start a fast

My thighs are huge

Oh my god she’s so pretty

I wish I was as thin as her

Why are my boobs so small?

I’m hungry…

I should go drink some tea

Why do I look so bloated?

I am a mess

What even is the meaning of life?

There is no point

Maybe people will want to talk to me when i’m thin.

Food is like a drug

I should just starve

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I HATE MYSELF . I AM FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT. NOBODY LOVES ME. I AM A FUCKING COW

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food does not control me. calories do not control me. cravings do not control me. i control myself. i choose what to eat and what to leave on my plate. i choose whether to treat myself or go to bed hungry. i choose whether i become skinny or stay like this forever. i am in control.

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painfully awkward // 8.21.2017

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No soporto mis brazos de ballena

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just think about how grateful your future self will be if you keep going. how glad you will be for having worked so hard. it will all be worth it.

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