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higurashikagome asked: i'm not the one for you. / going straight for the jugular askdhdlds

Her words momentarily silenced the wolf. They felt like being dropped into an icy river. Did she actually mean to reject him this way? Or was there something more?

There was no way Kagome would mean to hurt him. "Wha-what do ya mean Kagome?" Deep blue eyes stared deeply into her, attempting to read her, looking for something that likely wasn't there.

"How do you know that?" He asks with a steady tone. He's almost offended she thinks she knows better than he does, who would be good for him.

"I think I would know who stole my heart." The statement is simple, blunt but full of his usual confidence.

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karesuou asked: She is hiding behind a tree, staring at him.

He could feel it. Eyes piercing through him. With a nose up he realized the scent was familiar. Instinct told him there was no threat here.

"I know you're there. You lost or somethin'?" He finally turns, setting his eyes on the tree. She attempted to slip behind the trunk but he was quicker and hopped to the side just enough to keep her in his sight.

"So it's you. Usually the older mutt is with you." It was the kid. Still afraid of him. With good reason, which momentarily did stab at him. With his strengthened tolerance of humans, Koga felt genuine regret for some of the past.

"I'm not gonna bite."

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fatechose asked: I've never needed anyone else.

"Yeah sure you haven't." The wolf simply shakes his head as he releases a snort. He honestly shouldn't be surprised by that answer. Koga wondered if it was really so simple and easy for the half demon to think this. Or was he lying?

Koga was silent for a few moments, crossing his arms over his chest and keeping pace with Inuyasha. How different they were.

"I'm used to having others around. Never thought I'd be without my wolves." His shoulders tense and hands drop and clench into fists. Wolf demons were nearly always raised in a large tribe. Demons and wolves living side by side, doing almost everything as a community. Take that away, and life felt empty. He couldn't imagine Inuyasha truly being okay with living on his own.

"I guess you must think I'm pitiful then."

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PROMPTS FOR THE LONER *  assorted dialogue for the one who walks alone, adjust as necessary

i don't need your help.

you won't have to deal with me much longer.

that's the only thing i need from you.

it's safer to just push everyone away.

you can do this by yourself.

who said i was helping?

that's not what we agreed to.

i work better alone.

you're not coming.

stay here.

this is my duty.

i have a job to do.

i don't work well with others.

i never agreed to take you with me.

things are better when i'm alone.

i don't need anyone.

don't you have someone else to talk to?

i won't be of any help.

i'm sorry. you're not coming with me.

you stay put.

i'll help just this once.

don't follow me.

this is where we part ways.

there is no "we."

i never needed your help anyway.

you've been a thorn in my side since we met.

i said that i would take you there. that's it.

there was no agreement.

i never said we would stick together.

you need someone else.

i'm not the one you're looking for.

i've been alone my whole life.

i like my solitude.

i've never needed anyone else.

ever since that day, i've been alone.

don't lean on me.

don't rely on me for anything.

i'll only let you down.

i'd be happier if i was alone.

you sleep. i'll keep watch.

that's not what i said.

you're putting words in my mouth.

it's easier for me to go solo.

everyone i've ever loved has left me.

people die every day.

i can do more damage on my own.

did i ask for your help?

when i tell you to run, you run.

get out of here.

don't look back.

i'm not the one for you.

if i start caring about you, you'll end up dead.

everyone i've ever loved has died.

this is over between us.

go away.

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"I CANNOT SHOW ANY WEAKNESS" PROMPTS *  assorted dialogue for those who think they need to be tough at all times to get through a difficult situation, adjust as necessary

i don't have time for games, [name].

you can't stop me.

these people are counting on me to save them.

every second i wait, every moment i take for myself, is another life lost.

i'm not willing to put anyone else's life on the line.

i have to be tougher than this.

you taught me to be strong.

i'm not giving up.

there's no time to waste.

you stay behind. i'm leaving.

that's not a risk i'm willing to take.

there's no time to sit and chat. i have to keep going.

i'm not tired.

i was just resting my eyes.

you're imagining things.

i'm perfectly fine continuing on.

we have to pick up the pace.

they're counting on me to fix this.

there are so many lives at stake.

we can't slow down.

don't ask me to take a break.

i wasn't crying.

i can't let them see me falter.

there's no time for breaks.

i don't need sleep. i need answers.

i'm not wasting another second on this.

we have to figure out a way around it.

get up. we're going.

we're finding another way through.

if i have to break the door down, i will.

so many people are counting on me.

i can't afford to fail.

i can't let them see me quit.

there's no room for failure.

too many lives are at stake for me to just sit here and do nothing.

they need a hero.

i'm not sitting around and waiting for someone to save me.

i don't have time for this.

i can do this on my own.

get out of my way. let me try.

move out of my way.

you're not going to stop me.

do you realize how many people are relying on me?

sometimes i think of the faces of those who died because i wasn't fast enough.

i'm not sticking around to find out.

let go of me. i'm leaving.

there has to be some way to stop them.

i haven't quit yet.

"giving up" isn't in my vocabulary.

i don't need you to look at it. i'll be fine.

it's just a flesh wound. it'll heal.

you can't make me stay here.

they put me in charge.

i can't afford to let anyone down.

i'm not strong enough.

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"Oh he wants to. Maybe some day he'll demon up and go with it."

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Koga… what the fuck are you doing ?

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"What's that smell?"

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fatechose asked: Send 🎃 to carve a pumpkin together with my muse

"Look at this thing! It's bigger than your big head!" Koga eyed his most current prized possession proudly. Of course it had to be big. Wide and round enough to fit the biggest scary face possible.

"I could probably fit my head in it once everything is scooped out." He considered this for a few moments before turning to his set up of tools. Several carving instruments, a large spoon to retrieve the innards and a garbage bag.

"Alright, what part of this mess do you wanna do?" Bright eyes lit upon the hanyou excitedly. It had taken a lot of nagging and pleading to get Inuyasha to even agree to join in. Koga had made the joke that it could be a date even. They could set up a scary movie or music, enjoy some snacks and cocoa or cider and just carve a bunch of pumpkins, enjoy each others company maybe. "Don't be a party pooper!"

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Koga has constantly been on his feet. Hunting to provide his people and looking out for Naraku or his ilk. There was always the chance a foolish human might stumble into demon territory too. Trying to hunt down demons, steal from them, though most of them had learned better.

He'd hoped to come across a particular group of scents on his patrolling. Kagome's scent had drifted up his nostrils and pulled a smile. The familiar scents of her friends followed suit, but then there was one that was....off. Bold blue hues narrowed in suspicion as he jogged close. He had expected the smell of a half demon. But that scent was missing. There was something else....almost familiar yet very very human. Worry moved him into a jaunt as he broke the threshold of the camp.

Eyes move across surprised faces, everyone seems ok. His head swivels slowly, to land on the other human. Dark hair pooled around his shoulders, a head free of pointed ears and a pout was what met Koga's eyes. The face was still the same. "It's just me! Just Ko- I-Inuyasha? The hell happened?" He dropped his eyes away, though it was hard not to keep looking. Shit, this had to be difficult on the hanyo.

So now they were a group of humans and a demon child alone. That left Kagome in danger. Inuyasha didn't look like he was ready for a fight nor like he would do well in one. Maybe he should hang around...at least for a bit. He trudged over and squatted, waiting to here the story of their situation. He made it very plain he wasn't going anywhere either.

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dark eyes peer uselessly into the night, straining to see something, anything past the forest entrance. inuyasha's frustration grows as his ears, now situated on either side of his head instead of on top, prove to be just as useless. fuck me, he thinks as he forces himself to focus on the small campfire in front of him. his friends, his very human friends, sit around him, weapons in hand as they carry on casual conversation. inuyasha is too lost in his own self-deprecating thoughts to care to join them.

he hates his human nights, a fact well-known amongst his human companions, but they can't sympathize with him. how could they? they've been human their entire lives. they don't understand how vulnerable he feels, how useless. it's as if he's sitting blind in a dark room with hands held over his ears and fabric shoved up his nose. anything could be out there and because of his human state, he'll never know about it until it's too late.

speaking of anything, his muscles stiffen as he sees shippo suddenly jump away from kagome and closer to the woods. the little kit's nose is raised high in the air as he tries to discern what he smells. he cries out in alarm, ❝ kagome ! someones coming! ❞

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"Certain huh? Not gonna speak for yourself on the matter?" He knew there were at least a few that would be happy enough to see him again. He knew others were probably ticked off. Oh well for them. He was however curious as to who else might have noted his return.

"Tch, it's like everyone thought, or maybe hoped, I wasn't gonna come back around."

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"Tch, it's like everyone thought, or maybe hoped, I wasn't gonna come back around."

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“What are you doin’ around here?” Koga had heard the steps but hadn’t bothered moving to welcome the person. He’d been on a hunt  through the day and was now feeling sore and this made him feel a bit irritable. 

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Kagome giggled softly at his reaction. ’ My mistake Koga…confident! hm…you didn’t do anything really bad Koga…’ Kagome assured tilting her head abit towards the other, grabbing his hand the same way he usually did her own. ’ You had to survive to right? so I don’t blame you for doing anything bad.’

His lips pulled at her reaction. Her happiness made him happy. Even if she didn’t necessarily believe what he had said. She was still entertaining his thoughts in a sweet manner. 

“Yeah. I guess. It’s all we’ve known. Eat what and when we needed. Go after humans that have hunted us down.” He shrugged his shoulders. They never often stopped to think about who was caught in the crossfire. 

’…Koga If they attacked first then It’s self defense….’ Kagome assured her hand gently putting his own down giving a tilt of her head, she did remember that Koga’s group was responsible for Rin’s village being slaughtered but at the same time, knew that Koga had changed. ’ Do you still…blame yourself? ’

He stayed quiet for a few moments, head dropping a bit as eyes moved away. He couldn’t say they always only defended. Sometimes they acted before a group could think to go after them. Koga had often only put himself and his tribe first. Being a new leader at the time had put weight onto his shoulders. He wanted to look strong and tough and many in the tribe were very antagonistic when it came to dealing with other demons or humans. 

“For some of it.” He replied truthfully. After coming to know more he’d learned to question himself more. “I coulda been more careful. Had mercy shown to kids in those villages.” After all, it wasn’t always the kids fault for what their elders did. Hunting the defenseless felt cheap too. He hadn’t known Rin was there in that village. But he’d never stopped to think about any of it. 

“Sometimes its kinda hard. To accept change an’ make my wolves accept it. I know we should. I dunno how it may change the tribes though. I’ve never thought about any of it till recently. It’s all we’ve done for decades. I’m guilty of it too. So I’m not lookin’ for pity or anything.”  Hopefully she didn’t think he was looking for her to feel bad and excuse anything.