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I’m gonna get a vasectomy and give you all the cream pies you need >>>>>> imma get you pregnant just saying

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How am I supposed to celebrate my life when you are gone

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I just want to say your ass getting bigger is literally an irritating physical process. All of a sudden things are chaffing WHHHHHHHYYYYYYY. In the weirdest corners too 💀💀💀

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You all have heard of peegasm.

But have you heard of poogasm

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I feel like I am being made to stand on too much business lately.

Where business = standing up for myself, taking care of me, protecting me etc.

Like on one hand an ex isn’t respecting boundaries, which just shows me that my wishes/autonomy were not being taken seriously/respected. Having to deal with such behavior is emotionally draining. Cause why can’t you just leave me alone.

Simultaneously someone who SA’d me is comfortable contacting me definitely not tell me he reported himself🙄 which is the only condition under which I will even consider some form of mediation. Like my boundaries are simply not being respected. Which makes me feel very icky.

And yet simultaneously I feel it’s selfish to be talking about myself with everything going on in Gaza, Sudan, and Congo. We are seeing capitalistic interests superseded the good/just/fucking basic human rights of the many! For Money: a tool humans created to make “exchange” more efficient when we could have simply shared in the first place💀.

The so called highly evolved being managed to butcher community in favor of commodities 😭😭. Someone get me off this planet. I would rather not live. Which just brings it back to me🥺. I really am selfish bitch .

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In every crime show, you find some proverbial carrot (propaganda) dangling over your face

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Oni me nya asem aa ade3 ato wani is such a well crafted threat

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It’s been a hellish few weeks. Imagine breaking up with someone, and trying to soften the blow by working “for”/with them>>> to having to block them because they cannot respect the boundary you know CAUSE Y’ALL ARE NO LONGER DATING. 😂😂😭😭

Sigh glad to be free at least

C’est la vie du Poks

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Sigh. I think this is going to be my new “speak” into the void situation.