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Touch Starved Prompts

Send one of the following symbols for a starter from my muse where your muse:

👫 - holds my muse’s hand

🤗 - draws my muse in for a hug

😴 - climbs into bed with my muse

🤣 - tickles my muse

🔷️ - tracing shapes on my muse’s skin

💜 - tucks my muse against their chest

☺ - cuddles with my muse

🤲 - cups my muse’s cheek(s)

💆‍♀️ - plays with my muse’s hair

💆‍♂️ - brushes hair from my muse’s face

😶 - nudges my muse

🖐 - rests their hand on my muse’s knee or hip

😿 - rubs my muse’s shoulders or back

😘 - peppers my muse with kisses

👄 - kisses my muse gently

💋 - kisses my muse roughly

😵 - pulls my muse down in a heap

😏 - bites or kisses my muse’s neck

😳 - caresses my muse’s body

👂 - nips or kisses my muse’s ear

Send multiple symbols for a starter with a combination of gestures!

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@ch0king​​  said  :  “  you make me happy.  ”

  the mad dog would of never thought skin could feel so warm, so similar to a home he didn’t know existed. flesh, to him, was so typically associated with tearing, ripping, and all the gore that came with it, but it felt different when positioned under his head, aiko’s thighs functioning as a pair of pillows. he’s curled up, almost pathetically so, nose half-dug into the soft flesh underneath him and his arms clutching up over her knees. if it weren’t for the feeling of his heart pummeling against his rib cage, he would notice the hardly-audible rustle of fingers running through his hair and ghosting over the tip of one of his ears.

     it takes majima a moment to process the words that spill from her mouth, like a fresh melody he hadn’t yet heard. even here, even with all the affection they seemed so comfortable with exchanging with each other, he almost felt accustomed to it being gifted silently. speaking of his appreciation and having to hear the kind lyrics that aiko was so keen on singing forth makes his stomach brew with selfishness, more selfish than he knew that yakuza like he were stereotyped to be. hedonism came naturally, but not as strongly as it was now; hell, he’s unsure of whether to feel sick with knowing how much she cared for him or prideful for that exact same reason. a gulp rocks his throat, and my, he’s thankful he’s facing away from aiko, as if he was facing her torso, a simple peek downward would reveal the redness seeping over his cheeks and nose and a bead or two of cold sweat starting to form on his forehead.

    he curls his knees further inwards to his stomach, a rough noise humming at the back of his throat as he digs the rest of his face down into aiko’s thighs, the noise he made further muffled. his leatherclad grip on her legs slightly tighten and the press of his face against her slightly shifts up his snake-adorned eyepatch. for once, he’s quiet, unable to come up with some loud retort or to crack a shitty joke. he wonders if she could hear his heart ramming in his chest, but it doesn’t overwhelm his concern that it might give out on him. an overexaggeration, yes, but he could practically die here.

    “mmgh…” his “reply” is groaned out a bit too late, but he follows it up with something a bit more coherent, but yet still lacking much substance and quiet: “aiko-chan…”

   god,   he loved her. and he was far too thankful that none of his men were around to see him like this.

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word prompts compilation

complies THIS MEME // THIS MEME // THIS MEME

ADD ++ FOR REVERSE

[ attention ] for your muse to touch mine as a way of getting their attention

[ wake ] for your muse to wake mine

[ cover ]  for your muse to cover mine with a blanket or a jacket

[ lift ] for your muse to give mine a hand stepping up or over something etc.

[ kiss ]  for your muse to come up to mine and kiss them without warning

[ run ] for your muse to run their fingers through mine’s hair

[ braid ] for your muse to braid mine’s hair

[ embrace ]  for your muse to hold mine

[ smile ] for your muse to smile at mine from across the room

[ wave ] for your muse to gesture to mine to come closer

[ panic ] for your muse to grab mine’s arm or get behind them in a moment of danger

[ touch ] for your muse to rest their forehead against mine’s

[ weep ]  for your muse to catch mine crying

[ eat ] for your muse to offer mine food

[ hit ] for your muse to attack mine

[ love ] for your muse to touch mine as a show of affection or reassurance

[ nap ] for your muse to fall asleep against mine

[ rest ] for your muse to rest their head in mine’s lap

[ look ] for your muse to catch mine staring

[ seduce ] for your muse to touch mine sexually

[ help ] for your muse to lean on mine for support

[ give ] for your muse to offer mine their arm

[ entwine ] for your muse to hold mine’s hand

[ laugh ] for your muse to laugh at something mine did

[ dance ] for your muse to dance with mine

[ sit ] for your muse to pull mine into their lap

[ yell ] for your muse to calm mine down

[ cry ] for your muse to wipe mine’s tears away

[ dream ] for my muse to share dream with yours

[ nightmare ] for your muse to wake mine from a nightmare

[ surprise ] for your muse to show up at mine’s house without explanation

[ fix ] for your muse to treat mine’s injury

[ sacrifice ] for your muse to get hurt protecting mine

[ guard ] for your muse to step between my muse and danger

[ taste ] for your muse to cook for mine

[ sing ] for your muse to sing to mine 

[ goodbye ] for my muse kissing and/or hugging your muse goodbye

[ secrets ]   my  muse  sharing/confiding  a secret

[ bloody ]   for your  muse  coming  to  my  muse  with  blood  stains 

[ drunk ]   your  muse  takes  care  of my very drunk muse 

[ bed ]  my  muse wakes up in  the  same bed as your muse with little  recollection  of  the  night  before

[ scream ]   my  muse  hears  your  muse  scream  and  runs  to  them

[ trail ]   my  muse  watches  as  your  muse  traces  one  of  my  muses  scars,  asking  them  about  it

[ piggyback ]   my  muse  gives  yours  a  piggyback  ride

[ jump ]   my  muse  holding  yours  up  by  their  thighs

[ carry ]   my  muse  carries  your  muse  to  their  house

[ lighter ]   my  muse  pulls  out  a  lighter  and  lights  it  for  your  muse  to  use  to  light  their  cigarette

[ shot ] my  muse  gets  shot  and  struggles  to  your  muses for aid

[ wound ] my  muse  patches  and  bandages  a  wound  your  muse  has  gotten

[ fight ]   my  muse  stops  your  muse  from  getting  into  a  physical  fight  with  someone  else

[ arrest ]   your  muse  finds  my  muse  arrested  in  cuffs  

[ hospital ]   my  muse  awakens  in  a  hospital,  finding  your  muse  by  their  side,  asking  what  happened

[ betrayal ] my  muse  finds  out  that  your  muse  has  betrayed  them and  confronts  them  about  it

[ nude ] my  muse  walks  in  on  your  muse  accidentally  seeing  them  naked

[ karaoke ]  for our muses to sing together

[ wet ]   your muse  strips  down  to  their  under  garments  and  runs  into  the  water,  motioning  for my muse  to  join  them

[ crawl ]  for  your  muse  to  crawl  into  bed  with  mine .

[ flower ]  for  your  muse  to  offer  my  muse  their  favourite  flower

[ gift ]  for  my  muse  to  surprise  your muse  with  a  gift

[ homemade gift ]  for  my  muse  to  make  your muse  a  gift

[ bestow ] for your muse to give my muse a gift, bought or handmade ( bonus if you add what it is )

[ serenade ]  for  my  muse  to  sing  to  your  muse

[ caress ]  for  your  muse  to  gently  run  their  hand  down  my  muse’s  face

[ caught ]  for  your  muse  to  catch  my  muse  wearing  their  shirt .

[ love letter ]  for  your  muse  to  give  my  muse  a  love  letter  they  wrote  for  them

[ boop ]  for  your  muse  to  boop  my  muse  on  the  nose

[ date ]  for  my muse  to  ask  your  muse  to  go  on  a  date

[ confess ]  for my muse  to  confess  their  feelings  to  your  muse

[ sleepy ]  for  my muse  to  slowly  fall  alseep  on  your muse

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@b-erserk    :    👕

          strands  of  wet  hair  stick  to  her  back    ,    damp  and  riddled  with  bruises.    a  warm  shower  has  only  temporarily  relieved  the  soreness  spread  throughout  aiko’s  injured  body    ,    and  she  can  feel  her  senses  slowly  shutting  down  as  the  minutes  pass    ,    begging  her  to  just  fall  asleep.    unable  to  keep  upright  for  much  longer    ,    she  eventually  leans  against  guts  as  a  result  of  losing  what  little  strength  she  has  left.

          please  help.    aiko  can’t  tell  if  those  words  actually  came  out  of  her  mouth  or  if  he  somehow  managed  to  read  her  mind    (    that  would  be  silly    ,    wouldn’t  it    ?    )    ,    but  she’s  grateful  when  she  sees  her  dress  in  his  hands    ,    a  relaxed  sigh  escaping  her  as  he  slides  it  over  her  head.    the  girl  fights  pain  and  exhaustion  to  the  best  of  her  ability  and  lifts  her  arms  to  make  the  process  easier    ,    allowing  the  towel  to  drop  as  her  clothing  now  covers  her  body.    “    --  can  you  stay  ...    ?    “    aiko  mumbles    ,    glancing  up  at  him.    “    i  don’t  ...  wanna  be  alone  ...    “

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❥   𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍     [   𝐀   𝐒𝐘𝐌𝐁𝐎𝐋   𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄   ]  .

designed  for  muses  with  a  bit  of  unresolved  tension between  them ,   but  can  be  used  for  any  circumstances you  see  fit !!  

♡   𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄  :    add   ‘  + 🔁  ’   to  reverse  the  roles .

📖  :    my  muse  discovers  your  muse  reading  a  diary  entry  that  my  muse  wrote  about  yours .

💅  :    your  muse  paints  my  muse’s  nails .

🚿  :    my  muse  accidentally  moans  while  your  muse  washes  their  hair .

👕  :    your  muse  helps  my  muse  get  dressed  after  my  muse  sustains  an  injury  or  illness .

🛏️  :    our  muses  are  forced  by  circumstance  to  share  a  bed  for  the  night .

🧼  :    your  muse  bathes  mine  after  my  muse  sustains  an  injury  or  illness .

🙏  :    our  muses’  hands  brush  as  they  walk  side  by  side .

💢  :    your  muse  picks  mine  up   &   carries  them  over  their  shoulder .

👁️  :    your  muse  is  watching  mine  sleep ,   when  my  muse  suddenly  wakes  up   &   catches  them .

🚬  :    my  muse  steals  a  cigarette   (   or lollipop   )   from  your  muse   &   puts  it  in  their  mouth .

🎐  :    our  muses  slow  dance  together .

🧦  :    your  muse  walks  in  on  my  muse  changing  clothes .

🎀  :   your  muse  brushes  my  muse’s  hair .

💍  :    our  muses  are  mistaken  for  a  couple  by  someone  else .

👔  :    your  muse  notices  that  my  muse’s  shirt  is  open   &   goes  to  ‘  fix  it  ’ .

👗  :    my  muse  sees  yours  all  dressed  up .

🪑  :    my  muse  is   ‘  forced  ’   to  sit  on  your  muse’s  lap   (   due  to  a  lack  of  chairs ,   faulty seatbelt ,  etc .   )

🍆  :    your  muse  makes  a  suggestive  joke  but  my  muse  actually  acts  on  it . 

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𝒂𝒊𝒌𝒐  𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒂𝒌𝒂  from  oyasumi  punpun    ,    penned  by  𝒅𝒐𝒍𝒍.

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she  sits  ...

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𝐀𝐘𝐔𝐌𝐈 𝐇𝐀𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐀𝐊𝐈 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒

❛    Why are you crying?    ❜ ❛   I had no place, I couldn’t find any place ❜ ❛  I wasn’t sure if I could hope for the future ❜ ❛      Why are you smiling? ❜ ❛    Since when did I feel so weak? ❜ ❛     How long will I have to wait until the day we understand each other?    ❜ ❛     The sun is rising already, I’ve got to go ❜ ❛     I cannot stay at the same place forever ❜ ❛    I thought the days like this were common ❜ ❛    if I ran away now  would you search for me?   ❜ ❛    I didn’t even notice my own happiness ❜ ❛    I can’t go back ❜ ❛    Because you’re important to me    ❜ ❛     In this whole world, there’s only one of you ❜ ❛    When we were still together, I truly loved you and cried ❜ ❛    Even if we’re separated, in our hearts we’re still friends ❜ ❛    Nothing is certain, but in my heart I still believe ❜ ❛     I’m sorry for not noticing ❜ ❛     Will you say there’s nothing to be done, and give up? ❜ ❛     Do you get nervous thinking about what comes after this? ❜ ❛    I thought fate was something to grab ❜ ❛     No matter what kind of place it is, I’ll show you that I can survive ❜ ❛    The past isn’t something you compare to the present   ❜ ❛    Memories are always remembered in a good light, right? ❜ ❛    The reason I’m by your side is that I need you     ❜ ❛    I don’t want to repeat things again ❜ ❛    I can’t say the words I want to say the most ❜ ❛     Everyone has their wounds ❜ ❛    I’ve been pretending to understand everything ❜ ❛    If I don’t start it, it never will ❜ ❛   Time is sometimes a cruel thing ❜ ❛    When was I able to believe in unseeable things?     ❜ ❛    Let’s leave this city together before the sun rises ❜ ❛    It’s not that I couldn’t see anything in my solitude  it’s that I didn’t want to   ❜ ❛    You’ve been carrying that junk as if it’s important ❜ ❛    As long as I don’t care about anyone, the season I’ve been eagerly awaiting goes by ❜ ❛     Near or far, I’ll be by your side ❜ ❛    It looks like everything is going perfectly, but no one knows the truth    ❜ ❛    I got the feeling that I would see you again ❜

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@ch0king​  said  :  aiko rises onto her tiptoes, increasing her own height just enough to comfortably place a gentle kiss against his cheek.

    affection was almost as foreign to the mad dog as it could get, most touches reaching scarred and calloused skin done with the intent to BREAK BONE. it wasn’t like he had an issue with the notion; his blood was venom and taunting was the only language he felt like he knew. not that majima felt like he deserved anything better. this treatment was warranted for someone like him, a man so vile and keen on causing as much chaos and destruction as possible, only leaving rubble and corpses in his wake. and my, not in a million years could he ever be redeemed to the amount to deserve the warmth of aiko, such relentless love and gentleness he had no idea how to transcribe.

   he only stood there for a moment, lips slightly pursed in typical dramatic fashion and his lone eye briefly widening. as much as he believed as he did not deserve something as wonderful as this, aiko did. the hell that earth had decided to mercilessly torment her with was more than enough for him to convince him of so, if the sunshine that always seemed to beam through her eyes and smile wasn’t enough already to send majima’s stomach spiraling. momentary surprise was soon replaced by a grin, wide and toothy, and a chipper giggle rang like a bell through his throat.

         “dawwww, sugar!!  that’s all?  c’mere.” 

  he craned his neck down, leatherclad hands draw up to cup gently at aiko’s cheeks– soft,  EVERYTHING about her was so soft, he could happily suffocate. he pressed a cluster of kisses across her forehead, her nose, her cheeks, even one at the corner of her lips, the placement seemingly as random and as unpredictable as majima was. when he had concluded the attack of kisses against aiko’s face, he slightly parted, his own cheeks and nose dusted with a new shade of rose, satisfied.

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@mjm56​​    :    "    don’t  look  at  me.    "

          aiko  had  stopped  gazing  up  at  the  stars  quite  a  while  ago    ,    instead  turning  her  head  just  slightly  in  order  to  gaze  at  her  companion.    it’s  nice  not  being  alone.    she  knew  he’d  catch  her  sooner  or  later    ,    but  she’s  still  completely  unprepared  when  his  words  finally  reach  her  ears.    she  can’t  help  the  faint  shade  of  red  that  gradually  appears  on  her  cheeks  as  she  timidly  looks  the  other  direction    ,    moving  a  few  strands  of  hair  behind  her  ear.    how  long  ago  had  he  noticed    ?    when  she  faces  him  again    ,    aiko  is  smiling.    it’s  been  a  while  since  she  smiled.

“    sorry  ...  i’m  just  really  happy  right  now.    “    i  wish  this  could  last  forever.

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big machine, pt. 4.

dialogue prompts from big machine by victor lavalle.

you don’t ever second-guess this kind of life?

i made some breakfast for you.

folks like me aren’t usually on the list for prizes.

i wonder if each of us gets made for a certain type of environment. like it’s not even up to you. this is just where you’re supposed to be.

you want to run?

i’ll bet you’ve been through a lot worse than this.

you can do whatever you want to. and you’d be surprised what you can survive.

you could say i’m concerned about your soul.

i’ve survived a bullet or two.

you won’t catch me sleeping twice.

we’re like monsters.

that cannot be the only thing you heard.

why are you acting like this?

why do you have to ask so many damn questions?

you never did anything you regret?

i’m sorry to wake you up.

you don’t know what you’ve done.

don’t become a poker player, that’s my advice to you.

you need help?

i’m used to knowing exactly what i need to do to get what i want.

i don’t know what i want.

you’re not alone now.

how’s your parents?

i’m trying to tell you something.

isn’t that something to see?

i would have done the same thing.

don’t lie to make me feel better.

are you sure you want to do this?

maybe it turned out to be just another place to hide.

what the hell are you talking about?

fuck you and fuck your pity.

i’m going to put my arms around you now.

can people really change like that?

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SAWAYAMA by rina sawayama sentence starters.

“ i’m losing myself in the darkness of the world. “

“ catch me before i fall. “

“ saving myself is all i really know. “

“ the pain in my veins is hereditary. “

“ if all that’s i’m gonna be, won’t you break the chain with me? “

“ you gave me life. i nearly gave it away for the sake of my sanity. “

“ now it’s my time to make things right. “

“ when the heart wants what it wants, what can i do? “

“ the price we paid is unbelievable. “

“ where did it go awry? “

“ how come you don’t expect me to get mad when i’m angry? “

“ how come you don’t respect me? “

“ why don’t you just sit down and shut the fuck up? “

“ have you ever thought about taping your big mouth shut? because i have many times. “

“ patience is overrated. “

“ if you want is, come and get it. “

“ i’ve been done and through more friends than i can count on my fingertips. “

“ i am your medicine and your reality. “

“ can i just record you doing that? “

“ it’s just another day to pretend. “

“ i’m done waiting and anticipating. “

“ you should never be ashamed to have it all. “

“ don’t look at me. “

“ i can’t face who i can and can’t be. “

“ you say i’m misbehaving, but i’m just a kid, so save it. “

“ let me have an unforgettable time of my life. “

“ i went and messed up again, went against everything you said. “

“ though i’m stuck in the middle of it all, isn’t life so beautiful? “

“ isn’t life so beautiful? “

“ i bet you think i’m terrible, but you don’t know anything, not at all. “

“ if you can’t love yourself, how are you going to love somebody else? “

“ every day, i want to start over because i remind me of me. “

“ i gotta do right, be nice, smile just like a lady. “

“ well, i don’t care who you are. “

“ you can’t fix me, you can’t win. “

“ i know i got you what you want but, you wanted more than i got, ____. “

“ i can finally breathe. “

“ i’m so good at crashing in, making sparks and shit, but then i’m a bad friend. “

“ i’m a bad friend, so don’t ask me where i’ve been. “

“ it’s insane how things can change like that. “

“ put your hands up if you’re not good at this stuff. “

“ sometimes, i can only see the bad side of life. “

“ fuck this world, i’m leaving you. “

“ if i leave, then maybe i can start again. “

“ this is our mission impossible; may not be solvable, may not be viable, but it’s worth trying. “

“ for so long, i waited on you. “

“ i can’t forgive you like i did before. “

“ who’s gonna save you now? “

“ i wish you well, but go take it somewhere else. “

“ i gave it more than a fair shot even when they told me not to. “

“ who cares? whatever, i’ve heard it all before. “

“ people don’t know what they’re taking until it’s gone. “

“ they don’t know you like i know you. “

“ i just want your love all to myself. “

“ i know there’s nothing that i could say that hasn’t already been said. “

“ has it all gone to your head? “

“ if you’ve been through what i have, then you know what is true love. “

“ where do i belong? “

“ tell me your story and i’ll tell you mine. “

“ we don’t need to be related to relate. “

“ hand me a pen and i’ll rewrite the pain. “

“ when you’re ready, we’ll turn the page together. “

“ you are my chosen family. “

“ looking for forgiveness, i ran into your madness. “

“ fuck them if they don’t know what you’re made of. “

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Injured/Injury Starters

Injured

“Oh shit, are you alright?”

“Dude, I don’t think you’re alright.”

“Blood’s not supposed to be coming from there…”

“That looks broken.”

“Can you move your __?” 

“Are you okay?”

“That doesn’t look good.”

“Who did this?”

“Did you do this to yourself?”

“How did this happen?”

“We need to get you to a hospital.”

“Do you need to go to a hospital?”

“That’s not supposed to bend that way.”

���Do you want me to look at it?”

“Don’t move, you’ll make it worse!”

“Stop moving!”

“There’s so much blood.”

“I’ll see if I have a first aid kit.”

“Just… Stay here and I’ll get help.”

“How did you even do this?”

“This happened in a fight?”

“Walk it off.”

“It’s not that bad.” 

“I think you need stitches.”

“You dumbass.” 

Injury

“I think I hurt myself.”

“I can’t feel my __.”

“I think my __ is broken.”

“Shit, that hurts to move.”

“I don’t think I can get up.”

“I’m going to try to get up.”

“Can you go get help?” 

“I need help.”

“I think I’m going to pass out.”

“I don’t think there’s supposed to be that much blood.”

“It’s not that bad.”

“I got [shot, stabbed, etc].”

“I can’t walk.”

“I don’t think I need to go to a hospital.”

“I think I need to go to the hospital.”

“Stop laughing, this hurts.”

“My last words better not be stupid.”

“That was a dumb idea.”

“Shit, that burns.”

“I’m fine… really.”

“Damn, I can’t get the bleeding to stop.”

“I got into a fight…”

“I feel lightheaded.”

“It hurts to move.”

“Can you look at it for me?” 

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what  planet  are  you    ?

          earth    :    no  amount  of  blankets  is  going  to  change  the  fact  that  you’re  still  falling  apart  inside    ,    that  it  feels  like  everything  you’ve  ever  done  wrong  is  crawling  underneath  your  skin    ,    that  you  feel  like  there’s  something  wrong  with  you  but  everyone  says  that  it’s  fine    ,    you’re  fine    ,    it’s  all  going  to  end  up  okay  but  you  can’t  change  anything    ,    no    ,    it’s  not  in  your  control    ,    they  say.    they’re  wrong.    you  deserve  to  get  better.    don’t  you    ?    aren’t  you  tired  of  the  bags  under  your  eyes    ,    of  the  weight  on  your  shoulders    ?    you  have  a  hard  time  figuring  out  which  relationships  are  toxic  because  they’re  so  fundamentally  ingrained  into  your  personality    -    or  so  you  think    -    and  you  don’t  know  quite  how  to  take  care  of  yourself.    you  want  to  touch  the  stars  but  you’re  so  stuck  in  your  problems  rather  than  your  dreams  it  feels  like  drowning    ,    not  flying    ,    and  it’s  hard  to  tell  the  difference  between  the  two  feelings  of  weightlessness.

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