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Rafayel was too stubborn to come home this time but I goooooooot himmmm 🎉 it was mostly for the hair

That's the most wishes I've made since I've started playing LnDs

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Can I braid his hair

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A bond everlasting

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YES PREACH 🧜🏻‍♂️🧎🏻‍♂️🛐

I SOOOOOOO LOVE THE WAY HE MOVES!! The animation looks god tier in this card you can really tell they put a lot of effort into even the smallest details.

Not only does his tail look so regal and beautiful the movements are so fluid!? Oh not to mention his hip movent is so freaking SEXY LIKE DAYUM I could watch that for hooours. me next I mean what

Much earned kudos to his hair as well! The long hair is first of all STUNNING. And the flowy effect in the water is so well done!

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My baby 🥺😭😭😭😭😭 Why is there water everywhere in my room???

Oh it's just my tears

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His merman form jakjdhhdbnkaoa, him binded in chains bshhevghsjebsjaklw, the neck kiss ajahsgevdhxhxbsnsnakak, Mc sacrificing her for him hsjwbwhzhsbebsjsj, him crying tears of pearls hsjsbshdbdhdkzlsmsnsnsnssh, his majestic tail anuhdvdgzhbdbejakalalalala, his loooooooog hair halaonsbshshsbsnwoakaaj

Aaaabababshhaabakalpkwnsbhsiznsbsbshzbzbssbzj

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LOOK AT HIM HE'S SO PRETTY AASYCHVJFUHCNBMBKBIVBIVIBKBKBKNKNLN

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nerd!zayne has a secret tramp stamp like the ho he is tch tch.. bend over.

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This artwork awakened something inside me 👀🤐

GIDEON x that hyunjin photoshoot

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I got lucky this time, got him within 10 pulls with 50/50 pity heheheh

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Haha the new Xavier card all nice and all till you realize that it’s his last spring. That spring card? That was him being the most alive we’ve seen him then they drop him getting sick—hinting that he’s getting weaker and weaker as time goes on…highlighting his 214th spring on earth.

Infold a freak for dropping that card after spring 🚬

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Guys… I see it

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20 pulls and his home 👀 I wish I was this lucky in myth cards and multi banners

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in the new story update, it is winter.

does this mean that the next story update will be xavier's last spring on earth?

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I hope he remains a doctor but idk we have to wait a few more months to see where it goes and what he chooses. Maybe he'll go to the fractal library to seek answers and since he's also the Emissary who vowed to return after seven years to look after it

Now that Zayne is not a doctor anymore and I don't think he would start working as a doctor again 😞

Either he'll go to the fractal library or idk 🥹 but I'll miss Dr Zayne

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That story update was DEVASTATING for the Zayne girlies....

Like it was bad enough that the convergence of Dawnbreaker and Zayne finally happened but the ending where Zayne literally tries to leave without so much as saying goodbye is the crux of every timeline where he and MC have known and loved each other.

The role he serves as emissary to Astra means that he is supposed to choose the option ordained by fate. He is supposed to be an impartial observer and nurture the bonds that uphold the natural order. But he fails to do it every time because he can't bring himself to sacrifice her. He betrays Astra and his responsibility again and again because his love for her eclipses the duty resting on his shoulders and for each new timeline, he does something more devastating and painful to her in order to prevent her from dying.

So he leaves her. Every single time he leaves her behind. Sacrifices himself. Buys her more time but the cycle keeps going in endless rebirth and sacrifice. The relationship between the two of them is heartfelt but there is still this insane amount of distance he puts between them for the sake of not hurting her and that's the part that makes all of this so fucking tragic. She stops him before he leaves this time thankfully, but he refuses to forgive himself for what he's put on her and what he's done to her. That barrier between them will always be there until he can forgive himself and move forward. She's trying so hard to get him to do that but if he can't bring it upon himself to forgive himself of the horrible things he's done, then they are doomed to keep this distance between them.

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Me getting emotional whenever I slightly remember Zayne's story

zayne...