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Turned into a giant cockroach when I woke up this morning. How the FUCK am I supposed to do my skincare routine now???

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my dream as a fanfic writer is for one day, one of my fics to be someones comfort fic. like the fic that they reread when they don't feel good and want to be happy. i want my words to comfort someone one day

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My way home is through you ♡ (a gerard way fanfic)

A/N: this is very mediocre and I wrote this during the middle of class ;( pls be kind... </3

Summary: Ashley has a crush on a boy in her class... But what could emerge from their antisocial relationship?

Word count: 480

Once upon a time there was a young girl named Ashley. She was very beautiful with blue hair and she was at the top of all her classes. Everyone envied her, but one in particular thought she was the most beautiful in the school.

Ashley walked into her English class one day, and all eyes were on her. Everyone was jealous of how she did it, how she managed to keep all her grades together and still look gorgeous. In her English class, she sat next to maybe one the most emo people in the school. His hair was all in his face and his bracelets were so spiky they could cut someone's wrist. Ashley was in love with him. The way he was so quiet, so isolated, it was something that she even adored. However, she couldn’t even build the confidence to ask for his name. But on one fateful day, she decided to break out of her shell and ask him.

Ashley: “H-hey, what’s your name..?”

Mysterious Boy: *takes out headphones* “Oh hi, my name is Gerard. What’s yours?”

Ashley: “Oh… it’s Ashley..”

Mysterious Boy: “Ohhh like the Escape the Fate song”

She couldn’t believe it. Escape the Fate was her favorite band, and to know he listened to them? She fell in love even more. They sat quietly with each other for the rest of class. When it ended, Gerard offered to walk Ashley to her next class. She gladly accepted and together they walked to her Chemistry class.

Ashley: “S-so, are you like new here? I never saw you around last year”

Gerard: “Yeah, I started earlier this year”

It pained both of them to listen to their awkward small talk. Thank the Lord it’d be over once Ashley got to class. They said their goodbyes and waited until the next day to talk again.

When they were in English class the following day, Gerard asked Ashley for her Instagram. They spent the next couple of weeks talking everyday about how much they hated life. Gerard learned more about Ashley than anyone else ever had. Everyone knew her for being so smart, yet never took the time to know what she struggled with. Learning about her made Gerard fall in love with how similar they were. He thought she was the only one who understood him, and she thought he was the only one that understood her.

A month later, they were brought again to their English class. As they sat and talked with each other, they both felt the sparks flying between them. Gerard built up the courage to ask Ashley to be his girlfriend, and when he asked, she felt her face turn red. She said yes and ever since then they’ve been a happy couple who hates everything else in the world except each other.

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whatever idc

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It's been a long time sinced I posted so here is Pusheen next to emojis 🍀🍮🦴

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sometimes i just wanna hug someone and cry until i feel okay

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Yearly Bullets post 😋🍂🎃👻

(All gifs are not mine!)

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Hahahahahahahaha BPD episode

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Someone please give me a reason to live

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“whats your plan b?” - suicide

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“absence makes the heart grow fonder”

absence makes me want to kms

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sometimes i just sit and think. wow i should end my life

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hangout idea we cut and dye eachothers hair while watching early 2000s horror movies

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I miss sitting in their basement and watching them play games I could never hope to play

Joining minecraft worlds I didn't own on a tablet I'd never seen before

Writing what I wanted when I wanted because I wanted to

Knowing what I thought I wanted

Being fine with what I had and not worrying about what was going to happen

Being happy with myself and what I had

Maybe it's because I didn't understand so much

Maybe it's because all I cared about was having fun

But I miss those days

The days I was still able to have fun, the days I didn't know and I didn't care

The days where being serious didn't matter, where my mother made all my choices for me

I miss the days I could look in a mirror and know who those eyes belonged to

I miss the days I looked at myself and didn't care, where I knew what I wanted to do with myself

I wish I'd never grown up

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