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"I'm in my late 20s and I'm scared I've already peaked" just don't peak then, idiot. what do you mean like you're going to just stop trying to think harder and build taller and learn more and get luckier and read deeper and dress better and fuck weirder and run faster and draw crazier and smoke danker and dance bigger and steal better and stun everyone with your cunty charm and zeal because, what, you think those are the rules? get real. get up. you have another 50 years and you're not going to use them??? give them to me.

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miserable that there is no way 2 avoid being treated as either a man or woman

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she's gone. she's gone. she's gone. and it doesn't feel real no matter how many times i write it

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Margaret Atwood, from "February"

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it's been one of those weeks pass me the thinness of my life quote

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— J. W. Goethe

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bitch this is all you’re gonna get. this life, this face, this body. you better not ‘maybe in another universe’ your way out of everything. sit your ass down and face this. go make tea and have a picnic and read a goddamn book. kiss your loved ones, send that damn text, and hug your siblings. this is all you’re gonna get.

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some of my personal 2025 resolutions

mourn

grieve

start fresh in every way possible

see more places

look at things from different angles

return to a sense of childlike wonder

find parts of myself i’ve hidden away for other people��s comfort

remember that i am not alone in this world without needing constant reminders

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journal entry - june 5 2024

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man. just remembered that one day i'll feel nostalgic for this time in my life

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what do i do if i saw the tv glow but the channels keep changing?

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Maybe if I had done something differently. (C.B) (6.14.17)