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most muses on this blog have been moved to @wldflwerhoney.

this blog is archived.

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most muses on this blog have been moved to @wldflwerhoney.

this blog is archived.

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most muses on this blog have been moved to @wldflwerhoney.

this blog is archived.

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most muses on this blog have been moved to @wldflwerhoney.

this blog is archived.

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most muses on this blog have been moved to @wldflwerhoney.

this blog is archived.

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nothing guaranteed yet but i think i’m gonna move all my muses on this blog to my other multi so i have less blogs to worry about coming back to

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i  say  THIS  —  after  six  MILLION  years  of  evolution ,  is  there  ANYTHING  else  more  in  TUNE  with  the  planet  than  the  HUMAN  BODY ?  we  grow  muscles  to  WITHSTAND  fourteen  pounds  of  air  PRESSURE  per  square  inch  at  SEA  LEVEL .  we  develop  SENSES  to  detect  CHANGES  in  wind  patterns  and  KNOW  when  a  storm  is  APPROACHING .  we  can  hear   T H R E A T E N I N G   footsteps  approaching  and  FEEL  the  stares  of  an  ANGRY  ex - girlfriend  as  her  eyes  BURN  a  hole  in  our  BACK .  We  have  millions  of  NERVE  endings  in  our  skin  to  FEEL  our  ENVIRONMENT .  in  short ,  we   E V O L V E  .  we  BECOME  more  in  tune  with  the  WORLD ,  like  birds  that  use  the  EARTH’S  magnetic  field  to  help  guide  them  on  their  LONG  migration  or  MAMMALS  that  can  FEEL  winter  coming  and  PREPARE  for  hibernation .  so ,  when  my  BODY  tells  me  there’s  a  SPIRIT  PRESENT ,  i   T R U S T   it  !     -   zak bagans   ©

                                                                             SEEKSGHOSTS   //   as  written  by  MOX

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panic - ray hall, episode one and two

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would y’all be mad if i archived this blog and moved all my soa/mayans muses to my other multi

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@woebygones     :     bobby     &     bella.

          HE  DIDN’T  THINK  HE’D  EVER  SEE  HER  AGAIN.

     his  body  aches,     hardly  numbed  by  the  morphine  pumping  through  his  veins.     bandages  cover  his  hand     &     eye,     or  rather  where  his  eye  had  been     [  .  .  .  ]     hesitant  in  the  way  his  good  hand  rises,     pressing  itself  to  her  cheek:     forcing  himself  to  believe  she’s  really  here,     that  he’s  no  longer  locked  in  a  torture  chamber.     &     despite  everything,     he  smiles.     it’s  weak,     but  genuine.     he’s  safe  with  her.      ❛     i’m  sorry.     ❜     sorry  for  being  kidnapped,     sorry  for  coming  back  half  the  man  he  used  to  be,     sorry  for  worrying  her,     sorry  for  every  mistake  he’d  made  in  the  past.     he  wishes  he  had  something  better  to  say,     had  any  of  his  usual  wisdom,     but  he  draws  a  blank     [     he’s  just  grateful  to  be  back  with  her,     to  be  in  the  process  of  healing     ]     .     ❛     i’ll  be  okay.     ❜

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𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘵𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 & 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘶𝘯𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘪𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘱.

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i don’t remember if i had a starter call on this blog or not so ??? here’s a fresh starter call, pls specify

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idk how many mutuals know, but i suffer from selective mutism which basically means that i can’t verbally speak in stressful situations ??? so i haven’t had a real verbal conversation since like...first grade? maybe second grade? but today i actually managed to say some words to one of my professors without having a panic attack and idk i’m just v proud of myself it feels like i’m finally starting to get my anxiety and depression under control 

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@ssystemerrorr​ said: ❝ At least we know one good thing’s gonna happen today, huh? ❞

     it’s her first week back on the field since her injury:     still counting her blessings,     knowing it was a miracle she survived,     much less still able to walk.     she isn’t used to cane being gone,     but she tries her hardest to get along with lassiter     [     it’s not in her nature to hate people,     especially when they’ve done nothing wrong     ]     ❛     y’know good things happen everyday,     even if we don’t know it.     ❜     a sweet smile at her new partner,     NERVOUS to an extent     —     even after the shootout,     cane’s death,     months in the hospital,     not knowing if her career was over or not,     she still held samcro tight.     they were FAMILY,     even if they were on opposite sides of the law,     even if they nearly killed her more times than she can count.     she had to protect them.     ❛     i wouldn’t count on an arrest,     anyways.     the boys are smart.     ❜

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soft reminder that i have not seen any of mayans s3 yet so pls don’t tell me spoilers and keep spoilers tagged