chaoswrites

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i finished my finals but i’m still feeling the residual increased stress and anxiety plus it’s hot so i am not enjoying

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took a nap and now i want to kill myself

such is life

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haha nothing specific to talk about they just asked to check in :) i'm pretty new to tumblr so im stalking their old account lol but everyone seems to be dead. feels like post-apocalypse

- p

well welcome to tumblr, welcome to my account. if this is the liveliest blog you could find from theirs, it really is the apocalypse

if this is someone i was really close to that ghosted me, they’re dead to me /j but it’s sweet of them to think of me still

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hello :) i had a conversation with a friend about tumblr and they mentioned you, so i thought id drop in and say hi :3

WHAT

WHY WOULD THEY DO THAT

hi :)) that’s actually so crazy what

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my most reoccurring bit is that i’m homophobic

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me writing a to-do list for he i need to do tomorrow and writing “please” at the end of each one to plead with my future self to lock in

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“just one more day” i tell myself on a monday

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in my mind, the day i get a boyfriend is the day i become the horniest person on the planet, but then i have to remind myself i have anxiety

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it’s so fucked up how much homework i have to do in the next three weeks and it’s definitely not my fault for procrastinating it all and not doing it on time

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i’ve found myself rolling my eyes at work so often that i definitely need to reel it in or i’m gonna make some enemies

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my depression is so bipolar in the spring

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it’s getting hot so the impulsive thoughts to shave my head are back

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i hate random bouts of anxiety when i’m just having a conversation

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nauseous this morning, must be pregnant :/

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you are an amazingly talented creator! ✨ pass this along to 10 creators you admire to spread around the love! <33

i wish this was at all currently relevant as i haven’t posted in four years atp (actively has finished fics in drafts but won’t post them) but i very much appreciate it from someone as great as you

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currently talking to someone who is swag money & then talking to someone else about people learning theyre gay last

i’m gay for you, does that count?

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hey what are you up to

literally texting my favorite person on the planet

what about you