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eow crawled up the stairs last night and went into the bedroom and thrust out an arizona tea in our arizona tea addicted friends' direction and went, 'EOW?' and sadeowed. it was incredibly silly very silly way of eow saying sorry i suppose, though it was also my idea, eow was feeling really really sadeow. glad it got it resolved though, i guess...? on the other hand when the eower is too happy when in the front it feels like it's a spinning cat gif...why? i have no idea. lucifer finds this incredibly funny

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eow wanted to protect whatever poor neighbor is getting domestically hurt next door and screaming and sobbing and kicked the wall in to get them to 'stop yelling'

starts eowing at our friend over who's like "ohh no! don't meow at me like that. i saw what you did!" eow eows innocently. eow did nothing wrong your honor it was in good defense

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The urge to expose the actions of traumatizin' people and the urge to not do so in hopes they'll come back and traumatize ya are two very different wolves ya dang know

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do you guys also ruin every good thing in your life or is that just me

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"Where do you see yourself in 5 years?"

Preferably six feet under.

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" i can handle you " even when i have extreme mood swings??? even when i'm extremely jealous??? even when i'm going to be annoying??? even if i spam you??? even if i depend on you in the true sense of the word?? even if i burst into tears in front of you out of nowhere?? even if i complain too much???? even if i constantly apologize??? even if i need reassurence all the time because i fear that you hate me somehow?? even if i can't fully get better, but also won't try to get worse???

please mean it

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I’m gonna try myself a new bubble tea flavor to see if I like it asides from our collective usual but ahhh fuck why ain’t there peanut butter bubble tea I want that so damn bad ya know

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Not to say my dreams are impossible. However, oh…I would love to skip through the streets, and sing without a quiver in my voice. I would love to go on stage, and take all the attention, and do it beautifully. I want to use it as power, or captivate the masses. I want to give the same energy as Robin singing in the streets…I want to do that. Hmm…

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the room was dark; outlines of furniture barely visible. the only thing in full visibility was the computer screen; bright and colorful, with many tabs. video games open, school-work left haphazardly open in the background. connecting and communicating and testing the waters and making online connections and drowning to them; the ocean of internet access deep into the night when everyone was asleep, calalini looping endlessly, shake your tail looping endlessly, an ever-repeating cycle to talk to strangers, to talk to the doll in the mirror, to stay up to six in the morning; with the cool morning air and a touch of humidity, the rising sun slowly making its way.

it was then that it was surely time to rest.

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Eow! Eow! Eow! Eow! Chirp! Chirp! Meow…Eow remembers. Eow remembers. Happeow for butternut. Butternut. Butter-nut! Eow! Eow! Snuggleow…Eow! Eow! 🪽🪽 Eow! 🪽🪽

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komahina snuggles

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Shrimpeow. Shrimp. Shrimp! Shrimp MEOW!

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Eow………..

Eow, eow…..Eow….Me-ow….Eow……Eow, Eow eow….eow….eow….eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow.

Eow.

Eow Eow…Eow? Eow…Eow Eow…Eow. E-ow…E-ow…Eow.

Eow…Eow.

Eow Eow. Eow EOW Eow Eow. Eow EOWs Eow. Eow….eow.

Eow…Eow, Eow? Eow….eow…

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Eow…Eow is sad. Eow wants everyone happyeow, not Sadeow. Eow wants to be pureow so everyone can have funeow. Love my Friendeows, they make the day a happyeow. The other dayeow, I got a Saki cardeow that came with a wafer. Oh! Oh! Hurray!

I misseow my loved oneows…but I am Eowing my besteow. Eow! Eow….Eow? Eow. Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow Eow. Eow. Eow, Eow Eow Eow. Eow Eow. Me-ow….

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Nnngh I just made such a good smoothie. It was unsweetened cocoa powder, peanut butter, frozen banana, and almond milk. It was meant to have flax seeds but I ain't have none so I just made it anyway without, and I added monkfruit for sweetness but ya know just normal sugar works too...Nngh it was so good and the chocolate was REAL strong but the peanut butter made it nice

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he's so cute. i just want to bite him. and bite him. bite him again. bite him. bite him. bite him. let me sink my teeth on him.

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I'd be so easy to kidnap.

You could spike my drink in front of me, stir it, look deep into the eyes while handing me the glass and telling me to drink

I would. I'd give up then and there