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ONCE YOU START CHEATING ON HER...
ONCE YOU START CHEATING ON HER...
...doon sya magsisimulang magtanong sa sarili nya. Bakit? Paano? Saan pa ba sya nagkulang? Hindi pa ba sya kunteto?
...doon sya magsisimulang hindi makatulog ng mahimbing sa gabi dahil sa pag-iisip ng mga bagay kung bakit mo nagawa ito sakanya... na ang tanging mga luha at mugtong mata nalang ang makakapag patulog sakanya
...doon sya magsisimulang maghinala sa lahat ng bibitawan mong mga salita na “Mahal kita”, “Pangako” at “Ikaw lang”
...doon sya magsisimulang umiyak ng patago dahil ayaw nyang ipakita sayo kung gaano sya kahina dahil sa iyong nagawa
...doon sya makakaiisip ng mga bagay-bagay na ikakasira ninyo na dati’y puro pangarap para hanggang sa huli, kayo ay buo
...doon nya pilit na iintindihin yung mga rason mong sa kabila ng lahat ng pinagsamahan nyo ‘e nagawa mo parin ito
PERO
...doon nya iisipin na mas mahal nya ang sarili nya
...doon nya mas lalong papahalagahan ang sarili nya
...don nya mahahanap ung sarili nyang winasak mo noong minsan ikaw rin ang bumuo
...doon nya mas makikilala ang tunay na ikaw
...doon nya mas tatatagan ang loob nya at hahayaan ka
...doon ka nya sisimulang buuin ang sarili nyang...
MAG ISA.
...dahil nalaman nyang mas marami pang bagay ang para sakanya, na pwedeng makapag-pasaya sakanya, kesa sa’yo na paulit-ulit mo lang sinasaktan.
Mag-ingat ka. Baka ‘yung babaeng mahal na mahal ka, isang araw, magtaka ka kung bakit wala ka nang kwenta sakanya.
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B A D D R E A M S
Good Thing: I have been dreaming about him...
Bad Thing: cheating on me
LOL! Srsly. I think it’s been 3 consecutive nights that I had bad dreams about him - cheating on me. Different girls - awkward situations. RANDOMLY.
Is it just me overthinking or there’s still more to know?
HOW TO SLEEP?
:(
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hatred~
Today I lift up my heart to You, because it has become filled with hatred. Lord, I plead with You to intervene in my life and help me overcome this hatred, and anger, and resentment. Help me to reason … to discern … and to make the choice to allow You to transform these feelings of hatred to feelings and expressions of Your love. Love that I cannot give on my own. Love that can only be delivered to me, in me, and through me. Help me to believe and recall what Your word says about loving others … that if we cannot love those whom we have seen, then we cannot truly love God whom we have not seen.
Lord, show us that the only hate we should have is of sin and evil and those things that are contrary to Your Word and Your character. Show us that hatred is a poison that destroys us from within, producing a root of bitterness that darkens and corrupts our hearts and minds. Help me to walk away from this hatred, and anger, and resentment so that I can see the situation with clarity … through Your eyes and not my own.
I am struggling right now, Lord, and You are my Savior and my Support. Please awaken Your Holy Spirit within my heart so that I can move forward with sincerity and with perseverance. Lord, I want to move on from this heaviness in my heart and to move from hatred to forgiveness … from anger to peace. Fill me with the light and awareness of Your presence and help me to become the loving child that You created. I thank You, and praise You in the mighty name of Jesus. Amen.
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You cannot teach someone who doesn't want to be taught
Let them learn... alone
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Dear Self,
Everything will get better soon. YOU will be fine, soon.
Not now, but eventually.
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A for EFFORT
Minsan hindi mo talaga maiiwasang mainggit sa mga lalaking nag eeffort, mapasaya lang yung girlfriend nila.
Pero, mas nakakabilib yung mga babaeng tuloy parin sa pag effort kahit walang nakukuhang kapalit.
Yung mga babaeng, gagawin lahat, mapasaya lang yung boyfriend nila.
Pero, may mga relasyon talagang, MAS ma-effort yung isa, either babae o yung lalaki.
Or, baka naman sa sobrang effort nung isa, natatake advantage na nung ka-partner nya at hindi na sya gumagawa in return kasi alam nyang, masaya na sya, na kampante na sya.
Nakakatuwa lang yung tipong since day 1 hanggang ngayon eh hindi parin nagbabago yung relasyon nila, at mas lalo pa nga silang tumitibay.
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You know what...
Hindi na'ko natatakot maloko. I mean, hello? You cheat? Your choice, your loss. Duhh? Why would I beg for your PRESENCE?
I am such a GOLD for you to treat me like a SHIT.
Kung magloko ka, Go. Pero don't you ever ask for my FORGIVENESS kasi kahit umiyak kapa ng dugo, I WILL NEVER, NEVER EVER GIVE YOU MY FVCKIN' 2ND CHANCE AGAIN.
Naisip ko lang. Why worry? If he'll cheat, then let him cheat. Mashado akong MATALINO para gawin mong BOBO.
I am not living in this world to get fooled by you.
Actually, mas maaawa pa ako sayo. Why?
Sino bang kulang sa pansin? Sino bang kulang sa aruga? Edi yung CHEATER di ba?
So I told myself not to worry, not to get jealous of those b*tches.
No more dramas.
No more overthinking.
No more LIES.
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... 730 araw ... 104 linggo at 2 araw ... 2 taon
Sinong mag aakalang aabot tayo ng ganito katagal?
Sabay tayong sumugal sa araw-araw na ibinigay ng Diyos.
Sabay nating nilakbay ang daang patungo sa “ngayon.”
Sabay nating nilagpasan ang lahat ng pagsubok.
Sabay nating tinalikuran lahat ng kahapon at sabay na nagsimula hanggang sa dulo.
Mahal, pakiusap, h’wag kang mapapagod.
Sana’y sabay parin nating makamit lahat ng pinangapangarap…
Magkasama sa iisang bubong, pati ang mga magiging anak.
Mahal, mahal na mahal kita.
#IkalawangAnibersaryo
#100817
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