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Lord, give me the wisdom that i need....

totoo po talaga..people will only be there for you when it's beneficial for them....

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I'm at this point na hinding hindi ko na talaga alam yung gagawin ko Lord...

i feel numb inside...

and i guess, wala na talaga kong magagawa but to completely surrender to God ang lahat ng ito...

susunod san man dalin ng agos...hoping na sa dulo ay makikita ko na yung rainbow....

Lord, let your will be done po....i completely surrender my whole life...🙏

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manifesting at least 2 million pesos 🌟

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this too shall pass..

Lord, nasa breaking point na ko :( nowhere to run to but to your arms...

if ever masurvive ko ang araw na to at ang bukas...pinapangako ko Lord, gagawin ko ang lahat para iredeem ang sarili ko sa lahat ng tao...

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the past 4 days has been soo hard...i cant barely eat, i cant sleep at night..

Lord, please help me get through it....this anxiety is literally killing ms 🙏

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the universe is blessing me the 1 million that i need

i am receiving it with open arms

thank you universe

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im drowning with my own thoughts....

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I was watching The List on Netflix and suddenly found myself listing things/experience that I want to do:.

1. Experience FD with J

2. Learn Driving and experience road trip alone and with J

3. Go and explore Japan

4. Live independently/alone

5. A week of alone time somewhere i've never been to

6. Plan and execute an outreach program

I hope i can do all this in the coming months or year.

Philippians 3:14 🙏🩵

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Time to redeem myself sa lahat ng aspect ng buhay ko..

One problem at a time....

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What's happening in my life is really painful, mas mahirap pa to kesa sa pinagdadaanan kong financial problem..

Basta ako, alam ko na lahat ng ginawa ko is out of love lalo na sa mga pamangkin ko... i will never regret all the little sacrifices, yung time na ibinigay ko for them para alagaan sila, to give them the different support that they need, sa mga school activities nila and just simply by being there when they need me and so that my sister can focus more on her work and whenever she needed to rest..to simply say, being their 2nd mom na ibinigay ko yung time and attention, na if need ng "parent" sa school, i always prioritize it and give time even if me work..little sacrifices na sobrang worth it kasi sobrang mahal na mahal ko silang dalawa... hindi man sila sa akin nanggaling, they've been a big part of my life, no regrets when it comes sa lahat ng orae na inilaan ko for them...

I may have been bad in handling my finances but I know in my heart that I've been a good ninay to my babies...and i will forever cherish all our memoried together..di man ako magkaron ng sarili kong anak, i'm still thankful for God allowed me to be a mom to my 2 babies...

But I know everything happens for a reason and if this is God's way of telling me na Cha, sarili mo naman muna this time..yes Lord i will and i hope na maiayos ko na unti unti ang buhay ko...but i know na kahit nakafocus ako ngayon sa sarili ko, a part of my heart will always look out for them and will always be there for then no matter what.

Hihinga lang si Ninay mga nak but nothing will change, i will continue to love and care for you two...i love you so much mga nak..forever kayong kasama sa mga pangarap ko sa buhay and i am praying that God will allow me to reach that dream.

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thank you for keepimg me company since i wenr home from church until midnight...

#movie/seriesMarathon #crushie

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list of things na gusto kong magawa if ever mabigyan pa ko ng chance ro continue living my life...

#OnToMyPrivateTumblr

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if im fit to donate my kidney, should i?

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with the way things are going in my life at this point, hindi ko alam san pa ko lalapit lahat ng plano na binuo ko Ocotber last year kung paano ako makakabangon ulit is hindi ko masimulan...

pagod na pagod na ko...minsan naiisip ko sana di na lang ako nabivyan ng 2nd life para di ko na nararamdaman lahat ng to...

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to be honest di ko alam hanggang kailan ko pa kakayanin..

nauubos na yung pag asa na kinakapitan ko...kaya sinusurre der ko na lahat lahat kay God and everyday i am praying for a miracle to happen in my life...

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At the time I have decided, my words will come true.

You can trust what I say about the future.

It may take a long time, but keep on waiting—it will happen!

Habakkuk 2:3

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