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it appears i will be remaking this blog. more to come.

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                 #LOVEWINS: lost lenore recently returned from the dead is bisexual! 

                                                  ( indie mixed canon wei wuxian portrayed by ofelia. )

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                      because i want you to know that even if i don’t use my sword, with nothing but what you call a crooked path, i will still rise unparalleled and leave all of you staring at me from behind. 

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                          fuck them gods. 

                                            (indie mixed canon hua cheng penned by ofelia. )

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                          fuck them gods. 

                                            (indie mixed canon hua cheng penned by ofelia. )

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it appears that once again i have brain rot. i swear i’m actually back this time. if you need me i’m on @churban

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it appears that once again i have brain rot. i swear i’m actually back this time. if you need me i’m on @churban

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it appears that once again i have brain rot. i swear i’m actually back this time. if you need me i’m on @churban

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                          perhaps this is what I have always wished for since that day. the loss and destruction of all. that’s right, one must destroy before creating. in that case, if my conscience becomes a hindrance to me, then i will simply erase it. i have no other choice but to move forward. / mixed canon lelouch vi britannia penned and beloved of ofelia.

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First 5 people who send in a “💋” get a kiss from my muse.

Remember to specify muse for multi-muse blogs!

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♥ or ↻ if you want to interact with an indepdent mixed canon lelouch from code geass. penned and beloved by mx. ofelia.

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♥ or ↻ if you want to interact with an indepdent mixed canon lelouch from code geass. penned and beloved by mx. ofelia.

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anyway if you need me i’m going to be on @nagids. i’ll check back in here, in a bit.

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im alive im gonna set up a solo muse blog for my little meow meow for pride.

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i know i haven’t really been here recently, things haven’t been okay for me. but i was able to make it to where i needed to be and now im quarantining in a hotel like im supposed to be. the problem is im having still having financial problems now that i am here. and i am once again asking for help. now that i’m out of the us i can only use paypal. please help me if you have the means or the ability.

paypal

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credit 

‘ something’s terribly sick in my head ’ ‘ these are my darkest thoughts , the bad things lurking in the closet ’ ‘ is this how i tear the monsters from my body ? ’ ‘ i want everything to stop ’ ‘ fuck your immaculate existence ’ ‘ today i want my heart to tremble ’ ‘ i want my teeth to shatter bone ’ ‘ today i want killing to mean living ’ ‘ nothing you do can hurt me but you better try ’ ‘ you can’t live without burning your comfort and safety as firewood ’ ‘ maybe the ghosts learned how to build stairs into the mountainside ’ ‘ believe me when i say there is no pride in this ’ ‘ i want to be one of those city sprites among termites ’ ‘ cleanse this body through tears and emesis ’ ‘ circumvention was futile , damnable ’ ‘ we’re all burning ’ ‘ we learn to laugh in the midst of the inferno ’ ‘ i realize now that i am the one out of place ’ ‘ i want to destroy all the parts that aren’t working ’ ‘ i never knew i had the capacity for cruelty ’ ‘ i condemn myself to failure without batting an eyelash ’ ‘ choosing to protect ourselves is not failure ’ ‘ nothing is working ’ ‘ at some point i stopped , i sank ’ ‘ breathing seems so difficult now ’ ‘ living was easy as breathing once upon a time ’ ‘ i don’t think it’s living , but it’s not hurting either ’  ‘ my body is a room made of glass walls and wooden floors ’ ‘ today , i ache for somewhere to hide ’ ‘ how do i turn the light on in my eyes ? ’ ‘ please , no one look at me today ’ ‘ i mused over all the times i had prayed to a god i do not believe in ’ ‘ the gods died laughing ’ ‘ you must learn fear ’ ‘ let’s not be enemies tonight ’ ‘ hold my hand while our greatest tragedies are lost and forgotten ’ ‘ you are only a murderer if someone cares ’ ‘ dreaming is so painful and i wish i would stop ’ ‘ i can still love you with my eyes closed ’ ‘ i’m not sure why you’re acting surprised ’ ‘ let me pretend that i’m made of magic ’ ‘ i am a creature of contradictions ’ ‘ remember your strength , unchanging and eternal ’ 

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lyric starter call. probably for claude.