I don’t think people love me. They love versions of me I have spun for them, versions of me they have construed in their minds. The easy versions of me, the easy parts of me to love.
she told me, she’s done with me. i know exactly how to feel and what to think and none of it is her fault.
no, i don’t think she ever loved me for me. it’s not the first time a person wanted conditions or something about me to change. talking to girls and working are obvious but impatient people with the other defects of myself can’t be done on their time. maybe she did love me but there was a clock…
can’t sleep, can’t stop feeling like im no good. can’t stop thinking. feel a little depressed… want to drink. probably keeping my gf awake. i wanna talk… but I don’t wanna piss her off… help
i am in love. i piss her off, I do things that make her question me and doubt if I even have feelings for her. I don’t think she realizes how much I do feel and love her… the things she thinks I do Idk why but I wanna test her doubts. And make her realize that’s not ALWAYS what I’m doing.
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