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Thinking about here a lot lately, missing my old threads and ships and partners and my muses 💕 thought I'd pop in here and just say hi, and give an update, because its been almost a year since I was last here and I don't know if any of my old partners are still around (I scrolled for a bit and didn't see any recent posts from anyone, but maybe you just weren't online.)

I had a rooooough pregnancy, but my beautiful baby girl is here and she's perfect. She was born New Years Eve 😊 She needs me so much right now that I really am not able to be here right now, but maybe one day I'll be able to come back. I miss writing here so much.

Hope everyone is doing well 🩷

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Sorry, I know I said one be back by now but things have been happening! Life update under the cut of anyone cares. The short version of it is that I'm aiming for the next few weeks but we shall see.

So, first things first, I decided to make a few lifestyle changes. Less screentime, more time engaging with my other hobbies, being active more. I started working out every day after work which was what took up my rping time. It's been good, I've been feeling good in my body for the first time in awhile actually!

Also two weeks ago, I found out I'm pregnant! We're keeping it between us rn but I figured no one from real life follows me here so I can mention it here. I'm so excited but it's rough so far. Constantly exhausted (like, I've been getting home from work and sleeping on the couch, attempting to eat dinner, and then going to bed), and super nauseated all the time.

It hasn't been as bad as I've expected (yet--I'm only like 6 weeks a long at this point) but it is affected my ability to focus on being here.

But! On the bright side, only two months of school left! Which means I'll be a little more available to be here over the summer.

I miss you all and our threads ❤️

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Alright here is my plan: report cards and conferences are now down. We have school this week, then the week after is spring break. Hubby is off these two weeks so I'm going to take that time to rest, reset, spend some quality time together, then I will finally be back here ❤️

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Happiness Will Come To You.

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I apologize again for not being on in a little while. I'm going to aim to be closer to the end of the week but no promises because it seems like when I make promises, life goes to shit

Just in case anyone is wondering, my doggo is okay, but it was a really stressful weekend.

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Currently at the emergency vet. Sigh. I'll get online to do replies at some point but atm this week is doing it's best to beat the shit outta me

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Tbh feeling like I want to get some age diversity on my muses roster AND complete the Tanner family set and add Darla Tanner

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Planning to be on next week! Just dealing with stuffs atm and this week got away from me!

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I love record stores 💿

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Colt could have laughed out loud at being called smooth. He was pretty sure that he was anything but. All he was doing was stating facts -- obvious facts, at that. Sure, if he wracked his brain, he probably could have come up with a wish or two, but what would they be? A million dollars, his dad to rise from the grave, his brothers to get along? Nah, he was realistic, and this moment was already beyond his wildest dreams. He wasn't going to stretch his luck any farther than it already was, just in case the universe would notice it'd already given him too much and take it all away. "Just tellin' the truth. Gonna need my hand for a minute." He gave Jake's hand a quick squeeze, then, somewhat unwillingly, pulled away. He pulled the candle from the cupcake and set it aside, then tore it in half and handed a piece to Jake. "I'm not eatin' this alone."

His smile remained as he watched Colt blow out the candle, though he soon suspected he'd left out the wish-making part. It was just a hunch, but as his boyfriend reached over to take his hand he knew that he'd been correct, even before Colt spoke the words. "Wow.. Who knew you could be so smooth?" he teased, lifting their joined hands to his lips and pressing a kiss to the back of Colt's. There was a flush on Jake's cheeks that hadn't been there before, and wild horses couldn't have torn his gaze away from the birthday boy.

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"Now's as good a time as any," Cash agreed, though he didn't make any movement to leave the house. He just wanted to live in this moment a moment longer, reveling in how perfect this all was. Cash was his father's son, and, like his dad, he'd always found it to be him who fell harder and faster in every relationship he'd been in. This was the first time he found himself on even footing, holding someone so incredible, who loved him the way she loved her.

"What kind d'ya want?" He was a big dog person himself -- retrievers, huskies, german shepherds -- but he would bring home a chihuahua if that was what she wanted.

Scarlet wrapped her arms around his neck, she couldn't contain her excitement. "When ever you want to go." she replied. "Let's go get a dog." she said before kissing him. She could wait forever if he wanted her to, but the fact that they were on the same page just made her excited for what was to come.

First a dog, then a baby in the future. sure with both of their careers they were going to need to plan when to have a baby but the first step was talking about it.

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It wasn't as though Jax had expected or even dared to dream that things had stayed the same while he was... away. He was all too aware of how quickly things changed, yet he'd always been focused on the big things when he thought about it. His daughter had grown while he missed all of the milestones, his younger sister had gotten married, his younger brother had started his own business, and all Jax had seen of it was pictures. With all of that in mind, the idea of the diner that he and Riley had frequented had changed owners almost seemed too much to take in. "Oh," he said to her story, taking a moment to consider. "Well, if the food is still good, then it sounds good to me. Besides, it was always the company that was the best part."

"You're welcome." Riley was tempted to hug him, but didn't know if he'd be comfortable with that so she resisted for now. Instead she crossed over to the driver's door and slipped behind the wheel, thinking over his question while she waited for him to join her in the car. "Um. That diner we used to go on Friday nights is still open, and the food is pretty good, even though it has a new owner now." That was something that had changed while he'd been gone. "The old guy who ran it, remember him? Well about two years ago he got himself a mistress and left town, and ever since then his son has been running it. It was quite the scandal, as I'm sure you can imagine." She cranked the engine and slowly backed out of her parking spot, glancing over at Jax. "We can go somewhere else if you'd rather, though."