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✦Sky Wallpaper Pack v1✦

ko-fi shop ✦ phone pack ✦ desktop/iPad pack

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all I see people doing on twitter is asking grok about literally everything and then arguing with grok and trying to refine its answer when inevitably it doesn't match up with their worldview

It would be entertaining if it weren't so pathetic

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✦Flower Sword✦

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Forces of (sometimes supernatural, but otherwise unnatural) Nature

Prints | Ko-Fi | Patreon | Bluesky

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Dreamy Pixelart Skies ✨☁️ ✦wallpaper pack✦

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New Dreamy Pixelart Skies ✨☁️ ✦wallpaper pack✦

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New Dreamy Pixelart Skies ✨☁️ ✦wallpaper pack✦

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sometimes I think about the "give me what you got for a pork chop" rhyme and honestly nothing will ever top it

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✦Starry Destinations

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☁Pastel Skies☁

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Dreamy Pixelart Skies ✨☁️ ✦wallpaper pack✦

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☁ a kaleidoscope sky ☁

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✦Bloom Blade✦

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Little bit of a vent :: Posting it here bc I don't want the discourse from the other sites if I'm being honest, and will probably delete it later idk.

I decided to wait to have a child. I decided to wait because I grew up initially extremely poor to an alcoholic single mother who chose her addiction over me every single chance she got. I lived in a trailer that I fell through the floor of - I sat awake every night in my bed til 4 am listening to god awful country music being blasted on the radio while she and her friends partied, but was still expected to get myself up in the morning and walk to school no matter the weather. I remember sneaking into the kitchen just to turn the music down slightly and every time less than 20 minutes later they would notice and turn it back up. To this day I can't stand country music and I have to sleep with some sort of background sound like an air purifier or fan. I missed nearly 30 days of school my 6th grade year and they wanted to fail me in the new state I moved to to be adopted by my aunt and uncle - thankfully my aunt fought for me to be put in 7th grade remedial classes so I was not held back a year. Needless to say, I had no real childhood. You see, I wanted very badly to have a stable life and be financially ok before I decided to have a child. And now, once I'm finally there - I'm faced with having a child in the most uncertain time of my millennial existence. Aside from all of the other rugs that have been pulled out from under me, and all the ladders that have been pulled up behind the boomers and gen x. I'm being bombarded with my healthcare being on the line via the recent events of women's health degradation. I'm having to seriously consider going to another country just to have my unborn child get the vaccinations they will need in order to live a fully healthy life unmarked by the fear of contracting an illness they would otherwise never have to worry about. Child tax deductions were cut in half the last time that orange nitwit was in office and now I'm facing him again as he surely looks for another way to financially cripple my family. I'm angry at myself for having waited to have a child now. If I had just tried earlier, I wouldn't be in this fearful mess. I would've already had her vaccinated and my rights would still be fully intact without the constant looming trepidation that some moron in my state's government will try to overthrow what the people have already codified. I'm tired and upset and I know I'm not at fault, but I feel so utterly fucking guilty.

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✦Bloom Blade✦

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♔ Keyblade ♔

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