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Bad: aliens that insist upon referring to human women as “feeeeemales”.

Good: aliens that insist upon dividing humans into binary categories, but the binary in question is based on something we’d regard as trivial and bizarre.

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If you’re scrolling through tumblr trying to distract yourself from something you don’t want to think about or you’re looking for a sign that everything will be okay, this is it. So, breathe. Relax into this moment. You’re alive & that’s all that matters.

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What if your giving a bj in the shower and he just starts shampooing and conditioning your hair 

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I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry im sorry I’m sorry

I messed up I messed up I messed up I messed up

I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you

How do I fix this how do I keep you safe how do I tell you that nothing else matters

I’m so fucking sorry please just let me go find you

Please please please please

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I’m stuck holding the matches

Some how with you everything feels right. Like maybe just maybe everything will be okay. That the story is gritty and shitty but we’ll have happy ever after.

You say you’re damaged like me. And yes we are both so sos so FUCKIG broken. But to me you are whole and perfect. Despite being broken. But I’ve messed up I’ve messed up bad that I’m just breaking amazing even more.

I’m damaged beyond repair but I want you to stay cuz I’m selfish. But I know we’ll kill each other by accident. But stay for the love of the gods stay. I’ll try to make this right, if you’ll try to stay.

I love you and I know I’m bad at love and I’m remaking old mistakes. And god I want to fix this but I don’t have to tools to. And at this point it looks like you don’t want me to.

True to the name I crash and burn. What now?

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(415): WHEN THE HELL DOES ANYTHING IN OUR LIVES *EVER* GO AS PLANNED???

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I’m stuck holding the matches

Some how with you everything feels right. Like maybe just maybe everything will be okay. That the story is gritty and shitty but we’ll have happy ever after.

You say you’re damaged like me. And yes we are both so sos so FUCKIG broken. But to me you are whole and perfect. Despite being broken. But I’ve messed up I’ve messed up bad that I’m just breaking amazing even more.

I’m damaged beyond repair but I want you to stay cuz I’m selfish. But I know we’ll kill each other by accident. But stay for the love of the gods stay. I’ll try to make this right, if you’ll try to stay.

I love you and I know I’m bad at love and I’m remaking old mistakes. And god I want to fix this but I don’t have to tools to. And at this point it looks like you don’t want me to.

True to the name I crash and burn. What now?

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well this social situation isn’t going the way i acted it out in the shower

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month of poetry . day 25 / 31 .

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Are you sick of it all? Are you ready to throw down about it? And by “throw down” I mean, throw down 20 bucks on a band you only sort of like at your nearest Hot Topic? THIS MIX IS FOR YOU!

Deftones - Back To School (Mini Maggit) 

Disturbed - Voices

Slipknot - My Plague

Korn - Falling Away from Me

System Of A Down - Toxicity

Linkin Park - Papercut    

P.O.D. - Alive (HD)    

Fuel - Hemorrhage (In My Hands)    

Staind - It’s Been Awhile (Video)    

Puddle Of Mudd - Blurry    

Incubus - Drive    

A Perfect Circle - 3 Libras    

Godsmack - Awake    

Kittie - Spit [LIVE @ Ozzfest]    

Marilyn Manson - Lunchbox    

Alice In Chains - Them Bones    

Nirvana - School (live at MTV Studios 1992)    

Queens Of The Stone Age - No One Knows    

Tool - Parabola    

Otep - Buried Alive    

Killswitch Engage - My Last Serenade 

Hatebreed - I Will Be Heard    

Mindless Self Indulgence - Shut Me Up

Nine Inch Nails - The Hand That Feeds    

Deadsy - Brand New Love    

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9 years and a day...

(August 31, 2011 blog post by Frank Iero on the official MCR website)

hell (oh) friends, It’s been a little while…I’m having a good yet sappy night off in  the land they call Vancouver and I’m feeling compelled to drop you all a   public love note. Nine years ago tomorrow our band played its biggest   show of our young yet saucy career. It was the proverbial “big break”   moment that every kid in a band, in a movie, in a sitcom, in a real-ass life waits and drools for. A band (Coheed and Cambria in our story) can’t make it to the hugest   most awesomest show (which will be played by The Allentown Fair ,   Allentown Pennsylvania 8/31/02, possible attendance approx 10k - 12k… feels like a million) opening up for a band you love, listen to, have   every record by (in our story, Jimmy Eat World)….and goddamn it you   and your best friends get a magical phone call asking you to fill in.   The sky opens up, Angels start to sing, women swoon (just kidding there were absolutely no women) and somehow with little time to prepare you   rent a van with no money and shitty credit, and show up to a dream   sequence. Now for reality’s sake i must say this wasn’t “IT”. There was a  lot of hard work leading up to the ‘dream show’ opportunity, and god  knows a ton more of hard work after it, but it was a glimpse. A little  sliver of what could be…and sometimes that is all your lucky enough to  get. Anyway maybe I’m getting all ‘emo’ in my old age, or maybe i just  spent an amazing weekend playing some of the biggest most memorable  shows of my life, but for whatever reason these past few days I’ve been  getting nostalgic and thinking back…. …back to the beginning sitting at my grandmother’s kitchen  table looking through my Dad and my Grandfather’s date books, seeing all   their gigs penciled in… ….back to when i was old enough to travel with my dad to his  weekend gigs, helping out with load in and setting up his drums on  stage. The feel of people’s eyes staring at me, knowing i had no  business being in that fucking bar. That smell of old cigarettes and  stale beer that hung on the microphones and the foam in his  cases…..from those early experiences i knew what i wanted to do….i  day dreamt about being in a band and playing shows for a living nonstop. ….thinking back to when my dad first bought me a guitar, an  off-white Fernandes Strat copy he got from the guitar player in his  band. i learned 3 chords and then wrote a horrible little song with  them…I played it and tortured my poor mom with it until my fingers  bled. (yeah that’s right, that fucking Bryan Adams song was real to me  dammit!) …back to peanut league baseball when a kid asked me what kind  of music i liked. We both agreed that Nirvana was, and i quote, “the   fucking coolest” and so my first band was started. But he played guitar,  i had never been in a band before, and his hair was longer therefore i  had to play the drums…at least until we found a replacement, i   begrudgingly agreed. (we never found a drummer)… ….back to high school when i met a funny kid who wore a bow tie   everyday. He had a car and would give me punk rock mixtapes. We became   good friends and went to local shows together. We decided to start a   band and played our first show together a month later at a dance i   wasn’t old enough to attend…(we covered a Nirvana song)… ….back to working part-time at a Pathmark in Belleville NJ,  located conveniently in between the KFC and the ‘rape tunnel’. i was  payed a surely minimum wage and used every penny i saved to buy the 100  tickets my band needed to sell in order to play a battle of the bands.  Top prize, opening slot on the NJ date of warped tour. We lost to a ska   band who’s singer was fucking one of the judges, later my girlfriend   dumped me for our drummer…. ….thinking back to meeting, getting to know, and eventually  being lucky enough to call family some of the weirdest, kindest, most   talented people i have ever encountered in my entire life….and finding  out they wanted me to join their band and then months later jumping in a  van together and learning everything i know about life and the world by  their side…. I must say its been a strange ride so far. But y'know i think it  maybe human nature to forget how good you have it while the going is  good. But if you’re really lucky (and i mean really reeeeeeeeally  fucking lucky), every now and then life nudges you and reminds you of  where you came from. I know what it’s like to be young and have  dreams…I’ve had my heart broken and cursed the heavens when things  didn’t go my way…but i also know what it’s like to be lucky enough to  have those same hopes and dreams full filled. I wouldn’t be the person I  am today without the good and the bad and I am thankful for every  second of it. Tomorrow is an anniversary…and life was nice enough to  remind me of it. so thank you to all the people that were nice enough to help us out   along the way. From my family and my friends who always listened to   whatever shitty song i wrote and thought was the fucking greatest at the  time… to everyone who at some point over the years took the time to watch me play, maybe bought a record i made, or just fucking got it ….  I would like to say thank you, a million, trillion times, it truly  means the world to me. xofrank

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All of you deserve snek kisses

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gender? fake as FUCK. you know what’s real? my love for laura jane grace

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Taking a nap cuz I’m fucking done with today

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Early Sunsets Over Monroeville // My Chemical Romance