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           Coming back from 2017-2018, SHARON RAINSWORTH            Is back to grace all your dashes. The future Duchess of the             Shady and mysterious dukedom with royal blue blood             Running through their veins. PANDORA HEARTS is a             Manga created by MochiJun. The lady is portrayed by Renata.

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“Is what I wanted to do, but I can’t do that. That's not part of my character.“ 

— Kuzu no Honkai ep. 10 - Akane Minagawa

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what I think is tragic in chaerin’s character is that … she hates being weak, she hates being vulnerable, she doesn’t trust anyone, she doesn’t let anyone come close. she may have all those connections, spend time with people, but all in all, she’s alone. she’s lonely and she seeks connection that she lacks. she is search for something that’ll make her feel connected and make her feel like she’s not like her mother who was never connected and hurt the only person who she cares about for real - her father. but because of how she lives now, she’s reminding her dad of her mother more and more, and that’s why he doesn’t want to meet chaerin anymore. 

they text, email, but they stopped meeting like they usually did for dinner and everything. 

all because her father was so massively fucked up by her mother and the thought of chaerin becoming the same makes her father blame himself for not raising her right. chaerin thinks she’s fine living like this, but she’s not her mother. she can care, respect, and wish to work her best for someone, but… it’s been so warped up and so shattered after her father just abruptly stopped meeting her. she’s not a fool, she’s very smart and figured out WHY he stopped meeting up with her. and she started to hate her mother even more, but then also: am I the same as her? 

and if so, then she just have to find someone or something that will prove to her that she is not her mother. she wants to find a person or a group of people who will show her that she can be a person and that someone may be interested in finding out her true self. however, because of how she hates being seen as weak or even giving someoen an opportunity to exploit her, chaerin cannot allow anyone to come too close to her. she manipulates them before they manipulate her. 

and if someone with a kind heart finally sees through her actions and tell her that she can stop and just relax, it’d be the first ever time when she’d be caught off guard and will not know how to act, what type of character to pull out, and how to proceed. chaerin is a bad person, she is not a good girl, she did a ton of shitty stuff and she will continue doing them probably until the day she dies. however, she does have good traits. she does have tragic traits. she cannot be forgiven for manipulating people and for all the bad stuff she could be doing in mysme. however, she can reflect on it if someone will help her find that ‘guilt’ that was buried beneath ‘I don’t want to be weak/used.’ she can change, but it will take… years. many awkward and hard years. 

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Nightcall, Kavinsky~

I’m giving you a night call to tell how I feel. I want to drive you through the night,down the hills. I’m gonna tell you something you don’t want to hear. I’m gonna show you where it’s dark, but have no fear.

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@tclesnmirrors​ said:  piggyback : my muse jumps on your muses back ( Zen )

   The bright contrast between the white and pink hait, they were like a sore thumb in society. However, that didn’t stop Chaerin Yoon from being just a tad bit childish. Walking in high heels was not hard for her, but pretending to be a bit hurt would lead to some things she’d gladly use. After all, Zen was such a kind-hearted individual. He made her heart swell. There’s no need to lie to him, but just a tiny bit of some of her own acting skills that were dropped over the course of their walk did she finally heard the actor ask if she was ok. 

   “Sorry, these are new shoes,” the woman showed off her high heeled black shoes, sitting beautifully on her foot. So many people questioned how she could even run in heels when she needed to, but Yoon always brushed it off. The funniest thing was that she was using the opposite of that rumor to get something she really wanted to try out. The park was empty, it was pretty dark now. Going back to her flat was still a long way to go. And so...  Chaerin gave him a smile, poking his arm with some mischief shining in her eyes. 

   “Say, would you give me a piggyback ride until we’re out of the park?” Being carried like that was something she only did when she was younger. Usually, it was her carrying someone on her back during middle and high school. Specifically, either her so-called friend or her girlfriend during that time. Not men, of course. She wasn’t as strong during that time. Right now, when she saw a positive response to her request as the young man turned his back to her and crouched down a bit to make it easier for her to climb on him. “Aw, you’re the best!” 

   Chaerin knew that he probably understood perfectly well that she was fine and this was just her selfish desire. And so, she jumped on the man’s back, wrapping her hands around his neck and feeling his hands hold her under her thighs. Without missing a beat, she pressed herself closer to him, letting Zen feel just how warm she was and how soft she was to touch. There’s no moment when she didn’t use her charms. Especially when she was with Hyun. Yet... it felt safe to be with Ryu. Surprisingly, the actor made her be just a tad bit more honest. Probably because she saw no reason to lie. It felt like he’d know when she’s lying one way or another. 

   “I always wanted to do this~” The woman laughed as she placed a kiss to the man’s cheek. Showing such public shows of affections was not a problem for her, but right now it was not even that public. No one was around. It was quiet. Only their voices were heard during this evening, almost night. “You’re so warm.” 

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[1/9] bad guy by Billie Eilish + Red

“I mean, I don’t see what she sees, but maybe it’s ‘cause I’m wearing your cologne.”

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frgtmenct replied to your post

CUTE I WISH I WAS TALENTED ENOUGH TO DRAW HER AND RAY��

oh nonononono its not my drawing. it’s the one who I reblogged it from. but dw *hugs* just writing these two is wonderful

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BTW EVERYONE.

That meme.  My muse is Chaerin (aka the receiver). Your muse is the one who is sending me that ask. 

So, basically... *rubs hands together* Chaerin dies for @suhojachoi​ and she also gets shot in the ask for @frgtmenct​ . She finally gets what she deserves. ruyhbrty  If you wanted it to be the other way around, just HMU! 

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  some  one  word  prompts .    (    send   one   of   the   words   for   our   muses   to   interact   based   off   that   word   )

goodbye :  my  muse  kissing  and/or  hugging  your  muse  goodbye.

secrets :   my  muse  sharing/confiding  their  deepest,  darkest  secret  with  your  muse.

nightmare :   my  muse  coming  to  your  muses  aid  when  they  awake  from  a  nightmare.

push :   my  muse  pushing  your  muse  out  of  the  way  of  danger.

embrace :   my  muse  abruptly  throwing  their  arms  around  your  muse,  hugging  them  tightly.

bloody :   my  muse  coming  to  your  muse  with  blood  stains  on  their  clothes  and  hands,  shaking.

drunk :   my  muse  takes  care  of  your  muse  while  they  are  in  a  drunken  state.

bed :   my  muse  wakes  up  in  the  same  bed  as  your  muse  with  little  recollection  of  the  night  before.

slap :   my  muse  slaps  your  muse  across  the  face  out  of  anger.

gone :   my  muse  stays  by  your  muses  side  while  they  take  their  last  breath.

scream :   my  muse  hears  your  muse  scream  and  quickly  runs  to  their  side.

sleep :   my  muse  falls  asleep  on  your  muse,  making  it  hard  for  my  muse  to  leave.

stalk :   my  muse  gets  caught  by  your  muse  trailing  behind  them,  watching  them.

sacrifice :   my  muse  jumps  in  front  of  your  muse,  sacrificing  their  life  for  your  muses  life.

trail :   my  muse  watches  as  your  muse  traces  one  of  my  muses  scares,  asking  them  about  it.

love :   my  muse  confronts  your  muse  about  why  they  never  say  ’ i  love  you ’  back.

piggyback :   my  muse  jumps  on  your  muses  back,  my  muse  gives  yours  a  piggyback  ride.

jump :   my  muse  runs  to  your  muse  and  jumps  up,  my  muse  holding  yours  up  by  their  thighs.

dance :   my  muse  holds  their  hand  out,  waiting  for  your  muse  to  come  out  and  slow  dance  with  them.

carry :   my  muse  carries  your  muse  to  their  house,  either  drunk,  or  a  weakened  state,  can  specify. 

lighter :   my  muse  pulls  out  a  lighter  and  lights  it  for  your  muse  to  use  to  light  their  cigarette.

shot :   my  muse  gets  shot  and  struggles  to  your  muses  house  for  aid.

wound :   my  muse  patches  and  bandages  a  wound  your  muse  has  gotten.

fight :   my  muse  stops  your  muse  from  getting  into  a  physical  fight  with  someone  else.

arrest :   your  muse  finds  my  muse  arrested  in  cuffs  with  swarming  police  everywhere.

hospital :   my  muse  awakens  in  a  hospital,  finding  your  muse  by  their  side,  asking  what  happened.

gun :  my  muse  pulls  out  a  gun  on  your  muse,  your  muse  tries  to  talk  them  into  putting  the  gun  down. 

betrayal :  my  muse  finds  out  that  your  muse  has  betrayed  them  in  same  way  and  confronts  them  about  it.

nude :  my  muse  walks  in  on  your  muse  accidentally  seeing  them  naked.

karaoke :  my  muse  pulls  your  muse  up  on  stage  with  them  to  sing  some  karaoke  songs. 

laughter :   my  muse  hears  your  muse  laughing  uncontrollably  and  approaches  to  see  if  they  are  okay.

murder :   my  muse  walks  in  on  your  muse  committing  a  gruesome  murder.

wet :   my  muse  strips  down  to  their  under  garments  and  runs  into  the  water,  motioning  for  your  muse  to  join  them.

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such big chaerin mood if she ever needs to open up to someone lmao.

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chaerin is a unicorn chick.  so.  ahaha. I looked through my old tag and found this song. 

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suhojachoi‌,

[ 707. ]        lololol [ 707. ]        Of course I wasn’t

In reality those golden hues couldn’t help but fixate on the monitors, glancing between camera views every few moments to be certain that no-one could get in  —  what else was he to do given the situation?  Still, the teasing was a bit deserved given how his gaze may have lingered a little longer than was normal on her form upon his screens more than just a couple of times.

[ 707. ]        GASP!!!   [ 707. ]        Do u think i’m some kinda perv that keeps spying on u? [ 707. ]        >_<;; [ 707. ]        I promise on my whole supply of chips that i’m not!!

[ CHAERIN. ]       What a bright reaction...!  [ CHAERIN. ]       I didn’t speak of anything pervy. [ CHAERIN. ]       Olalala~

It was so much fun messing with people. The pinkette looked at the camera that seemed to watch her ever move. A wave to it, a cheeky yet pretty smile before she returned to her phone. If she wanted to give him a show, she would. But she decided not to. Not today. Yesterday, she completely forgot about the fact that she wasn’t in her apartment and walked around in just a towel, humming to herself. Onl when she caught a glimpse of camera did she remember, but there was no reaction at all. More like ‘oh... I remember now.’

[ CHAERIN. ]       Have you thought about smth pervy?! (o///o) [ CHAERIN. ]       But I guess... if you promise on your whole supply...   [ CHAERIN. ]       You must be telling the truth. What chips do you have? ^^

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@tclesnmirrors​

   “Yeah, it’s on me today. I have spare money for today. To be honest, to get me drunk, I have to spend quite a lot, but... meeting you changed my plans,” the woman shrugged as she looked at the actor with a small smile. Exhaustion was seen in her eyes, but she continued to act like always: confident, strong, and independent. There was no mercy in the corporate world. Especially in such a big corporation as C&R. Jumin Han was a good boss, but he wasn’t looking at everything that was happening in the company. A human couldn’t do that and the majority of work Jaehee was doing would make anyone go nuts. But she wasn’t here to speak about work with Hyun Ryu, an actor that she’d respected for his wonderful work ethic but now even as a person. A rarity for Chaerin Yoon to have respect in someone who she doesn’t work for.  “How’s work been? I’ve heard you got good offers. It seems like old geezer finally got ahead of me in inviting you to work, huh? He was so proud calling me today, saying that Zen himself will be starring in his special Valentine’s Day advertising.” A chuckle to herself as she brought the glass of beer to her mouth, taking a sip before settling it down. The buzzing atmosphere of this bar was quite nice. 

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isn’t she just amazingly hot? 

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         “Hm~ Am I attractive?”  She knows the answer for herself, but she wants to hear it.

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