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Some retail jevil doodles bc im becoming obsessed lol

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Damn bro....

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is art i draw am excited for everyone to play deltarune!!

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Questions Your Character Is Too Afraid to Ask

(But desperately needs the answer to) Because these are the thoughts they won’t say out loud, but they shape everything they do.

If I stopped trying, would anyone notice?

Do they actually like me, or do I just make their life easier?

Am I hard to love?

What would they say about me if I left the room?

Would they stay if they saw the real me?

What if I’m only good at pretending to be good?

Was it actually love, or just obligation?

What happens if I fail again? What’s left of me then?

How long until they get tired of me?

What if I deserve the things I’m afraid of?

Am I healing or just hiding better?

Why do I feel more myself when I’m alone?

Do I want to be forgiven or just forget?

What if I never become the person they believe I am?

Am I still angry, or just numb?

Why can’t I let go of them, even after everything?

If they hurt me, and I stayed, did I hurt myself more?

Am I building a future, or just distracting myself from the past?

Is this what I want, or just what I’ve been told to want?

What if I was never meant to survive this, but I did anyway? Now what?

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✦ DAY 175 ✦

Words to live (and die) by

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it's my first time doing anything active on tumblr, beside scrolling other people's blogs, so sorry if I did it wrong.

I drew a fanart to 6th chapter of "The Night After". I wanted to make it a simple comics, but I kept adding new colors and details and couldn't stop myself until it was too late

YOU DID IT RIGHT. OH MY GOD??! THIS IS BEAUTIFUL??? this is exactly how it looks when they attack together. i am so enamored with how you rendered this scene, oh my god.

thank you so much, i love this so much. i love this SO MUCH. @legendspeaker oh my god, wife, LOOK.

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I’ve became a little obsessed with crk but my love for moon shall not be denied. So have moon as shadow milk?? I don’t know what to call this monstrosity.

In the crk style ↓

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"I wish we met sooner" is such a gentle sentiment. I love you so much I not only want you in my future, but in my past too. I want to have known you when we were small stupid kids, have held hands together as we played outside. I want to have stressed out over exams together, nudging a mug of still steaming hot chocolate against your elbow to get you to focus. I want to have told you I love you before I did anyone else. I want to have held you in my arms when all those sad memories you describe to me were still fresh wounds. I want my past to have been full of you, and full of meaningful memories with you. I want my past lives to have been spent with you, whether as two lovers, or two housecats cuddling by the fireplace on a snowy day, or two flowers that just happened to bloom on the same day, next to each other. I want to have consumed your existence and intertwined it with my own since my birth, never to be separated from you for a moment. I want to have loved you throughout it all, for all time.

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He’s been caught. Tomorrow, he will be hanged.

Black Sapphire has made peace with the idea — the Faerie Kingdom has every right to be doing this, after all. He’s a spy. The crime is treason, essentially. In his much-too-ornate prison cell, he sits, fully intending to spend the night alone, in silence.

But then Silverbell visits him. Asks him why he did it.

And with nothing left to lose, Black Sapphire tells him.

And here I am with yet another fic! See what I mean when I said they got me out of my writer’s block?

peripeteia  — a sudden reversal in fate. often associated with the terms “turnaround,” “plot twist,” and “about-face.” maybe in works of fiction this could turn out to be a good thing for the protagonist, a happily ever after, but in real life a change of fate can be fatal.

(no one dies here, of course. this is a work of fiction.)

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He’s been caught. Tomorrow, he will be hanged.

Black Sapphire has made peace with the idea — the Faerie Kingdom has every right to be doing this, after all. He’s a spy. The crime is treason, essentially. In his much-too-ornate prison cell, he sits, fully intending to spend the night alone, in silence.

But then Silverbell visits him. Asks him why he did it.

And with nothing left to lose, Black Sapphire tells him.

And here I am with yet another fic! See what I mean when I said they got me out of my writer’s block?

peripeteia  — a sudden reversal in fate. often associated with the terms “turnaround,” “plot twist,” and “about-face.” maybe in works of fiction this could turn out to be a good thing for the protagonist, a happily ever after, but in real life a change of fate can be fatal.

(no one dies here, of course. this is a work of fiction.)

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He’s been caught. Tomorrow, he will be hanged.

Black Sapphire has made peace with the idea — the Faerie Kingdom has every right to be doing this, after all. He’s a spy. The crime is treason, essentially. In his much-too-ornate prison cell, he sits, fully intending to spend the night alone, in silence.

But then Silverbell visits him. Asks him why he did it.

And with nothing left to lose, Black Sapphire tells him.

And here I am with yet another fic! See what I mean when I said they got me out of my writer’s block?

peripeteia  — a sudden reversal in fate. often associated with the terms “turnaround,” “plot twist,” and “about-face.” maybe in works of fiction this could turn out to be a good thing for the protagonist, a happily ever after, but in real life a change of fate can be fatal.

(no one dies here, of course. this is a work of fiction.)

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A little rusty sapphirebell sketch because this rarepair is peak af

GAYS EVERYWHERE

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i was told there was a crack in the sky , she drew it across the window too i couldn't see it though . i dont think my camera is the issue .

Crater is already walking back in .

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I had a dream last night where I was playing Balatro and there was a blind where I got the exact score needed, but I still lost, and the lose screen had no run details, scores or anything, just a big blank area with the words “Fuck You” in small text

like this

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you know what this means chat

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I had a dream last night that I was trying to translate something into Italian and I discovered that Google Translate had added several languages that weren't,,, actually languages?

Like they had one called 'Neurotypical' that took cryptic double-meanings and made them straight-forward, and they had one called 'Corporate' that translated bureaucratic bullshit into plain words, but the one that I remember most clearly was called 'Passive-Aggressive Asshole,' and it looked like this -

In the dream I also put in "You're so welcome" and it translated it to "You'd better be grateful, you fuck."