cheshirekinnie

[cheshirekinnie]

i'm literally just smiling . . .

:D

xoxo, jiah.

NO . NO . GOD NO . NO . WHY . NO . NO . NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[cheshirekinnie]

what kind of warmth are you?

soup on a cold day

you're caring, consistent in your kindness, and quiet in your compassion for others. you offer warmth because you were cold for a very long time. and you refuse to stand by while others suffer in the same way. your kindness is not reckless. you count the costs, but you offer it anyway. you have a unique ability at reading people, and knowing when they have a pain that they are trying to cover up. your love language is probably quality time, and you're usually more of a listener in conversations. you probably find yourself taking on a caretaker role with others, almost automatically. so when people try to do the same for you, please don't flinch away. please don't withdraw into what feels like safety. there are people who are waiting to love you in the same way you have loved them. please let them.

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i wanna bring all my cartoon muses here but like,,, that's so much effort

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I'M IN, I WAS JUST PUTTING THE WRONG EMAIL !!!

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i like that too.

god i love how sexy and normal i am all of the time

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alright, hopefully i'll get to fixing this account up and making it look good soon.

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cRIES IN TWTS A BITCH SO I HAVE TO BE HERE

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eli made linguini!!!!!!!

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i love my lil dumb oc who says whatever she wants, it could be the most horrifying thing imaginable or a silly lil question. she is the physical manifestation of that photo of the white cat with knives pointed at it.

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this was actually really fun for her, watching his facial features change with every word she said. “ why not ? you liked our kiss. i could tell from how long it lasted. ” yeah, and then he held a knife to your neck ?? are you forgetting that !? “ not to mention the obvious either, if you didn't like me you wouldn't be doing any of these things to me. ” a hum escapes. “ should i tell your little civilization too ? or your friends ? i bet that'd be so happy for you. ”

may planted several things about ji into jiah's head, some where lies and others were truths, jiah never questioned may though. only nodded and listened like an obedient daughter.

“i'm fine. ” she insisted, despite her thoughts were indeed spiraling and heart was racing. jiah leaned back against the counter. maybe taunting him about her dead sister wasn't the best move. it backfired.

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“ why would it be a shame ? ” head tilt. “ i believe it would be a risk worthy of taking. ” that's a lie. she's lying. “ think of it, you're strong and resourceful, it would be no problem accepting someone like you into the family. ” a shrug of her shoulders. “ we've already kissed so it's basically true at this point. ”

yeah, so he was dead right when he called her inexperienced earlier.

may planted several things about ji into jiah's head, some where lies and others were truths, jiah never questioned may though. only nodded and listened like an obedient daughter.

“i'm fine. ” she insisted, despite her thoughts were indeed spiraling and heart was racing. jiah leaned back against the counter. maybe taunting him about her dead sister wasn't the best move. it backfired.

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queen of boundaries she was not, she's made that so clear since meeting him. speaking of which, if he wants to act so proud of bruising her skin, she'll give him a reason to.

“ hmm, perhaps i should show my mother, you'd love that, wouldn't you ? how should i tell her ? ” swaying from side to side, she pondered as a smile crept it's way onto her lips. look who's regaining control of her own thoughts, good for her ! “ should i introduce you as my new boyfriend ? pretty sure she'd have to accept you into the family if i did. imagine that ! awwe, wouldn't that be sweet ? ”

may planted several things about ji into jiah's head, some where lies and others were truths, jiah never questioned may though. only nodded and listened like an obedient daughter.

“i'm fine. ” she insisted, despite her thoughts were indeed spiraling and heart was racing. jiah leaned back against the counter. maybe taunting him about her dead sister wasn't the best move. it backfired.

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“ i told you to stop. doing that. ” she caught the towel and dabbed at her face in order to dry it off.

“ i'm not foolish to die on someone's property, much less in a place like this with you. that wouldn't be an honorable death. ” she paused. “ you gave me a hickey, splashed my face with water, and insulted me. are you on planning anything else that will further ruin my mood ? ”

may planted several things about ji into jiah's head, some where lies and others were truths, jiah never questioned may though. only nodded and listened like an obedient daughter.

“i'm fine. ” she insisted, despite her thoughts were indeed spiraling and heart was racing. jiah leaned back against the counter. maybe taunting him about her dead sister wasn't the best move. it backfired.

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oh wow, she can't wait for the full nod experience.

“ what was that for !? ” she was peacefully minding her own business, aka gonna pass out, when he did that. it helped her feel better and cool down, but she wouldn't say that to him. besides now her hair is ruined, and her clothes !!

“ if you wanted me to have water you could have just poured me a cup. ”

may planted several things about ji into jiah's head, some where lies and others were truths, jiah never questioned may though. only nodded and listened like an obedient daughter.

“i'm fine. ” she insisted, despite her thoughts were indeed spiraling and heart was racing. jiah leaned back against the counter. maybe taunting him about her dead sister wasn't the best move. it backfired.

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was he always like this ? yes, she's aware that she chose to live with him and specifically spoke in a way that he couldn't say no to, but GOD, the constant worry and pity on her he was displaying. ugh, what did she get herself into ?

“ i told you that i'm fine. ” she does feel weak and as if she's about to hit the ground, which is why she took the spot near the counter when she did. “ if i needed ice i would have gotten it myself. i don't need your assistance. i'm not a dog. ”

may planted several things about ji into jiah's head, some where lies and others were truths, jiah never questioned may though. only nodded and listened like an obedient daughter.

“i'm fine. ” she insisted, despite her thoughts were indeed spiraling and heart was racing. jiah leaned back against the counter. maybe taunting him about her dead sister wasn't the best move. it backfired.

[cheshirekinnie]

may planted several things about ji into jiah's head, some where lies and others were truths, jiah never questioned may though. only nodded and listened like an obedient daughter.

“i'm fine. ” she insisted, despite her thoughts were indeed spiraling and heart was racing. jiah leaned back against the counter. maybe taunting him about her dead sister wasn't the best move. it backfired.

what was with his constant praise for ji ? it was really annoying. no matter what she said or did, he still thought of her as good. why can't she shift his thoughts into thinking something else ? “ i told you to stop doing that. did you not hear me the first time ? ” taking slow breaths in order to calm her raging thoughts, don't act impulsively, don't shout. . . it seems her mother's teaching are only working slim.