chessandpunishment

[chessandpunishment]

do you like cashew!

-cashew!Anon

“I believe so, cashews are nice.”

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Being so fr and an update

Hi, so I know I haven’t been online like AT ALL recently like a very long hiatus and both before and after i’ve still been very quiet and honestly I find I just dislike rping as this character. I don’t know why, he just causes such burnout to play as compared to everyone else I rp as. I love all of the mods I rp with and I am really sorry to say this because I rp with a lot of them but I don’t add much to the conversation anymore due to my inactivity and personal lack of interest for the character anymore. I will leave this account up for a little longer, maybe til the end of march or so so I have time to make up my mind. I just would like to spend my time on characters who I feel I am both better at and enjoy more than this one. My personal life is fine. I am simply too busy and noticeably, even on my other accounts I have slowed as well. This is not the only one of my rp blogs going down. Yosano was deleted last month due to not my own disinterest but just once again inactivity. I am honestly so sorry to the mods who I rp with and stuff but I want yall to have your fun rping with others who are actually engaged in playing the BSD fyodor’s character. I really hope this comes across not to make anyone angry and i’m sorry and understand if it does.

main ppl who interact with me @ :

@mama-bird-kyola @ayaa-kodaa

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“Okay then, I’ll see you tonight. I love you”

Nikolai woke up the next morning confused as to where Fyodor was since he was always right next to him when it woke up so she went downstairs to look for him

(making a new post since the old was was too long)

-@mama-bird-kyola

Fyodor peaked inside the house, holding a small, black box snug to his side, to make sure no one was present. He looked incredibly suspicious.

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“None of your concern. You’ll see. Just— keep your schedule cleared please.”

One might not believe Fyodor Dostoyevsky, the ex-terrorist, felt like giggling and kicking his feet over Nikolai just accepting his offer.

Nikolai woke up the next morning confused as to where Fyodor was since he was always right next to him when it woke up so she went downstairs to look for him

(making a new post since the old was was too long)

-@mama-bird-kyola

Fyodor peaked inside the house, holding a small, black box snug to his side, to make sure no one was present. He looked incredibly suspicious.

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Hearing Nikolai’s footsteps, he darted out of the room. His arms were folded as if he was trying so hard to be nonchalant.

“Hi, my love… is your schedule clear for tonight?”

Nikolai woke up the next morning confused as to where Fyodor was since he was always right next to him when it woke up so she went downstairs to look for him

(making a new post since the old was was too long)

-@mama-bird-kyola

Fyodor peaked inside the house, holding a small, black box snug to his side, to make sure no one was present. He looked incredibly suspicious.

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Fyodor was trying to get dressed as quick as possible. (He had to take a break for a couple of seconds because anemia did not agree with this stress.) He put one the necklace Fyodor had given him.

Nikolai woke up the next morning confused as to where Fyodor was since he was always right next to him when it woke up so she went downstairs to look for him

(making a new post since the old was was too long)

-@mama-bird-kyola

Fyodor peaked inside the house, holding a small, black box snug to his side, to make sure no one was present. He looked incredibly suspicious.

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He quickly slid it underneath the bed at the very back, locking the door.

Nikolai woke up the next morning confused as to where Fyodor was since he was always right next to him when it woke up so she went downstairs to look for him

(making a new post since the old was was too long)

-@mama-bird-kyola

Fyodor peaked inside the house, holding a small, black box snug to his side, to make sure no one was present. He looked incredibly suspicious.

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Fyodor quickly ran inside to the bedroom, slamming the door a little louder than he meant to out of sheer worry Nikolai would hear or see him.

Nikolai woke up the next morning confused as to where Fyodor was since he was always right next to him when it woke up so she went downstairs to look for him

(making a new post since the old was was too long)

-@mama-bird-kyola

Fyodor peaked inside the house, holding a small, black box snug to his side, to make sure no one was present. He looked incredibly suspicious.

[chessandpunishment]

Nikolai woke up the next morning confused as to where Fyodor was since he was always right next to him when it woke up so she went downstairs to look for him

(making a new post since the old was was too long)

-@mama-bird-kyola

Fyodor peaked inside the house, holding a small, black box snug to his side, to make sure no one was present. He looked incredibly suspicious.

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”Of course.”

He stood from her bedside, turning off the light before he left the room.

“Fyodor?”

A very distressed Aya is standing at the door to his office.

- @ayaa-kodaa

”What is it, dear? Are you alright?”

he walks over to her immediately.

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”Then your path will have that if you so choose. Goodnight Aya.”

“Fyodor?”

A very distressed Aya is standing at the door to his office.

- @ayaa-kodaa

”What is it, dear? Are you alright?”

he walks over to her immediately.

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”If that’s what you would like to imagine it to have, then of course it does.”

“Fyodor?”

A very distressed Aya is standing at the door to his office.

- @ayaa-kodaa

”What is it, dear? Are you alright?”

he walks over to her immediately.

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“Of course.”

he thought for a moment. Stories in which were made for children’s enjoyment were foreign to him.

”Once, there was a young girl who walked along a path. This path never changed or wavered, never steered her wrong or right. She walked on this path, enjoying the familiar sights it had to offer. One day though, a cat crossed her path at an intersection she would not think to walk herself. Such places of uncertainty were dangerous, were they not? Her mother and father and ages before that walked this path and so would long after. But this cat’s tail waved above itself and she was curious. Now this girl was aware of the saying ‘curiosity killed the cat.’ She had a quite mediocre education after all. She followed this path though, wondering if the new could bring more worth than longevity. This path grew dark and every time she attempted to turn back, a gust of haunting and whistling wind only tripped her forward. So forward she went. At some point, she lost track of the cat. Her trail became winding, twisting, sometimes she found herself in a loop. Until one day, she saw light, not the same light path as the one she had first so comfortingly moved along on. This light was brighter than any fluorescent light. It was warm and everlasting. This path was painted with things personal she had yet to learn or understand. This path felt fresh though. Unfiltered, effortless, and she had worked so hard to get here. And years after, new people painted the path with new ideas, new faces, new life.”

“Fyodor?”

A very distressed Aya is standing at the door to his office.

- @ayaa-kodaa

”What is it, dear? Are you alright?”

he walks over to her immediately.

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He brought her up to her room, setting her down in bed and tucking in her blankets.

”Anything else?”

“Fyodor?”

A very distressed Aya is standing at the door to his office.

- @ayaa-kodaa

”What is it, dear? Are you alright?”

he walks over to her immediately.

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”Of course. Do you need a story or anything else?”

He picked her up, forgetting that she was in fact a full child. In other words, children look smaller than they weigh. Still though, he carried her with care, making sure the position was comfortable.

”I know this is all stressful for you, but we’re going to get it sorted out.”

“Fyodor?”

A very distressed Aya is standing at the door to his office.

- @ayaa-kodaa

”What is it, dear? Are you alright?”

he walks over to her immediately.

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“It’s okay… everything is okay. I will speak with her and possibly you two take space from eachother for a couple days. Sometimes that is the best option, even for parents and children. Do you think you can sleep tonight on your own or do I need to help?”

“Fyodor?”

A very distressed Aya is standing at the door to his office.

- @ayaa-kodaa

”What is it, dear? Are you alright?”

he walks over to her immediately.

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“Good job.. good job…” He gently hugged her.

“Do you feel a little more calm now?”

“Fyodor?”

A very distressed Aya is standing at the door to his office.

- @ayaa-kodaa

”What is it, dear? Are you alright?”

he walks over to her immediately.