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“Oh yeah, D-suke? Thank you for your hard work.”

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Conversation lead to me partially-tracing one of the Enstars office chibis and turning it into E-ki.

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my favorite yandere boy 💖 

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It's not clean, I know. I'm sorry.

If you're wondering who this is. It's E-ki from the Bookmark of Demise project

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My thoughts

With the upcoming Anniversary for Shuuen-Re:act-, I suppose I'd like to say something.

It's definitely been a while since I last posted or reblogged anything, though I assure you that it's just school taking up my schedule.

Now...

Where do I start?

Right, I just searched up for Shuuen after a long time of not exactly doing much things related and... it baffled me to see more work dedicated to the series from various people than I initially thought.

It made me realize how much I love this "unfinished" series all over again, my heart jumping in joy as I scroll through the fanarts.

It has definitely been a while since I last made my presence known, however that doesn't mean I lost interest.

Shuuen has been and always will be one of the things that take up the majority of my thoughts, due to it's unmatched charm in realistic portrayal of characters.

Someone asked me recently, do I have an idol?

I said no, at least...

I don't look up to a person in life.

I told her I look up to someone in a story I read, in which she said it was no good because fictional characters were just fictional, they were imaginary people that the authors made up no matter how realistic that story seemed.

I had to disagree.

I argued that I knew the story was fictional, but the characters were the most realistic factors in that story because they were so close to us real life people.

At that, she had to accept my answer.

What crossed my mind as she asks me about my idol was that even my best classmate wasn't an idol to me, but some certain kids sure are.

You know what I mean, right?

I admire A-ya and C-na for their ability to tune out the world, to stay focused on what they're interested in without getting bothered by people's opinions while staying the kind teens they are at heart.

I admire B-ko and D-suke for being able to meet people's expectations.

I admire C-ta and A-no for their strong feelings, their dedication to another person close to them.

I admire D-ne and B-ka for their innocent hearts, their unwavering determination towards reaching their goals despite how out of reach it may be.

I admire E-ki for the energetic and positive aura he radiates, the dorky yet adorable actions he shows and of course, I can't miss the big heart he has.

I admire E-noru for the love he buries deep down, the childish and pure wish he remains holding onto yet the mature display of thoughts.

I've always been thinking, how could they do that?

They are fictional characters yet realistic representations of teenage struggles, be it greed or inner insecurity.

I have to admit, Shuuen's charm lies in the characters and their actions.

They manage to capture the brightest points yet darkest corners of one's heart, showing me a whole new point of view on life.

A meaningful lesson behind a tragic story.

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Still love this series after all these years💕

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About Secret Santa this year.

Hi everyone!  Another year has passed by so quickly and it’s already time for the holidays again.  Before I start, I really want to apologize for the inactivity on here.  I wanted to hold more fun activities on this blog, but I’ve been doing my final year of college and it’s been very (((( ;°Д°)))) busyyyy!  So I’m sorry about that, but I hope everyone has been well.

I was wondering if people are interested in doing Shuuen Secret Santa this year again.  I always really enjoy holding this event and we always have a great turnout!

But, the holidays are always a busy time with finals, family plans, etc.  I know it can be stressful getting all that done along with your gift exchange.  And I don’t want this to keep anyone from participating in other fandom gift exchanges, either.

So I was thinking… what if we hold this event in the summer instead?  Summer would be thematically appropriate because that’s when Shuuen takes place.  People in school might have more free time in the summer, and there’s less of a chance that our event would conflict with other fandoms’…

What do you think?  I really value your input, so please fill out this quick poll or let me know your thoughts in a response or reblog.  Thank you!

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please read shuuen no shiori

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Long time no son!!!

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Ok, hm, excuse me…

WHERE

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I’d be lying if I didn’t repost that

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I’ve been getting back into spooks again and Shuuen No Shiori is the one project I really love and shouldn’t forget! 😩 Every other series like Kagepro and Honeyworks are getting adaptations of an anime of sorts;;; sadly this one never got any, i wonder why. It was rly RLY great! Guess the second half of the continuation (the film club) was kind of what made me stop catching up to it💦 cause idk how to feel about it? 😐 currently catching up on it with the manga so I hope it’s as good as how it started off!!👌

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Cute yandere homo couples ♥

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Keep reading

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I legit have no idea why i did this-

feel free to use it- but pls credit me ^^’

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“go ahead and fly baby I’m here beside you.”   from Gabriel Black - Jump

Inspired by this beautiful song ;e;

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i suddenly missed these kids and my friend suggested i draw eki in his butler outfit. ends up drawing everyone  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯