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Spreading the K propaganda like they're about to spread my legs in the next update OOP- 😛

K Tømmeraas is from The Ballad of the Young Gods @childrenofcain-if

Tags: @five-oh-fix @kdelarenta

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Nettles... Gardenias... Axel, I'm going to spontaneously combust if you make D or MC write Nettles by Ethel Cain for each other

i’ll have a fire extinguisher ready because you’re right. nettles will be written by D in-game for MC after a particularly traumatising incident which leaves D being deathly afraid of losing the love of their life.

the doctors gave you until the end of the night but not till daylight time passes slower in the flicker of a hospital light i pray the race is worth the fight

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made a fool of myself down on chapel street it wasn’t pretty like the movies, it was ugly like what they all did to me and they did to me what i wouldn’t do to anyone you know that’s for sure

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“to love me is to suffer me” and i believe it when i lay with you in that auld lang room wishing i was the way you say that you are you’ll go fight a war, i’ll go missing

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tell me all the time not to worry and think of all the time that i’ll have with you when i won’t wake up on my own held close all the time, knowing i’m half of you

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this was all for you gardenias on the tile where it makes no difference who held back from who

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OMG does D have any tattoos? I have a feeling they do and if that's so, what r they?

they don’t have too many at the moment, but yeah! they got their first tattoo on their 18th birthday and have been trying to expand the collection. presently, they’d rather have a few that they hold very dearly than some random ones they’d regret in a few years.

D’s current (and near-future) tattoo collections are:

around their left pinky finger: their grandfather’s signature.

on the right side of their ribcage: “a ști ceva ca pe tatăl nostru.” [“to know something like the lord’s prayer.”]

on the back of their right ear: “when the pawn...” (their favorite fiona apple album) in the design of a rook piece.

around both their ankles: barbed wires.

on their back: the constellation of MC’s zodiac sign.

on the pulse point of their left wrist: a lavender/gardenias, although i’ll probably add other flower choices too because it’s supposed to represent MC in their eyes. [you can choose if you’d like to match with D on this. you’ll have nettles to represent them 👀]

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"What are soulmates?" you ask? Literally C and MC. I was smitten the second they called me star girl, frothing at the mouth for the next update because I know they will be the death of me

C was born under a surprisingly starry night sky for a cold january, despite the blizzard outside the hospital. so is it that big of a surprise that they were destined to fall in love with a star themself?

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I have a v hard time believing D is religious with the way they are /hj. But I'm also not fully surprised becuz their family seems to be very traditional and old-fashioned. Like literal living-in-a-rural-farmhouse core & they're from the red state of Texas, I'm just curious about how they got here

believe it or not, D used to be one of those kids who’d read the bible religiously and go to church every weekend on their own accord. they also used to be a choir boy/girl as their family members were very involved with the orthodox church in their town.

their relationship with their faith became complicated when they were sent to a super religious ‘behaviour modification’ boarding school for troubled youth after mihail cut off all ties with his family.

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i got tagged by @bloodlines-if and @bacchanal-if, thank you both!

last song: nettles by ethel cain

fav color: black and green

currently reading: boy parts by eliza clark; you’ve lost a lot of blood by eric larocca; just kids by patti smith. the IFs i’m re-reading are press play by @pressplay-if, the soul stone war by @intimidatingpuffinstudios, and thicker than by @barbwritesstuff

last movie: aftersun (2022) [i had a raging headache from how much i cried]

last show: sram (skam croatia)

last obsession: my girlfriend <3

tagging @timefall-if, @abouquetofchrysanthemums, @untitledrockstar-if, @crescendo-if, and whoever wishes to participate!

Tagged by @suevi-if :)

Last song: technically two since i've been listening on repeat and so i don't remember which one is the last one. Kids in America by Kim Wilde and Hold Me by Menudo

Fav color: oxford blue

Currently reading: two books. SQPR by Mary Beard and American Elsewhere by Robert Jackson Bennett (it's about a strange town people haven't heard of... sound familiar?)

Last movie: do docs count? the newest Menendez Brothers doc on Netflix (this case is a hyperfixation forever and i feel really bad for the boys) if not then the last movie movie i watched was Nosferatu

Last Show: ugghhh I don't really watch tv shows. Too much of a film buff.... I think it was sex and the city? (and it's cause i wanted to see how horrible these women truly are)

Last obsession: this is going to be embarrassing. Degrees of lewdity. Although it's tied with my never-ending obsession with 80s music

Tagging @fir-fireweed, @sentience-if, @bacchanal-if, @if-underourskins

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Welcome to Bulldog Babble! A networking space for all current Yale students. Go Bulldogs!

*Warning, yapping below the cut*

Pinned 📌 DanTheBulldog @Lux_et_Veritas After last night's incident, security will increase around campus. Student wellness resources are available for those who may need them. Click to view 30+ replies

Trending Topic Selected! -> Constance W. @constantlywinning Does anyone know that couple was fighting on campus yesterday? They’re my new source of entertainment 🍿😭

-> Catherine T. @chattycathywithac That’s Tiffany Villarreal and Cédric Lacroix; they’re callous, the farthest thing from a couple. My cousin went to school with them, said it was a war zone

-> Timothy S. @TIMMAAYY Are they aware that they're a couple??

-> Taylor P. @notthattaylor They were dancing with each other at dinner- didn’t look callous to me! 👀 *image attached*

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-> Tiff @tiffanyevillarreall What the fuck? [Warning! Profanity is not permitted on Bulldog Forums! Please reevaluate your language choices.]

Born 20XX, meet Tiffany Emiliana Villarreal, the only daughter of Elias Villarreal, the business magnate. Majoring in psychology, Tiff (as known by her friends), has always looked into meaning. Even if that meant overanalyzing every interaction and word until it hurt her brain, meaning meant something. Why can two people read the same thing and see two different meanings?

Tiffany has always done "too much". She learned Spanish and Italian from her parents, took French and German lessons ever since she was 8, and took voice lessons, while throwing herself into lyrical, waltz, and ballet classes from 7, 10, and 4, respectively. And that isn't to forget the etiquette classes her tutors recommended after a certain incident* at a party when she was younger. But she needed that. Drowning in work kept her busy, and after her mother passed, she did so much to not only try to make her mother proud, but to distract her father from the hole at the dinner table.

She's kind to almost everyone she meets. While for some reason, she doesn't understand how lower-class people live, she acts kindly simply because she can. Expect well-meaning ignorance and the type of person who expects every cent to be paid back (even though she won't confront you).

She had slowly learned to blend into the elite world, taking etiquette classes and learning to be the absolute best. Yale is a test. Can she make it without the guiding hands of her father and tutors, and can she survive the elite long enough to fool them, to make them believe she belongs there. Old money is old for a reason, and Tiffany needs to learn how to handle it.

Relationships:

Maxwell: She can almost swear that she’s seen his face somewhere, in a headline or an Instagram feed she scrolled by months ago. But here, as the RA who seems nice enough to reassure her of any concerns if needed, Tiff sees a friend. A figure to help now that her father isn’t around, even if that means it’s also another pair of eyes watching. Her paranoia wins a little with this one.

Vanessa: She seems good-natured, and Tiff is trying to let bygones be bygones (keyword trying). She always dreamed of her college roommate being her best friend, so she expects to start putting in the work. Even if their first encounter wasn't... ideal.

Cédric: Tiff always saw Cédric as a rival in school. Her dream to be the best fueled a less-than-positive relationship between the two. (She hated his guts.) But the line between love and hate is so thin, Tiff barely sees it anymore. She developed feelings somewhere between junior year and graduation, and didn’t realize until they both had diplomas in their hands and heads full of dreams. She hoped to set it aside now that they go to school together again, but unfortunately, they still somehow seem to get on each other’s nerves. But hey, at least they aren’t directly competing anymore?

Dumitra: Tiff is a little confused as to how Dumitra functions. How does one actively want to skip such an important event? For a frat party? But she seems close to Cedric, so perhaps she isn't all that bad. (Lord, Tiffany is whipped)

Wilhelm: Who?

Favorite Drink: Monster Assault. Coffee isn’t necessarily her favorite, but something needs to keep her awake. Monster Energy may as well hire her as a consultant, at the rate she consumes these things.

Aesthetic: Light academia Hamartia: Overreach (if that isn't obvious) (Idealism would be a close second.)

Other Fun Facts:

Her favorite ballet is Romeo and Juliet (Juliet is her dream role- she knows all the choreo). It made her realize her feelings for Cédric the summer before college- she saw a production and the man playing Romeo looked similar to Cédric. (She had an existential crisis during intermission.)

With 'Emiliana' meaning rival, sometimes she wonders if she and Cédric were meant to be rivals- even if she wants to drop that title now.

She'd drop psychology and her father's business for ballet. But she didn't work this hard to let her father's legacy go to a random cousin.

She almost majored in classics, but she thought psychology might help her more in the future. (AP Psychology was also the only one of her AP classes where she wasn't extraordinary)

**The incident happened when Tiff was 6, when she took a glass out of a champagne tower at one of her family's business conferences. Allegedly, when questioned about the incident, Tiffany would tell anyone who asked, "Buzz off, I'm tired!" And would dramatically pretend to sip from the glass. It gave her parents a heart attack with that one, although Elias found it quite funny.

Tiff was the first mood board I had ever created. She started this journey lol. She's my baby, and I love her to bits and pieces.

One of the few college IFs out there! (Please, I need more school-centered IFs... there's a void and I cannot code.)

Academic rivals to lovers is genuinely my drug of choice. I find it so rarely in fics; thank you so much omg.

Bulldog Babble was entirely a creation of my imagination. I don't know how. I've just been obsessed with smaus as of late. I had fun with the usernames, though.

Credit to: - @cafekitsune for the wonderful dividers!! - @childrenofcain-if for the stunning IF bro - Pinterest is for all photos/art on the mood board! (If any photographers/the artist for the middle photo want me to put credit for their photos/art, let me know!)

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I WANT A BREEDING KINK SCENARIO BETWEEN M!W AND AFAB MC SO BAD YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND, THIS IS A NEED N AM CURRENTLY GOING FERAL OVER THIS

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“o-oh, please...” wilhelm whines as you continue pumping his painfully hard cock in your hand. you love how adorable he looks like this, all needy and moaning for you to finally give him his release.

it has been three weeks since you’ve done it, mostly because of school work since it was already senior year for you both and the coursework has gotten significantly harder. wilhelm hasn’t complained but judging by how hard he’s throbbing in your hands, you’re not the only one who has missed doing this.

you thumb the tip as it leaks copious amounts of pre-cum, paying extra attention there since you know that is his weak spot. sure enough, wilhlem lets out a hiss and bucks his hips up.

“i c-can’t... please...” he continues to whine incoherently.

you smirk, a hand coming up to comb through his hair as you ask, “please what?”

wilhelm opens his eyes, pleading sapphire blues meeting yours. “please let me cum.”

“i’m afraid i can’t let you do that yet,” you say with a mock pout. “but since i’m such a good partner, i’ll let you get inside me.”

wilhelm’s eyes widen and his large cock throbs even more as you let go of it and spread yourself out on the sheets. he quickly scrambles to situate himself between your legs and you have to bite your lips to hold back your laughter. you know that he usually prefers to take things slow but weeks of abstaining from making love to each other has clearly taken a toll on him. but then again, you aren’t any better.

when he tries to rummage through his discarded jeans for some condoms, he finds none and is sexually frustrated enough that you swear he’ll start crying.

reaching down, you grab his cock again and whisper sweetly to his ear, “fuck me, wilhelm.”

this makes him blink in shock. sure, he has always fantasised about fucking you raw and cumming inside uncontrollably, but he’s never even thought of bringing it up because you didn’t want to worry about an unplanned pregnancy before you graduated.

you, on the other hand, weren’t exactly clueless that wilhelm had a breeding kink. whenever you mentioned wanting him to fill you up with his babies, he’d cum like there was no tomorrow and there were times you were worried that the condoms would actually break with the sheer amount he was letting out.

you won’t lie and say there weren’t times you had actually considered the idea of doing it raw, but the fear of getting pregnant during university had always managed to deter you from actually doing it.

now though? you could not care less. it seems like even thinking about him fucking you senseless without protection was sending pleasant shivers down your spine.

“but we don’t have a condom,” wilhelm warns, the last rational piece of his mind not letting him fall to the urge that was whispering oh-so-sweetly into his ears.

“then pull out or something,” you snap, glaring up at him. “i just need you now, wilhelm. so fucking badly.”

that completely obliterated that aforementioned rational piece of his mind.

you are a vision, your body utterly glorious, and as wilhelm lines himself up with your dripping wet cunt, he takes a moment just to look down at you. your skin is flawless from head to toe, the very definition of perfection. he has loved you ever since he knew what that word entailed, and here you are in all your glory just for him.

he smiled down at you, feeling his heart soar to familiar heights at the raw affection in your vibrant eyes, and he pushed forward.

“holy shit,” you gasp as your slick tunnel was stretched obscenely by his thick length.

this isn’t your first time with him by any means, and your cunt does open for him more easily than it had the first time. that doesn’t make it any less snug a fit, though, nor does it mean that the immense stretch doesn’t still burn at first each time. he leans in to kiss you passionately until your chests were pressed together, and you wrap your arms and legs around him.

and good lord, it felt so fucking different without any protection. you could feel every throbbing vein, his pulsing ridge, and his hot bulbous tip pressed directly into your cervix.

with a moan, he pulls most of his length from your molten depths and thrusts back inside hard, establishing the sort of pace he knew you wanted from the start.

“wilhelm!” you almost scream as he bottoms out inside you again, throwing your head sideways into the pillows and biting down on it to muffle your sounds.

the bed rocks violently with the force of his thrusts, yet you pay it no mind as your vision blurs and all you can hear is the sound of his hips slapping your ass echoing throughout the room.

“more, more, more,” you manage to chant through your moans, “please, fuck me more.”

all you get in return is an agreeing whimper as you feel him start to practically jackhammer into you. he leans in to lay his forehead against yours and inhale your scent, but that seems to drive him even more mad as his speed becomes inhumanly fast.

the two of you rocked together like no tomorrow, and the sounds of the bed creaking, wilhelm’s whimpers and grunts, and your wet cunt squelching filled the room. it was drowned out only by your moans, cries, and screams of pleasure.

you start to wonder if you’ll even be able to walk in the morning when he changes the angle of his thrusts and starts thoroughly abusing the spot that he knows will have you racing towards your orgasm.

a strangled gasp frees itself from your throat as one of your hands comes up to push him away by his stomach. this act only spurs wilhelm on as his pace gets even more brutal.

“so good for me,” wilhelm cooes, loving the way you tremble uncontrollably when he’s the one who makes you fall apart. “i love you so much, mein engel.”

“wilhelm!” you cry out, almost sobbing as the pleasure starts becoming too much. “making me feel so good.”

he groans, feeling your hot walls tighten around him to the point of near strangulation. his hips were becoming a blur, your warm cunt creaming around him like crazy and he couldn’t thrust without your walls forming a tighter resistance with your incoming orgasm.

“shit, i’m close,” wilhelm warns, preparing to pull out but you quickly dash those plans by tightening your legs around him. “ungh engel, you must open your legs.”

“no,” you say defiantly, though it didn’t properly show as you were still moaning like crazy. “please, breed me.”

his hips stutter and for a moment, you think he’s going to pull out completely, but then he lets out the loudest, whimpering groan you’ve ever heard him make. this is immediately followed by him dumping load after load of hot, thick cum inside your unprotected womb.

“wha... what—” you can’t even finish the sentence as the warmth of being filled like this has you soaring towards a mind-numbing orgasm.

you continue to sob and babble incoherently as you clutch him tightly. your cunt seems to spasm in rhythm with the spurting of semen from his tip. even through his howls of pleasure and lustful grasps of your hands, you felt his cock throb each time before another warm gush flooded your womb.

“oh no,” he whined, subconsciously trying to bury his cock even deeper inside you, forcing you to take every last drop he has left to give. “i can’t fucking stop cumming.”

you can only nod frantically as your body twitches and spasms almost at the same time as his cock emits torrents of white spunk.

you shriek when he starts picking up his pace again, your eyes rolling and you starting to gush everywhere. your hand tangles into his blonde locks but you’re too mind fucked to even put a full sentence together.

“i’m sorry, i’m sorry,” wilhelm chants, but shows no sign of stopping as he fucks you past both your climaxes. “just wanna fill you up. wanna give you my babies.”

it seems like he really isn’t going to let you rest up any time soon.

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How in the world did C never lost their virginity when they look like that? There must've been someone in the whole school who wanted them aside from MC?

it’s because they never lose 😤🙅🏻 #staywinning

in all seriousness, they were just too focused on academics (and MC, if you’re romancing C) that getting involved in a relationship was too much of a hassle. no one was coming between them and harvard, even tho they did end up getting rejected by the aforementioned university 😔

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and why in the world, pray tell, would you assume that india was near africa??? also, i hope you’re referring to the latter as a continent and not a single country.

i reckon you’re american or canadian with your definition of ‘asians’. education is probably hard to come by rn but it wouldn’t hurt y’all to at least know geography, i’m getting second-hand embarrassment.

There's not one RO of Asian descent in your story

We already don't get much rep in interactive fiction, wish you'd add one here too

here’s a question for you: which continent is india in?

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There's not one RO of Asian descent in your story

We already don't get much rep in interactive fiction, wish you'd add one here too

here’s a question for you: which continent is india in?

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Cédric Armand Lacroix from @childrenofcain-if

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W having a breeding kink + wanting a large family... I think I'm suddenly ready to be a parent now 👩‍🍼

no cause if MC was fine with it, they’ll end up having 4+ kids 😭 yes, four kids might as well be the minimum. i’m not kidding when i say they’re gonna love having a large family and be a very loving parent.

but if you’re playing as an MC with the opposite equipment downstairs compared to theirs and considering having biological kids? i’ll tell you that wilhelm’s pull out game is terrible and y’all better pray for wilhelmine’s uterus 🙏🏻

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Were MC or any of the ROs ever prom king/queen or on the homecoming court?

for MC, imma leave that up to y’all when the time comes to choose. i do imagine they were a strong contender even if they didn’t want to participate.

none of the ROs wanted to be included in these kinds of things. C was only on the planning committee for both homecoming and prom with MC because their teachers wanted them to get along well together.

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W + E

"All of Rhode Island laid out in front of your eyes, but all you could see was me"

Elaine Morozova (OC) and Wilhelm Ostendorf from the interactive fiction story by @childrenofcain-if

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Elias falling in love MC's mom after she smacked him and tore him up a new one

A decade or so later, C falling in love with MC after they get into an argument for the first time

History really does repeat itself 😌

they’re really making elias proud with this route 😭 no DNA test needed. all that is needed is for this to continue for C and MC’s kids, not that it’s going to be easy with the former chasing all their suitors off 💀

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If an MC who takes drugs is romancing D, are they just going to enable each other because I can't help but think that it's toxic on so many levels, I'm just waiting for the angst about that

D has a hard time taking things seriously, addictions being one of them.

drugs were the reason why they got out of the dark and gloomy days of their mid-teens, why would it be any different for anyone else? it’s the reason why they wouldn’t try too hard to stop MC at first from dabbling in drugs or alcohol, even if a part of them feels uneasy about it. they hate being a hypocrite and they won’t start being one now.

it is when they start noticing how badly it is affecting MC that they try to steer these things away from them. they’d even go completely cold turkey with the MC if it means that they can reach sobriety. unfortunately, it’ll get pretty bad before things start looking up.