chloegalarza

[chloegalarza]

hi , sorry , you had messaged me in the group on 7th January and i didn't see it . i saw it now . you can message me and we can have a talk .

hi @idontknowwhoiam12 you mean in the group thingy? 🤔, why do you feel bad? 🤔, i don't do telegram or kik but i appreciate you're suggestions for it 💜, i hope we can talk about anything and in hope that you'll help me with making a fiction book cause i don't gost anyone that would be active on helping me out 🥺, my dm is always open

[chloegalarza]

hi, i was wondering if anyone could help vote for my mom's and mine siamese cat name bella to win the cat cover magazine cause i want her to win cause she needs it and it would be really nice if anyone could do that so please could anyone vote for bella?

here is the link it's harmless by the way 💜

[chloegalarza]

Friend?

@eyes-shining-with-love yes please cause there's never anyone to talk to :(

[chloegalarza]

rip bitcy :'(

she was my crazy 5 years old chicken that im going to miss everything about her :'( even though she tried to peck at my face whenever she would get in a crazy mood like now she's with cynthia and vlema :'( , i hate death so much it's not fair :'( like i hate my life so damm much :'(, im very very upset :'( , i loved her so much and she knew i did :'(, now it's only itcy the chonky chicken :'(, she's not far behind cause her crown is purple ish on the back of her crown :'(, i wish i could be with bitcy :'(

[chloegalarza]

in need of a real decent friend someone that fits the requirements of what it means to be a real truest friends or friend :(,

i really wish i had a friend like in my authors reaper angel time keeper books like must be reallyyy nice to always have someone to talk to about anything :(, but with me having bad luck with people its like friendship doesn't exist cause no one can't be one like j for instance she doesn't care about me or my book :(, like i really wish i had friends to talk to someone that will be there for me when i need it but pff it doesn't seem like i'll never have that kind of friends or anyone to help me with my book of fiction :(, i don't know why i bother commin on this site :( or to even ask anyone for friends :(, like i might go poof or go on break like i did last year not like anyone wouldn't care cause people are bunch of clump nugget ninnies :(

[chloegalarza]

im really am upset

im really upset cause there's never anyone to talk to 😞, like i wish people would learn to put in effort of the word friendship but gah no one doesn't cause there to busy bein clump nuggets 😞, i just wish i had real decent friends but nuu to everyone im just a hour friend till they get tired of me 😞, like friendship goes both ways which least in neverwinter it's different cause i don't care whether people in neverwinter don't talk to me or do like im thinking of just playing it everyday like i used to do like going back to those days of playing my neverwinter game so that way i wouldn't have to be bugged up by clump nugget people like soon as my teeth stops hurting again i will go back to my game since people in there are alot kinder and helpful even if i never talk about my problems cause that goes against my moto but gah would it really hurt anyone to be a real friend like seriously doesn't the meaning of friendship matter to anyone? obviously not 😞, i wish people would just be my friend the kind that i need everyday like it's bs that people always do a j move all the time 😞, like why am i always stuck with bad luck with clump nugget people that never can learn to be my friend or the kind that fits the requirements of friendship that i need 😞, like gah i hate my life and clump nugget peoples and i wish my teeth would stop hurtin so that i can be on neverwinter everyday and night and not worry about anything 😞,

[chloegalarza]

my introduction

hi im chloe, im nice, i love animals, i love pokemon and neverwinter and bayonetta, i love scary movies and guardians of the galaxy movies, i love my isa brown chickens especially cynthia 💜 even though she passed away after her sister passed away last year in august i was really upset 🙁, but least they know how much i love them alot and they had a good life with me 💜, my dms are open,

but im glad there two crazy sisters out lived cynthia and vlema and that there still alive and kicking 💜,

my dislikes are people that claim to be my friends even though they don't have any intention of bein my friend 🙁, people that lie and people that judge me over my age and people that block me over petty chiz and people that aren't supportive towards me about what i go through and people that start with me over things that i do or don't do 🙁

im also looking for finding friends that could help me to make a new writin book of fiction cause my old one got ruined by someone from facebook along with reading my authors fiction books 🙁, it would be nice to find a friend that would help me out 💜

[chloegalarza]

age judged

i wish people would stop asking me on what my age is cause everytime i do they judge me over it then they block me over it 🙄, like why should i tell them my age if all there goin to do is judge me over something small like ugh people can't learn to just be acceptive towards a special needs girl like me like it's very stupid and not right at all 🙅, like sure it was better when i was younger during my school years and whenever i would play neverwinter and my other mmorp games but cause everyone on there was very acceptive and they never cared how old i am like i wish people were more like that but noo people on both discord and here got to be bunch of clump nuggets and buddinskies over something that shouldn't be necessary nor it shouldn't be a big deal nor it shouldn't have to matter 🙄, like just once in my rapunzel life i would like to have some real decent true friends that wouldn't age judge me and that wouldn't block me over it like people remind me alot like j of them always doing a j move and actin alot like her 😒,

even though age shouldn't have to matter at all like it should be on what's on the inside of a person of who they are that counts of the kind of personality they have and to be acceptive for who they are, but unfortunately people don't see it nor they don't think about that 😞, like i don't feel comfortable telling my age to anyone cause of the constant judgement that people have 🙅

[chloegalarza]

Hey how are you?

hi mr, im going through alot :( , it's really complicated it's something that doesn't make any sense nor myself doesn't understand like no one doesn't cause that's how complicated it utterly is :( , also im just letting you know that in a kindly mannor that im not into dating im fully committed to being a animal lover and maybe working on getting my writing of being a author intrainee back with a help from this person she they since other people didn't had any real intentions of bothering to help a former author intrainee out to make a new fiction book even though they offered but didn't delivered to do it :/, they remind me of jessica m rivera also known as i say j cause i don't like the name jessica but it's whatever like least i got someone that would actually keep there word on helping me y'know when they can, unlike that person on here like tots *face palm*

[chloegalarza]

Hey I’d love to talk and get to know you ☺️

aw im glad that you would love to get to know me <3 and to be my friend <3

[chloegalarza]

my evil mom ☹

i wish my evil mom would stop being so evil and threating to harm her cat like she's always taking her issues out on him all cause he craps in the tub and cause he messes with her elderly cat's food bowl ☹, like i wish it were june 28 so that i can be with my grandma and granpa away from my evil mom ☹, i also wish i had a new charger for my lg phone cause the one im using doesn't charge the way it's suppose to charge like none of the old ones doesn't charge right but they charge my old samsung phone which i don't understand that at all 🙄

[chloegalarza]

feeling like there's no one to talk to ☹️

i wish i had a real friend to talk to about anything cause honestly even on fb messenger there's no one to talk to like no one doesn't ever cares it's as though i don't exist to anyone not even on here ☹️,

i wish j would unblock me from fb but i know that'll never happen cause she's against me cause of my cursed syndrome and cause of the way i talk and type and like it's as though she is bothered by everything about me ☹️, not to mention she's always up that evil cry baby narscistic fiance she has which no one doesn't see the kind of guy he is cause he has them wrapped around his disgusting fingers and j is to utterly stupid not to see it cause he has her wrapped around his greedy fingers ☹️,

like it's not fair that j gets to keep her fb friends as a long term friendship but not with me ☹️, honestly i wish there were someone that would get her to just listen and to see of what she been doing to me of how it's been affecting me but unfortunately she always denies it and she always plays the innocent while making me out to be a villian ☹️, top of that she has a kid which i feel bad for him cause he's got crappy parents that doesn't take care of him or bathes him or change his diaper or anything like thank gosh he got taken from her he's better off with being in foster care not sure who has him but i hope j doesn't get him back cause she's not fit to be his mom 🙅

like i don't hate her i just hate the way she treats me and the way she doesn't value me as a friend or whatever, like i just hate that im always getting blocked for things that isn't my fault or for expressing myself ☹️,

i just wish i had a real friend to talk to ☹️

[chloegalarza]

im really upset 😢

i wish i had a mom cause mine is always taken her evilness on me all cause i had my hair ties on my door knob like she always being abusive to me and to my cats and sometimes to my chickens like i never had s good decent loving mom 😢, i always get stuck with a evil abusive mom that always complains about the stupidest things that i do or don't do 😢, honestly the only mom that is motherly to me is my grandma even if she's those judgy christian types of grandma she is like if she weren't a christian i would move in with her and my grandpa 😢,

i wish it were the 28th already so that i could be around my grandma and my grandpa even though i'll have to deal with my evil dad and his evil sister but it's whatever like least they don't ever threatened me like my evil mom does like i don't know why she bother to have me if she always treats me like a burden 😢,

like she even starts with me over me wanting lotion for my severe ecezma like i can't help it that i need it all the time it's not my fault that i have ecezma i didn't ask to have it or to be born i didn't ask for any of it 😢

[chloegalarza]

😢

i really hate my life so much cause my evil mom hasn't been washin my big blanket like i took it off the floor cause im fluffin cold and my evil mom started with me over me havin it on my bed like she called me a fyin betch and disgusting like she doesn't care that im cold 😢, like i wish i were at my grandma's house cause least one good thing about my narscistic dad and his evil sister they never once curse at me in spanish or english like they never have but my evil mom and her evil daughter always curse me out like now im all upset which i know she never wanted me like i don't understand why she had me for if it was all to verbally mistreat me 😢,

like i want summer and september 26 cause i want to be with my granma and my granpa like not even them they never once wouldn't curse me out in spanish 😢 they are more like the mom and dad that i sometimes wish i had even though if they were to had been my biological parents they would have me be a christian like them yuck cause they are the type to be judgy and exaggerate about everything 😢, so either way i hate my life 😢, but least they always have there sweet and kindness and loving they show unlike my evil mom and her evil daughter 😢

[chloegalarza]

a burden

i fluffin hate my life so much like i hate my evil mom so much and her evil daughter and that evil snot nose kid like my evil mom always gets bent out of shape over everything that i do 😞, like i can't ever have a flea comb to help the cats cause she always gets bent out of shape over me using it like if she doesn't want me to use the flea comb then i'll just use my damn clippers to take the fleas out or my hair brush or better yet i'll just use my clippers to yank the fleas out 🙄,

but sure she doesn't have a fluffin problem with her evil daughter to use the flea comb 🙄, like i really hate them so much she always makes me to be a burden even though that's her fluffin fault for not givin me up for adoption when i was little like i know that she never wanted to have me 😢

i don't understand what was the purpose of keeping me or having me like i didn't ask to be born nor i didn't ask to have a evil abusive narscistic controling for a evil heartless parent 😢, honestly if there is anyone out there that would want to adopt me as there daughter like i would really appreciate it 😢 cause i really don't got a decent loving mom like my grandma and my grandpa raised me but they tried to raise me to be a christian when i was little but that didn't work 💜,

but yeah i wish that someone would want me as there daughter 😞, even if it's a online mom i wouldn't mind 🙅

[chloegalarza]

same old chiz that never ends with my evil mom and her evil daughter 😭

earlier today my evil mom told me to put my chickens in there coop so while i was doing that she was getting bent out of shape over when her x bf gave me 2 dollars when i was a teenager which i took them to my granmas house so i wouldn't lose it so then my evil mom started with me to her evil daughter about it and she said that my granma is more important like neither one doesn't ever believe me :disappointed:,

they never once cared about me i've always been a burden to them 😭 and like little bit ago i was just playing my new game that my narscistic dad got me for a late bday till her evil daughter was telling me not to touch her kid's snack for his dumb school and i wasn't saying anything so she started with me accusing me of havin a attitude like i hate them so much 😭, i didn't do anything wrong i never do 😭

honestly i don't understand why my evil mom couldn't had left me with my granma and my granpa i didn't want to come home yesterday night at all i wanted to stay with them where im loved and wanted and cared for 😭, i can't even play my new game cause she got me all upset 😭, and top of that there's no one for me to talk to about all of this im always going to be alone without any support or a single friend to listen or to share anything with or about my emotions or anything 😢,

i feel as though no one will ever give a chiz about me 😭

[chloegalarza]

How are you? :3

@cutest-big-dragon im not doin good cause it's really a long story which i don't want to ruin your day night like im goin through alot 😕,

it's really complicated that i don't understand any of it or myself or my emotions 😕,

but also i wouldn't want to be judged over it cause what i've been goin through its something that im not capable of letting go im not obess nor im not inlove nor im not needy or clingy like i don't know what it is like it's really complicated 😕, i wish others in general would understand that and just be supportive and to be a friend 💜