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am i #t1nsp0 yet

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when you think your thin enough then remember you’re someone’s version of “healthy”

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btw I can do literally anything and I’m God and every sad day I had is gone and behind me and will never be felt again (i’m ovulating and two weeks from now the cycle will repeat)

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lmaooo. my body is retaining water like a mf rn. i don’t know if it’s the plan b or my nonexistent period pretending to come or what. this is insane

117 today. hopefully 116 tomorrow. goal is 112 by sunday

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nomatter how tiny my wrists get i’ll always have the fattest arms on planet earth. i’m so jealous of the naturally slim built girls. my frame is like a giant so even when im nothing but skin and bone I will always look huge

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hopefully may will be kinder to me

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117 today. hopefully 116 tomorrow. goal is 112 by sunday

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she may be prettier than me but she will never, ever be skinnier

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I’m also about to get my period and that’s when my worst binges happen….

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oofffff lost control last night. binged a lottt. I still know I can lock in though, a part of me knows it was necessary. I was so fucking hungry.

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reached my gw of 115 lbs, treated myself with a binge day. I feel more in control like since I went 12 days straight losing weight and not binging it’s so much easier to have this binge day and lock in again

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ANYWAYS…. this girl is 116 lbs :)))))))

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I’m just like Angelina Jolie fr… cause if I can’t have that man I’ll just be the skinniest girl on the planet instead

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ngl chat I’ve been doing good :-)) hit a new LW (118.8 lbs) I prob haven’t been this small since highschool, and even then my chest ribs are finally showing!! I can start to see my abs yay

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I’m either starving, experiencing food guilt, and/or trying to shit my brains out. there no inbetween

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I want to eat literally EVERYTHING rn like the way my body is working against me, the only good thing is im staying at a friends house and I have no access to food. I will push past this feeling