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[chocob4t]

Holy make up your mind do you want me to move out or do you want me to keep being your maid

[chocob4t]

No one’s ever nice to me.

Why should I be nice ?

[chocob4t]

im so disgusting why would i do that

[chocob4t]

I hate when my parents fight and just take it out on their kids. Hey why don't you guys communicate like adults instead of scaring your kids maybe. Hey why don't you just stay in your room instead of purposefully seeking out your kids just to yell at them and take out your anger.

[chocob4t]

I do this to myself. I'm the one who destroyed it all. I have no one to blame but myself. My hands are the only ones that are dirty.

[chocob4t]

Did you ever like me ? Was there ever a moment where you regretted leaving me ? Just a little?

[chocob4t]

This is how my life will go This is all I'll ever know

[chocob4t]

Everyone treats me like I'm some kind of chore to be around and maybe i am.

[chocob4t]

What kind of life am I living and why is it me of all people

[chocob4t]

All I do is sit around and wait for the next day to come

[chocob4t]

I'm stuck having to talk to the walls

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Why does my brother get to go out every single day for hours and I can't even leave my front yard this isn't fair, I want a life too. I hate being stuck inside. I hate being alone. I hate not having friends. My own family won't even talk to me. what am I supposed to do.

[chocob4t]

anything to fill the silence Oh god just fill the silence somehow I can't stand it anymore

[chocob4t]

it's not enough its never enough

[chocob4t]

why is there so much to do i just wanna nap

[chocob4t]

I can't be myself in this house. I'm being suffocated.

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That's all they think of me. Every time they see me that's all they think about. I'm not a sister or a daughter or a cousin or a friend. I'm not even a person to them anymore. That's all I'll ever be to them.