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Season 7 Buck: Okay so you're dating this guy. He's ex-military, a firefighter, he's close with the 118, he does Muay Thai. Season 2 Buck: EDDIE??? Season 7 Buck: What? No. Season 8 Buck: WHAT. we don't even like eddie. dont even say that. thats so weird. Why would we ever want to date Eddie. Season 9 Buck: Guys you're never going to believe this.

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this scene was so funny because buck was shirtless in front of him and he’s there reading a swimsuit magazine like hes forcing heterosexual thoughts into his head

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can i interest anyone in eddie but as dimitri?

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and if eddie turns out to be super romantic and clingy in a good way and just the softest, most gentle, tender boyfriend to buck

then what

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he's had that paperwork ready for seven years

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buck and eddie's unwillingness bordering on refusal to break up with significant others that they truly should not be with vs. buck and eddie's fondness and even passion for quitting the job they love

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imagine being maddie han. you have to sit there and listen to your brother talk shit about Some Guy who's been hanging out with your brother's best friend (his best friend who he has a, well. not entirely normal best friend relationship with) and also the best friend's son (who your brother is co-parenting) who Some Guy's apparently been lying to btw. he lied to a child, maddie. also he's on eddie's calendar, circled. and then, later. you have to sit and listen to your brother tell you he crashed their basketball game. literally. almost broke his best friend's ankle because he felt left out and wanted his attention. and probably when he's gone, you think. wow he might finally be figuring it out. his not entirely normal best friend relationship. and you cross your fingers for him. and for you also. except then, a week later. you have to sit there and listen to your brother tell you he went on a date with Some Guy about it. and rather than express any real feelings about going on a date with Some Guy or what that means he's. Well, he's talking about his best friend again. which tracks. but what can you even say to that. so you tell him that if there's something he needs to tell his best friend, he will when he's ready. because he's so close now. surely. except then. pause to Sigh. then he proceeds to date Some Guy for six months. and when that inevitably ends, because it was never even about Some Guy in the first place. your brother is asking you whether he should call him. and instead of banging your head against his kitchen counter you tell him, no. look forward. your special someone is out there (4995 south bedford street to be exact but. well. you can't say that bit, so). and your brother says, okay. and you think, thank God. finally we might be getting somewhere. except then, fast forward a few weeks. you have to sit and listen to your brother tell you that he hooked up with Some Guy. in his best friend's house. which he is currently living in btw. and that Some Guy called the best friend the competition and insinuated that your brother is in love with him. and well, on account of *gestures vaguely at everything* you ask him if he is. in love with his best friend. it wouldn’t be so crazy. in fact, it's the only thing that makes sense in any of this mess. and your brother gets, like. Weirdly Defensive about it and points out his best friend is straight. as if you're prosecuting him in a court of law and not just. gently asking him about his not entirely normal best friend relationship. and then you have to listen to him tell you that yeah, he only slept with Some Guy to distract himself from the best friend. and you're tempted to think, surely he's gonna get it soon. but you drop it. because honestly you don't need this right now. you can't even have a glass of wine about it. maybe you should look up pregnancy-safe spa weekends.

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Jee-Yun just assuming her uncle Buck and her uncle Eddie are married just like her aunt Hen and her aunt Karen. in season nine. please and thank you.

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buck&eddie | i would have done anything you wanted

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okay and maybe you are all going to look at me like i’m crazy. I think they were 1 billion% going to do buddie canon this season and were going to start following through on it in 812 but then for some reason tim decided to kill bobby. like bobby didn’t die for buddie canon. buddie canon died for dead bobby. which is worse.

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Buck is only moving out so he and Eddie can have somewhere to hook up without worrying about Chris walking in on them.

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i can’t stop thinking about how intentional it felt that buck’s big grief moment—his most open, honest reflection about bobby with someone in his life—was with tía pepa. not eddie. not maddie. but eddie’s aunt—eddie’s family.

it’s soft, intimate; a conversation underlaid by years of something we haven’t seen on screen, but that exists all the same—an undercurrent of familiarity, of care, of a relationship built quietly in the background.

and the thing is, pepa doesn’t speak to him like a guest, doesn’t treat him as her nephew’s coworker (or old coworker, i guess): she calls him evancito, later cariño—terms you don’t just throw around. those names come from genuine affection, closeness—love.

and then there’s the moment she calls him our eddie. not my nephew. not eddie. our eddie. buck is already part of the ‘our’—already included, inherently.

all of this tell us everything the show doesn’t say out loud: that this isn’t new. that buck is already hers. already family.

and that line in the episode description? buck contemplates where he’s supposed to be.

yeah. it’s here!!!

in this home. in this kitchen. with this family—the family and life he and eddie have been building together for the past 7 years.

this is where he belongs, the people he belongs to.

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3 times Buck watched Eddie and Chris reunite + one time Eddie watched Buck and Chris reunite.

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❤️

“you’re here now”🤍

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The Bobby’s Alive stew is on the fire, just needs to simmer a little longer before it can be served…

Excited for Next week to be Bobby Alive week

And every week after that till they bring him back <3

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me when eddie is silly: yay

me when eddie is sassy: yay

me when eddie is bleeding and dying: YAY