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“Most everything you think you know about me is nothing more than memories.”

— Haruki Murakami, A Wild Sheep Chase

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" it is a pity you did not choose something sturdier. "

survivingpierce | inbox.

      indeed. nearly everything she bought was with the awareness that it would inevitably have to be replaced, somehow or another.        that doesn't mean it doesn't irritate her to do it each time. a sigh's exhaled as she studies the damaged piece of furniture, fingertips itching to throw it against a nearby wall.            how nice it'd be to have something that remains intact or once.

         "thanks, your sincerity is truly touching." the sarcasm in her tone is impossible to miss, exactly as intended. guess it's time to call her decorator again.. it's a good thing the number's on speed dial.

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"I like this. You... walking on eggshells around me because you think I'm going to explode. It's very suspensable."

survivingpierce | inbox.

    surely his caution is justified.          they haven't spent nearly enough time in each other's company to anticipate what her reaction would be and he's at a loss what to expect here. call it paranoia or whatever you want, it's better to tread lightly than be careless and deal with the outcome.      mostly he's just worried about the collateral damage.

       "can you blame me? i wouldn't exactly call you predictable and i know better than to underestimate someone like that."

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“Stop looking at me like that.” // big bro

hellsurvivr | inbox.

silently judging her

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DASH GAME: WHAT ARE YOU SEEKING    

PEACE          "i survived because the fire in me burned brighter than the fire around me." // oh, little soldier, how long have you been at war with yourself? how much of yourself have you lost to the fire that's made its home in your heart? oh, but who can blame you? for as long as you can remember, you've had to face the world alone. all bared teeth and bloody knuckles. you learned young the only person you could rely on was yourself, didn't you? learned that the others would leave you to the wolves? and so you learned how to fight, how to stand tall even if you stood alone, how to shed the softness that wounded you before. but that isn't very sustainable, is it? the embers you swallowed, the fire you cloaked yourself in, it doesn't just burn the world around you. you have watched piece after piece of you go up in smoke: your hope, your smile, your mercy. what you seek is an end to the seemingly endless burning. and, little phoenix, you deserve it. please, breathe out. lean on me. the world isn't as cruel as you've made it out to be: it is okay to stop fighting. it is okay to let go of that anger. there is so much more to you, so much more that you have. the serenity you seek can be granted, but only once you are willing to work on letting go of the hate you've harbored for so long now.

tagged by: @flappervcmp

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“Missed me?” // ana

hellsurvivr | inbox.

     "maybe a little bit. it's been too quiet without the         constant destruction that you being here brings."

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     "call it force of habit. usually it doesn't take much to send someone running for the hills."

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"You're looking at me like you think I should be scared."

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        should it really come as a surprise to hear the offer? not likely, they've gone on a trip together once already. before everything she'd been trying to keep secret from him came out. before the argument that she thought was an end to their uncertain dynamic happened. before feelings had been exposed and the nature of their interactions was called into question.        so many 'before's'. reflecting on it keeps her from looking at him with suspicion, fully aware how he would react to that approach. "and go where?" the question was asked plainly, aiming for the very same nonchalance he displayed. with any luck he wouldn't look too closely at her lack of argument. "i didn't take you as someone who goes sightseeing for entertainment." 

❛ well, you could do that... ❜ a boring plan, admittedly, and not in the slightest what he'd intended when he'd mentioned intending venture to the other side of the atlantic ( to start, that was. who knew where it would take him next ). he's grown tired of politics.

a boring plan, but one that is, at least, better than departing and leaving him to deal with another in his place, he nearly adds — but ( miraculous though it is ), klaus is attempting to take the supposedly sage advice of others and not routinely dig up old wrongs.

besides, it wouldn't help his point, and he does have a point. ❛ or you could come with me. ❜

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    "don't give me the innocent act,       we both know i'm not buying it."

⤷ ✧ @choserage said, ❝ don't look at me like that. ❞ ( ana for klaus )

❛ and what way would that be, love? ❜

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“What doesn’t kill me should run, because now I’m fucking pissed”

— (via meaty-bicycle)

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i've been making icons for about 7 years now. that includes downloading the screencaps, cropping them, resizing, adding a psd and border. all of which can take a few hours depending on the amount of caps. i don't mind doing them for free or as gifts but have started offering them as commisions. i don't charge very much ($5/100 per image as a starting price) and i will happily collab with the customer on what kind of size, psd (i have over 60 saved), or border they want and will get to them as often as i possibly can. reblog or like if you're interested or wish to support me and my inbox and im's are open for questions anytime.

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Natasha Trethewey, from Thrall: Poems; "Miracle of the Black Leg"

[Text ID: —what knowledge haunts each body, / what history, what phantom ache?]

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the urge to put myself in dangerous situations just to feel something

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#i love them

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SUPERNATURAL 3.07 — Fresh Blood

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❛ I’ve tried to wash you away but you just won’t leave . ❜ bucky to caleb

llosgcariad | memes.

                it's hard to stifle the urge to be flippant. he's well aware how complicated and tangled they are in each other, those knots getting tighter each second. every harsh word exchanged between them cuts deep enough to leave a mark, while callous actions draw blood. he's tried to wash it away too. failed each time yet he's hoping one day that his hands will come away clean. "you say that like it's my fault." an accusation delivered with the narrowing of dark eyes. "don't forget i'm not the only one here that's more than capable of walking away anytime."

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flaw - lack of the knowledge or rather acceptance that she is loved.....

flaw - caleb - to many to name

Love, Wendy

brokenthimbles name one of their flaws!

"i think we both know it's the second one."

"i'll remember that the next time you can't reach something."