chqrlottie

[chqrlottie]

source things making me actually lose my mind please free me from the shackles i cannot keep living in this world. i do not have the words for any of it but i'm drowning again. i'm Trapped back there and a part of me will never be rescued.

[chqrlottie]

dis is us X3 who said butcherqueen opps... we play !

hallo ^-^

HAAAAIIIII HAI HAI picks u up and spins u around until i fall over

dis is us in the oomfies eehehe X3

[chqrlottie]

* · ˚⠀ ⠀ପ𐂂՞⠀⠀⠀chqrlottie

hi , hello ! ^-^ you can call me lottie or ellie ! i am nineteen years old and a silly lesbian deergirl muttboy. i am both a girl and a boy in a transgender way while also simultaneously being a genderless entity. i do not have a real label for my gender identity and i do not really identify with any pronouns. he him are alright though i suppose !

i am charlotte matthews and ellie williams among others in the very flesh ! yes i am very much serious ^-^. i struggle immensely with identity , some days are better than others. i view myself as largely nonhuman due to trauma , i am primarily a mutt and a deer with catlike tendencies which i may discuss. if you have a problem with any of these things simply do not follow me , i do not need your input that's what the professionals i speak to are for. if you are here simply to reality check me you are not welcome here.

i am disordered and coping — autistic and psychotic among other things. my biggest special interest is yellowjackets with some others being tlou and arcane. i partake in self shipping and view certain characters as familial figures as well. i will be posting quite a lot about laura lee and nat scatorccio from yellowjackets and joel miller and abby anderson from tlou. i may speak in the third person at times

tags are as follows : 𓍢 🦌 ੭୧ ᮫ charlotte : lottie posting xP 𓍢 🦠 ੭୧ ᮫ ellie : ellie posting x3 𓍢 🩻 ੭୧ ᮫ natalie : bfie 𓍢 🌞 ੭୧ ᮫ laura : lambie 𓍢 🧱 ੭୧ ᮫ joel : dad 𓍢 🌆 ੭୧ ᮫ abigail : butch gfie 𓍢 🥐 ੭୧ ᮫ just a girl : yammering , textposts , etc 𓍢 🪞 ੭୧ ᮫ girls against god : vents 𓍢 📹 ੭୧ ᮫ girls on film : sources / medias 𓍢 🥯 ੭୧ ᮫ take a bite : reblogs 𓍢 💌 ੭୧ ᮫ i hope they never understand us : asks