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Dear suckers, please consider my illustrated essay about how devoting myself to Fleabag taught me how to be happy alone.

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Fleabag taught me how to deal with my own problems alone, I mean this dark and comedy series shows a lot of lessons in its own way, it maybe is for 18 and above but I can tell you that this show is a must watch.

Fleabag is a British comedy-drama television series created and written by Phoebe Waller-Bridge, based on her one-woman show first performed in 2013.

In everyday life, think of something that makes you irritated, depressed, or something that makes you feel bad, and then someone tries to comfort you but it's not helping for you, then tried to push them away because the problem is only piling up this is when you must think of a way to heal yourself alone, this is only my opinion but if it can help others, then why not?

In the first season of Fleabag a lot of fun things happen, until the problem comes, imagine sitting on a table eating meal with your family then having a painful conversation with them is just disrespectful, in my view I won't last in that table but Fleabag shows and taught me how to bear with those kind of situations. When you feel betrayed, just think of the last episode of the first season of Fleabag, I really hate Martin (Claire's husband) as he turns the table to Fleabag when he tries to manipulate his own wife just so Claire won't leave him and then Claire won't believe Fleabag because Fleabag has some dark history to her friend Boo, that is when I thought that the world can be unfair sometimes, so I put myself into her shoes then think of something that can make me feel like i can help myself alone, if no one believes in me, then i must try as best as I can to heal myself and be happy alone.

You know sometimes life can get harder, if we can deal with it alone, then it's much better than trying to share it to people such as suckers that doesn't really care and believe in you, and that is how Fleabag taught me with her encouraging ways of dealing with life.

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PANDEMIC ESSAY

The Box full of rules

I am a person that always follows the rules, right now everywhere you go there are rules to be followed and there are also things that must be obeyed.

Im inside my house doing homeworks/outputs and getting ready for the online class for the next morning, playing with my friends online and chatting with them online, That is my life right now in this pandemic. You know, I think our homes represents a box right now, the virus is out there looking for its victims, and here we are inside our houses, thingking, hoping and praying that this virus would just vanish.

Sometimes when i go outside, i get this chilly feeling, scared like a brat thinking maybe it's not a good idea to go outside unprotected, then I grab the face mask and face shield, filling my alcohol for sanitizing(those are the law/rules when going outside).

I miss the outside when it is safer and my friend that are fun to hang out with, sometimes you just want to press the reset button to get those fun experiences again, but we cant just reset everything, we just need to abide the law and try as best as we can to provide protection to ourselves. Maybe this year this pandemic will end and Then we can go back to our daily lifestyle again.

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Endless admiration

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As she walks by, beauty like Selene

Passes by,

Blinded by her dazzling light,

Mesmerized by her smiles,

Shows the best than the starry night.

Foolish are those who tried to seduce

This brilliance,

Those fools met despondency.

As I declare this endless admiration,

I'll remember her with great fondness,

Even if i can't grasp her love,

This admiration will be forever.

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I am the type of person who can't show off in front of people, i mean im just an ordinary guy who lives in Antipolo Hills subdivision. I love to keep my profile to be low,being quiet and simple gives me the good vibes. You know this place is very important to me because this is where I grew up, and this place gradually became my friend.

October 2020, we are just about to leave the most precious place in my life. October 2020 farewell my beloved memories, I mean if I were to choose, I'll stay to antipolo because I dont want to leave my precious memories there, but i cant do anything, that night, I secretly cried like a baby.

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This song kinda reminds me of the town I used to live, i miss the hushes of the wind and its cool breeze. I remember the days where I play in the dirth with my friends, we used to throw rocks there thinking we might anger mother earth.

Thinking about those days made me come to realize that I have to move on and look forward on what good things might come into this new home.

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This is the worst enemy of humanity, a virus that kills many, leads into global pandemic. A lot of people suffered and devastated by this deadly virus, government that protects us with their authority and leadership, the only way to avoid and survive this pandemic is to follow the rules and be very cautious. This face masks and face shields represents as our chainmail and shield, sanitizers are our swords, the doctors are our healer and saviors, the government are our leader, with this, one day we'll defeat this virus.

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She leaves herself open

Fragile and modest, a flower that attracts many

But she's not happy

Bounded by the chains of dejection

She became unapproachable

Sadness became her common ground

Crying became her comfort zone.

Please be strong

Build yourself again

Be the flower

That puts smile on the faces of others again.

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Simple guy,

simply wants to build a family

Fate leads

on the same path

Deeply elated to these feelings, they eventually decide to tie the knot

For better relationship and better life,

Could make her happy

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You can change

You can be something,

That people may look up to

You are free to show them what's inside you,

Show them your confidence.

Dont let them drown you,

You can show your talents,

Someone beleives in you.

Maybe one day,

You'll be in the hall of fame,

Standing in front of the trophy you've always wanted.

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This item is one of the best things that i have in my life, it makes me more of an inaginative person, remember when i first said that when i watch anime, i draw things that interests me, this is the item that i used for it.

This item is called pencil, when you write or draw with it, tiny pieces of it lead stick to the paper and make a mark. The lead in a pencil is made from a form of carbon called graphite.

I wonder why this person brought me from my homeland. It makes me exited and overjoyed when he picks me up, he uses me to convey his feelings and thoughts, i wonder if i can last long in his hands, i think i made his desire to draw and sketch come true, sometime he's struggled when he uses me, sometimes. He's enjoying the moment with me, after our long journey together, i wish you find another kind of me to fulfill your wishes.

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Last summer i went to a private resort with the whole family, i was exited to go because the trip is fun.

If you are aware of fear of drowning then you can relate to my situation that time, i know this is a stupid idea, i tried to hold a ball wrapping it with my whole body just to try to float around the pool,when i notice i was about in the middle of a ten feet pool i started panicking, suddenly i started floating around deep in the water and tried to reach above but my body is like, rolling around because of the ball, science can explain this but it is a scary feeling knowing that im afraid of drowning, i started losing air and sipping the pool water for about two minutes and then after that, my body is stopping from rolling around in the water and then swim back to the ground.

I sat there and my nose is aching, my head is like about to burst from pain, my ears is full of water, then i told my family about what happened and then they told me to stop playing around the pool.

It is funny knowing that i was about to drown because of a stupid idea, im not scared of water but only in drowning. That experience was scary for me and i hope you dont experience that same situation.

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You may think of me as a kid watching some anime stuff but for me, it enlarges my imagination on seeing other things, yes i love watching anime shows to refresh my mind and think of a happy way on approaching the next day.

Some says that watching these kind of shows will not help me to grow or be matured, they say this is only an excuse to avoid reality and problems, yes that is true for me, but i use these kind of situation to built up my self confidence again so that i can face the reality and find the answers in my problems.

Watching anime shows is fun, you will encounter a lot of characters with an interesting characteristics, some may reflect your own and some will make you a creative person.

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