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*tells you the name of god* *you forget* *tells you again* *you forget again* *tells you as many times as many times as you need to hear it* *i will tell you everything you need to hear as many times as you need to hear it* *i will love you for as long as you need to be loved*

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To be chosen. To be cared for. To be loved. The sweetest thing. The warmest thing.

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to be grateful to be grateful to be grateful

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mary oliver, "upstream"

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they are canceling me for the way i deal with grief. also, for the infinite number of destroyed universes

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virginia woolf

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i hope you all get partners who want to understand every little detail about you and never get bored btw

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Devin Kelly, from “All That Wanting, Right?”

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Louise Glück, from an interview with poet in Poets & Writers

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plea and ending.

kawoshin

insta ; @windsaor

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It's crazy how you have to choose to be different and then once you do it's not even over - you have to choose it again and again forever and yes one day it will feel so natural you don't even notice it anymore but there is no short cut to there, just willpower and repetition

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ngl i should not be allowed to think. the demons take over !

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i found out scythe is pronounced sithe but i'm not going to let it stop it from pronouncing it the correct way (skaithe) thank you though

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you will live and you will say the wrong things and make mistakes and people will love you anyways.

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alternatives to “i want to die”:

i want things to change

i want a different life

today was a shitty day/week

i don’t want to live like this

i want to be somewhere else in life

i’m not where i want to be yet

+ much more