I have this terrible increasing fear that I’m less of a friend and more of a parasite. I feel like all I ever do is take from my friends. Take their love, take their patience, take their advice and their time and their energy.
I absolutely love them back, not for what they give but who they are as people. But I feel like the love I have for them doesn’t make up for all I take. I’m also afraid that because I generally am A Bit of a Mess™ they avoid telling me about anything that might be bothering them. Not that they have to of course, but all I want is to help them as much as they help me. Instead though, I feel like nothing but a parasite.
Your love is damage–
I’m atomic,
I’m a teenage weapon.
Automatic,
Semi-sonic,
I’m a teenage weapon.
Give me nothing–
Make me nothing,
I’m a teenage weapon,
And I don’t need you love, boy!