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So I really liked Unpacking
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Hello metalocalypse lovers…😅
This looks doo doo ass…I just wanted to doodle in the shoes art style but…it’s bothering me so I’m not gonna do that unless I need to
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yeah so my life is over
#been having more pots symptoms lately#and my tilt table got canceled#got sick and overdid it#then spiraled into health anxiety#weed started giving me panic attacks#and for two weeks now I’ve been unable to work (I went in two days last week)#I wake up every morning to a rush of adrenaline#I was doing so good#my chronic pain was so manageable#I was eating well and exercising and sleeping#the muscle relaxers gave me bad side effects too which also makes me overthink#I have enough savings for maybe 4 weeks of rent at the suite#if I can’t get myself together#but I’m too scared to take my vyvanse#and I can’t smoke rn it makes things worse#I feel like a zombie#I’m just rotting and waking ip to a rush of panic and adrenaline is so hard#my stomach is killing me and my appetite is shot.#I’ve lost 5lbs bc I just can’t eat#I don’t know how I’m going to get through this and I’m so scared#why. things were going so good.#I’m not strong enough to fight anymore#I don’t want to exist#I don’t see a way out#my bf is helping me so much. I have therapy tomorrow and we’re going to try to get me back on anxiet medication#but I don’t remember how I got out of it last time. I remember going to work in tears and freaking out#I’m so scared#I didn’t think this would happen again. I can deal with phsycial pain but the panic that comes with not knowing wtf is going on#is just so bad#merm talks
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they need to invent a running away & never coming back that doesn’t affect your life
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Just found my titty armor high fantasy horse anthro violence decapitation celibacy shirt
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literally never moving past this actually but thx for asking!!
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it's important to have bits that aren't good and also nobody likes and also aren't funny
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the secret diary of laura palmer, jennifer lynch
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Nosferatu fanart??? No waaay
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[remembers suicide jokes are bad for my mental health] YOU should kill yourself
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I think the other thing about it is that sometimes what you get out of art says a lot more about you than it does the artist. and what you see in people says more about you than it does them.
the people who looked at Gaiman's work and saw beauty and love for humanity and a life worth living may have been looking at the mask of a monster, and they may have been seeing a bit of something real in an otherwise abusive person, but what they were definitely seeing was a reflection of something already inside themselves.
your relationship with art isn't just about the art, and it isn't just about the artist. it's about you. you are a lens the art shines through, and you are a part of the conversation the art is having, and you are reflecting and being reflected through and by the art, and you are echoing and interpreting pieces of yourself alongside pieces of the art.
it's not foolish to see good things in art made by shitty people. it's not foolish to see good in people who are lying. it's not foolish to trust, believe, hope, or love. I think you might just have hope, love, and joy in your heart, and you might just be finding it in all of those places because you carried it there with you in the first place.
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every day off recently has been some sort of drs appointment
#speedrunning all th specialists I have been putting off#And I still need to get my wisdom teeth out noooooo#merm talks
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Nosferatu has something for everyone. Eye candy for the girlies who just like to watch sexy people. Great costume and set design for the historical girlies. If you're a monsterfucker this is for you. Angst lovers your time is now. If you simply enjoy Robert Eggers then prepare for this to be your favorite work from him. If you like your horror gross and disturbing and perverted then this is for you. Tragic romance girlies come get your juice. Gothic and dark romance girlies come get your juice.
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