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now who the fuck is going to pay for my therapy 😭😭😭😭😭

one of my favorites videos ever 🥺

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stanning nct is lit so fun cause wdym my favorite group is in the same group as my favorite group ?? I love this shit man

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THIS!!!

i'm so done with seeing and finding purely smut fics, what happened to yearning?? what happened to developing plots??character development??fluff?? angst?? hurt/comfort?? what happened to those monologues of characters that hurt your heart and made you go insane AGH

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frat au

taeyong, yuta, ten, mark, hendery, jeno, yangyang × fem! reader (separate)

SYNOPSIS: he looked at you like you wanted him to but when someone else looked at you with twice the intensity it turned a switch into you, why was it that you were warming someone else's bed while yours laid cold back home where he waited for you.

content warning: non-detailed smut, fingering (fem recieve), mentions of makeout, cheating, possessive themes, jealousy, REVENGE, mentions of neglect, TOXIC relationships, a lil sprinkle of manipulation, condescending comments by hendery. other members mentioned: jaemin, jungwoo, chenle, donghyuck (haechan), sicheng (winwin)

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taeyong

• the frat president, respected by all but putty in your hands.

• dating him was like a breeze of fresh air, he never dissapointed except when in the confines of his or yours private rooms.

• it was you putting in so much of the work, while he just sat there head leaned back, drooling.

• occasionally it was fine but even with him on top, it just wasn't satisfactory, you hardly came.

• you reached out to him about this and strangely...the reaction was adorable, at least you found it to be.

• wide eyed, mouth open, face as red as the tattoo on his hip, it wasn't colored before, you suggested it and he went along.

• so embarassed he was about to cry, you consoled him telling him it wasn't his fault, you just didn't find it to be enough.

• he tried to be what he can't but it couldn't be helped.

• it was the rush week, and due to this fraternity being particularly reputed many first years flooded in, one caught your eye, you knew why, you knew it was wrong but you still did.

• and god, you loved every second of it, jaemin didn't leave you dissapointed, unlike your boyfriend.

• taeyong, he was left heart broken, betrayed, his frat brothers offered to help him if he wanted to get back at you, he denied, though, he wasn't going to lean towards petty methods when you've already been honest, he was the one at blame, for not being enough.

• he didn't see you at the frat houseto attend any party after that, or at campus, perhaps having different majors helped you avoid him.

yuta

•so toxic, so damn possessive.

• and just so controlling, you can't even talk to your male classmates even if it is for an assignment that carries half your grades.

• a presentation? no, a group project? no.

• physically stops you from going out if any guy is going to be there, had it not been for you female friends you might not have been able to get past your semesters with as much ease as you did.

• which made you think that enough is enough, it stops now.

• a taste of freedom is all you get though. it was back to square one with his tongue down your throat, fingers deep inside your cunt soaked with cum and you writhing under him, in anger and pleasure both

ten

• unfaithful

•you’ve waited nights over nights for him to come to you, dressed according to his liking, your makeup and accessories the one he recommended to you

•maybe that should've hinted but you knew he has a sister and it's natural for him to know things like this.

•when you first saw him with another girl what should've hurt you was the fact that he went behind your back but what actually hurt was the fact that when you confronted him about it, he never meant the apology he gave, the guilt was absent.

•you wonder why you stuck around hoping you can fix his “habit” if you gave him all of you, but it was never enough.

• promises that he will never hurt you ever again, but does it all over again, each promise felt like a twist to the knife in your heart that has been there ever since you first got cheated on by him.

• fed up you decided to give him a taste of his own medicine. got the fraternities heartthrob jaehyun into your bed the one you share with ten, the exact bed that stays half cold due to his absence every night.

• he wasn't angry though, didn't even look phased, just tried to coerce you as if a child throwing a tantrum

• "what makes you so angry? just let it all out if you want it"

mark (reader is beautiful but seen for just that)

• software engineering major student, leader of basketball team mark, who excelled in everything, school, family, love, you name it.

• he is the golden boy in everyone's eyes, the one who is the talk of the table during dinners, your boyfriend.

• you're proud of him, you've always been. it makes everything just right.

• but that doesn't mean you don't notice it, the silent whispers of his aunts when they think you're not listening because your attention is on his mother who is talking to you.

• you did though everytime, each time they judged you with masked smiles, thinking you're not enough, that is not what bothers you though.

• what does bothers you is when your aunts do the same, and while his mother at least talks to you about yourself, your mother doesn't bother bringing you up and constantly sings his praises, how lucky you are to be with him, this time it's you who masks a smile.

• the comparisons led to you to be under an invisible rock ten times your size, you didn't think it could get more than this when your actions started to get compared... in your own house.

• the standards, the blatant judgement, the disapproval, it didn't help that he never noticed... too wind up in his own world, his work, friends, college. his priority was his degree with honors. not you that became clear after you tried to reach out, just for comfort but he brushed you off.

• you met jungwoo then, he made you feel so free, didn't judge when you ran around the park under the rain, didn't frown or offer to recommend you a thick study guide and mock test papers.

• didn't tell you to not study with your music on because it's distracting. instead asked you plug into his portable bluetooth speakers so that both of you could listen.

• it felt natural being around him, being vulnerable with him, for him, it started with a peck which turned into a kiss and you didn't know when things escalated but they did.

• what assured you after what you've done was when he said "it's okay" and it felt okay.

• confrontation with mark was hard, he looked heartbroken, he felt heart broken, he knew he didn't love you right but he did, with what he could, and yes he was wrong multiple times but breaking his trust for that, he didn't deserve that.

• and you lived with the guilt of knowing that.

hendery

• it was hard to notice at first because of how subtle it was, almost non existent, the taunts

• there was lilt in his voice, a mirth that only he and his friends carried when you was around.

• but later it got to you, his subtle ways of mockery now laid out in full display, a shit show for his fraternity to enjoy because they are his family and he wants them to know you.

• they way he would put you down behind the closed doors of his room in the same house he deliberately disrespeted you.

• telling you how no one wants you, not more, not less, they simply do not want you. as if he's done you a favor, all of that said in such a lighthearted tone that one would not even mind but you did, it was not to be tolerated

• it was only fair that you prove him wrong, someone did want you. someone who didn't lay out your flaws and made you feel bad about having them, someone who didn't made you feel small for having normal habits.

• chenle had been there to sooth you when you felt bad about yourself, he led you to love yourself, in his own way.

• you didn't regret a thing, even if it meant going against your morals.

jeno

•relationship with jeno was not just yours and his, it was his frat brother's as well

• movie dates were held at the frat house he lived in, with his buddies flocking around. bottles of beers being passed as The Hangover played on the tv screen.

• soon shopping dates were also terrorised by his oh so dear friends, it was not him you were showing the dress you would try on to, it was the entire group.

• you tried to talk to him about it, like an adult. he had said he'll try to spend more time with you alone.

• where did that get you? alone in your dorm room waiting for him to show up, even though he should've thirty minutes ago, later a ping from your phone let's you know exactly why he couldn't join... out with his frat brothers, again for the fourth time this week.

• the consistent blowing of the plans and the lack of his importance towards the two of you got to you at some point, since wanted to include his buddies in your relationship so bad you'd help him with just that.

• donghyuck had no problem going through with your request instead he had been glad you had reached out to him, revealing how he thought it was just so stupid of jeno to neglect you and not protect you better, when half the frat would join him just so they could ogle you.

• when jeno learned that you cheated on him with donghyuck his friends had him drink his sorrow away, some how made him realize that women are such, they always try to break the bonds between men, so he had forgiven donghyuck and ranted about you to the same guy who you cheated on him with.

yangyang

• it was like a dream before, fresh into college, wide eyed and in wonder the both of you, then what happened?

• now the only time he is as wide eyed as before is when he's looking at his computer screen, playing some game you have no idea of.

• or when he's with his friends smoking weed for who knows how long.

• no time spent with you, no text sent to you, and when you're the one who texts... he would text back hours later ' m busy' .

• you asked him if he wants to break up, he said no. you wanted to but he begged you to stay, but things stayed the same. trying to talk did nothing. there was nothing to lose now

• so you slept with a friend of his, a senior, he had been talking to you more than your own boyfriend, going out with you more than your own boyfriend, he replied to your texts, calls and soon started flirting after noticing how yangyang actually behaved around you.

• yangyang was seething, the audacity, out of all the people it had been his friend, betrayed both by you and sicheng.

• he probably didn't deserve getting stabbed in the back but you didn't deserve the neglect either.

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i wonder what goes on in his head sometimes...

as if I'll be able to understand 🤓

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happy birthday to the boy who enjoys invisibility!!!!!! :D

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#relatable

things i struggle with when im writing

- feelings description

- dialogues

- make the story not boring

- dialogues

- the pace of events (when things should happen)

- dialogues

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" behind every gay person is a gayer, more evil gay person."

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dream house • nct dream

SYNOPSIS: the seven boys were all excited for their small vacation, the day was bright and sunny, all the signs pointed towards a great adventure, thrilling and exhilarating. except the one sign they neither noticed nor did they anticipate it. the sudden turn of events from the mid-journey bus depot left them risking their lives for a stranger.

GENRE: thriller, crime, horror.

CONTENT: abduction, manipulation, obsession, stalking, crime, runaway, dreamies save the reader, platonic relations with the dreamies.

PROLOGUE

her feet tapped against the tiled pavement, at the side of the street. the occasional appearance of the street lamp casting a dull glow on her figure that was engulfed in a coat due to the unexpected drop in the temperature because of the downpour.

the water between the gaps of the concrete tiles under her feet glimmered white and the puddles reflected the light from the lamp, yn shivered at the breeze that brushed past her, swaying her tresses in its wake.

her shift at the library stretched out longer than anticipated when the manager asked her to help with the unboxing of newly ordered book and pack the older ones for donation, focused on the task at hand and helping an unexpected customer find a particular book he looked for she had barely noticed the time until it started to rain heavily.

sighing the girl sped up her pace knowing she still had a long way to walk and an empty street with barely any lights and camera around would only fuel her unease, the girl took in her surroundings, it was the route she used daily to get to and from the library but something seemed different today, but everything was still at place, including the large pot of plant with big leaves and a smaller white one directly in front of it. she never slowed her pace or stopped though.

a rustle echoed like the last words of a dying man, spoken in a hushed whisper, yn paused her walk this time, turning towards the source of the sound which was hiding behind the same pair of pots that she had been eyeing, the silhouette of a swishing tail was visible under the streetlight and behind the large leaves of the plant, she resumed walking. a cat.

she hated it, having to be hyper aware of every object around her, she tried hiding, running away. to be able to live peacefully but remained unsuccessful, it started way long ago in her sophomore year of highschool and stopped for a while when she moved but began again, the feeling more worse than before now that she was away from her family.

she noticed it began again a later she moved away from her hometown, the day was quite like any other day but she noticed the seemingly off feeling after she had worked her shift, she had walked out of the library that and noticed the same figure in her peripheral vision throughout the entire walk back to her apartment that she shared with a roommate, as they say once by chance, twice by coincidence and three times is a pattern.

she began feeling eyes following her, a figure outside the window of her bedroom, her walk to the college and back then to the library, it was a predictable schedule for the people who knew her. she had barely any other people interacting with her…she didn't want a repeat of before.

the cold increased and the wind picked up along with her hurry to get back in the confines of her room, the trees swayed along with the wind shedding some leaves with the movement, just what she dreaded happened right then, a chilled drop of water was felt on her face making the lone girl on the street raise her head up to inspect the degree of heaviness of the rain.

which quickly intensified, her footsteps echoed louder as she briskly walked across the street and nearing the turn, perhaps she should've hailed a taxi from the library rather than walking like usual, maybe that would have resulted in her not getting in this situation where her bag that she tightly clutched to her chest somehow slipped her grip and ended on the pavement where a puddle gathered.

in the hurry of picking up the item she had not noticed the bump near her feet and managed to trip, scrambling back up to not get any further soaked by the water she shot her hand out to the bag which contained her books and hand phone she had not noticed the figure emerging out of the sketchy alleyway and nearing her crouched figure, a pair of worn out black sneakers entered the frame of her vision making her once again raise her head, only the silhouette of a face visible due to the lack of light and the umbrella held in the strangers hand adding the shadow.

albeit a feature of the face was visible, the uncanny smile, inconveniently big for witnessing a stranger have a moment of weakness, yn ‘s face paled at the sight, the same man who visited the library and had asked to search for an book at the ungodly hour when it was almost closed, who stayed watching her walk back and forth while never taking a single moment to blink his eyes.

she was about to stand up, to get back on her walk and get the hell away from this man and as quickly as she could but before she could her vision had welcomed darkness.

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dream haus • nct dream

n a v i g a t i o n

SYNOPSIS: the seven boys were all excited for their small vacation, the day was bright and sunny, all the signs pointed towards a great adventure, thrilling and exhilarating. except the one sign they neither noticed nor did they anticipate it. the sudden turn of events from the mid-journey bus depot left them risking their lives for a stranger.

GENRE: thriller, crime, horror.

CONTENT: abduction, manipulation, obsession, stalking, crime, runaway, the dreamies save the reader, platonic relations with the dreamies.

• PROLOGUE

• DREAM HAUS (wip)

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is.... is this a sign? am i part of some big scheme? 😨

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war (sem finals) ended y'all

can finally resume my activities on here 😭😭😭 the nct dream thriller preview and oneshot is coming 😘

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50 notes!! thank you y'all 💚🍀😭

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frat au

taeyong, yuta, ten, mark, hendery, jeno, yangyang × fem! reader (separate)

SYNOPSIS: he looked at you like you wanted him to but when someone else looked at you with twice the intensity it turned a switch into you, why was it that you were warming someone else's bed while yours laid cold back home where he waited for you.

content warning: non-detailed smut, fingering (fem recieve), mentions of makeout, cheating, possessive themes, jealousy, REVENGE, mentions of neglect, TOXIC relationships, a lil sprinkle of manipulation, condescending comments by hendery. other members mentioned: jaemin, jungwoo, chenle, donghyuck (haechan), sicheng (winwin)

mdni!

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taeyong

• the frat president, respected by all but putty in your hands.

• dating him was like a breeze of fresh air, he never dissapointed except when in the confines of his or yours private rooms.

• it was you putting in so much of the work, while he just sat there head leaned back, drooling.

• occasionally it was fine but even with him on top, it just wasn't satisfactory, you hardly came.

• you reached out to him about this and strangely...the reaction was adorable, at least you found it to be.

• wide eyed, mouth open, face as red as the tattoo on his hip, it wasn't colored before, you suggested it and he went along.

• so embarassed he was about to cry, you consoled him telling him it wasn't his fault, you just didn't find it to be enough.

• he tried to be what he can't but it couldn't be helped.

• it was the rush week, and due to this fraternity being particularly reputed many first years flooded in, one caught your eye, you knew why, you knew it was wrong but you still did.

• and god, you loved every second of it, jaemin didn't leave you dissapointed, unlike your boyfriend.

• taeyong, he was left heart broken, betrayed, his frat brothers offered to help him if he wanted to get back at you, he denied, though, he wasn't going to lean towards petty methods when you've already been honest, he was the one at blame, for not being enough.

• he didn't see you at the frat houseto attend any party after that, or at campus, perhaps having different majors helped you avoid him.

yuta

•so toxic, so damn possessive.

• and just so controlling, you can't even talk to your male classmates even if it is for an assignment that carries half your grades.

• a presentation? no, a group project? no.

• physically stops you from going out if any guy is going to be there, had it not been for you female friends you might not have been able to get past your semesters with as much ease as you did.

• which made you think that enough is enough, it stops now.

• a taste of freedom is all you get though. it was back to square one with his tongue down your throat, fingers deep inside your cunt soaked with cum and you withing under him, anger and pleasure both

ten

• unfaithful

•you’ve waited nights over nights for him to come to you, dressed according to his liking, your makeup and accessories the one he recommended to you

•maybe that should've hinted but you knew he has a sister and it's natural for him to know things like this.

•when you first saw him with another girl what should've hurt you was the fact that he went behind your back but what actually hurt was the fact that when you confronted him about it, he never meant the apology he gave, the guilt was absent.

•you wonder why you stuck around hoping you can fix his “habit” if you gave him all of you, but it was never enough.

• promises that he will never hurt you ever again, but does it all over again, each promise felt like a twist to the knife in your heart that has been there ever since you first got cheated on by him.

• fed up you decided to give him a taste of his own medicine. got the fraternities heartthrob jaehyun into your bed the one you share with ten, the exact bed that stays half cold due to his absence every night.

• he wasn't angry though, didn't even look phased, just tried to coerce you as if a child throwing a tantrum

• "what makes you so angry? just let it all out if you want it"

mark (reader is beautiful but seen for just that)

• software engineering major student, leader of basketball team mark, who excelled in everything, school, family, love, you name it.

• he is the golden boy in everyone's eyes, the one who is the talk of the table during dinners, your boyfriend.

• you're proud of him, you've always been. it makes everything just right.

• but that doesn't mean you don't notice it, the silent whispers of his aunts when they think you're not listening because your attention is on his mother who is talking to you.

• you did though everytime, each time they judged you with masked smiles, thinking you're not enough, that is not what bothers you though.

• what does bothers you is when your aunts do the same, and while his mother at least talks to you about yourself, your mother doesn't bother bringing you up and constantly sings his praises, how lucky you are to be with him, this time it's you who masks a smile.

• the comparisons led to you to be under an invisible rock ten times your size, you didn't think it could get more than this when your actions started to get compared... in your own house.

• the standards, the blatant judgement, the disapproval, it didn't help that he never noticed... too wind up in his own world, his work, friends, college. his priority was his degree with honors. not you that became clear after you tried to reach out, just for comfort but he brushed you off.

• you met jungwoo then, he made you feel so free, didn't judge when you ran around the park under the rain, didn't frown or offer to recommend you a thick study guide and mock test papers.

• didn't tell you to not study with your music on because it's distracting. instead asked you plug into his portable bluetooth speakers so that both of you could listen.

• it felt natural being around him, being vulnerable with him, for him, it started with a peck which turned into a kiss and you didn't know when things escalated but they did.

• what assured you after what you've done was when he said "it's okay" and it felt okay.

• confrontation with mark was hard, he looked heartbroken, he felt heart broken, he knew he didn't love you right but he did, with what he could, and yes he was wrong multiple times but breaking his trust for that, he didn't deserve that.

• and you lived with the guilt of knowing that.

hendery

• it was hard to notice at first because of how subtle it was, almost non existent, the taunts

• there was lilt in his voice, a mirth that only he and his friends carried when you was around.

• but later it got to you, his subtle ways of mockery now laid out in full display, a shit show for his fraternity to enjoy because they are his family and he wants them to know you.

• they way he would put you down behind the closed doors of his room in the same house he deliberately disrespeted you.

• telling you how no one wants you, not more, not less, they simply do not want you. as if he's done you a favor, all of that said in such a lighthearted tone that one would not even mind but you did, it was not to be tolerated

• it was only fair that you prove him wrong, someone did want you. someone who didn't lay out your flaws and made you feel bad about having them, someone who didn't made you feel small for having normal habits.

• chenle had been there to sooth you when you felt bad about yourself, he led you to love yourself, in his own way.

• you didn't regret a thing, even if it meant going against your morals.

jeno

•relationship with jeno was not just yours and his, it was his frat brother's as well

• movie dates were held at the frat house he lived in, with his buddies flocking around. bottles of beers being passed as The Hangover played on the tv screen.

• soon shopping dates were also terrorised by his oh so dear friends, it was not him you were showing the dress you would try on to, it was the entire group.

• you tried to talk to him about it, like an adult. he had said he'll try to spend more time with you alone.

• where did that get you? alone in your dorm room waiting for him to show up, even though he should've thirty minutes ago, later a ping from your phone let's you know exactly why he couldn't join... out with his frat brothers, again for the fourth time this week.

• the consistent blowing of the plans and the lack of his importance towards the two of you got to you at some point, since wanted to include his buddies in your relationship so bad you'd help him with just that.

• donghyuck had no problem going through with your request instead he had been glad you had reached out to him, revealing how he thought it was just so stupid of jeno to neglect you and not protect you better, when half the frat would join him just so they could ogle you.

• when jeno learned that you cheated on him with donghyuck his friends had him drink his sorrow away, some how made him realize that women are such, they always try to break the bonds between men, so he had forgiven donghyuck and ranted about you to the same guy who you cheated on him with.

yangyang

• it was like a dream before, fresh into college, wide eyed and in wonder the both of you, then what happened?

• now the only time he is as wide eyed as before is when he's looking at his computer screen, playing some game you have no idea of.

• or when he's with his friends smoking weed for who knows how long.

• no time spent with you, no text sent to you, and when you're the one who texts... he would text back hours later ' m busy' .

• you asked him if he wants to break up, he said no. you wanted to but he begged you to stay, but things stayed the same. trying to talk did nothing. there was nothing to lose now

• so you slept with a friend of his, a senior, he had been talking to you more than your own boyfriend, going out with you more than your own boyfriend, he replied to your texts, calls and soon started flirting after noticing how yangyang actually behaved around you.

• yangyang was seething, the audacity, out of all the people it had been his friend, betrayed both by you and sicheng.

• he probably didn't deserve getting stabbed in the back but you didn't deserve the neglect either.

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oop-

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guess who...

i know it's quite wonky, it's been a while since I've sketched anything :(

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first post and i got 20 notes over night THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO READ THIS 😭😭😭😭😭❤️

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taeyong, yuta, ten, mark, hendery, jeno, yangyang × fem! reader (separate)

SYNOPSIS: he looked at you like you wanted him to but when someone else looked at you with twice the intensity it turned a switch into you, why was it that you were warming someone else's bed while yours laid cold back home where he waited for you.

content warning: non-detailed smut, fingering (fem recieve), mentions of makeout, cheating, possessive themes, jealousy, REVENGE, mentions of neglect, TOXIC relationships, a lil sprinkle of manipulation, condescending comments by hendery. other members mentioned: jaemin, jungwoo, chenle, donghyuck (haechan), sicheng (winwin)

mdni!

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taeyong

• the frat president, respected by all but putty in your hands.

• dating him was like a breeze of fresh air, he never dissapointed except when in the confines of his or yours private rooms.

• it was you putting in so much of the work, while he just sat there head leaned back, drooling.

• occasionally it was fine but even with him on top, it just wasn't satisfactory, you hardly came.

• you reached out to him about this and strangely...the reaction was adorable, at least you found it to be.

• wide eyed, mouth open, face as red as the tattoo on his hip, it wasn't colored before, you suggested it and he went along.

• so embarassed he was about to cry, you consoled him telling him it wasn't his fault, you just didn't find it to be enough.

• he tried to be what he can't but it couldn't be helped.

• it was the rush week, and due to this fraternity being particularly reputed many first years flooded in, one caught your eye, you knew why, you knew it was wrong but you still did.

• and god, you loved every second of it, jaemin didn't leave you dissapointed, unlike your boyfriend.

• taeyong, he was left heart broken, betrayed, his frat brothers offered to help him if he wanted to get back at you, he denied, though, he wasn't going to lean towards petty methods when you've already been honest, he was the one at blame, for not being enough.

• he didn't see you at the frat houseto attend any party after that, or at campus, perhaps having different majors helped you avoid him.

yuta

•so toxic, so damn possessive.

• and just so controlling, you can't even talk to your male classmates even if it is for an assignment that carries half your grades.

• a presentation? no, a group project? no.

• physically stops you from going out if any guy is going to be there, had it not been for you female friends you might not have been able to get past your semesters with as much ease as you did.

• which made you think that enough is enough, it stops now.

• a taste of freedom is all you get though. it was back to square one with his tongue down your throat, fingers deep inside your cunt soaked with cum and you withing under him, anger and pleasure both

ten

• unfaithful

•you’ve waited nights over nights for him to come to you, dressed according to his liking, your makeup and accessories the one he recommended to you

•maybe that should've hinted but you knew he has a sister and it's natural for him to know things like this.

•when you first saw him with another girl what should've hurt you was the fact that he went behind your back but what actually hurt was the fact that when you confronted him about it, he never meant the apology he gave, the guilt was absent.

•you wonder why you stuck around hoping you can fix his “habit” if you gave him all of you, but it was never enough.

• promises that he will never hurt you ever again, but does it all over again, each promise felt like a twist to the knife in your heart that has been there ever since you first got cheated on by him.

• fed up you decided to give him a taste of his own medicine. got the fraternities heartthrob jaehyun into your bed the one you share with ten, the exact bed that stays half cold due to his absence every night.

• he wasn't angry though, didn't even look phased, just tried to coerce you as if a child throwing a tantrum

• "what makes you so angry? just let it all out if you want it"

mark (reader is beautiful but seen for just that)

• software engineering major student, leader of basketball team mark, who excelled in everything, school, family, love, you name it.

• he is the golden boy in everyone's eyes, the one who is the talk of the table during dinners, your boyfriend.

• you're proud of him, you've always been. it makes everything just right.

• but that doesn't mean you don't notice it, the silent whispers of his aunts when they think you're not listening because your attention is on his mother who is talking to you.

• you did though everytime, each time they judged you with masked smiles, thinking you're not enough, that is not what bothers you though.

• what does bothers you is when your aunts do the same, and while his mother at least talks to you about yourself, your mother doesn't bother bringing you up and constantly sings his praises, how lucky you are to be with him, this time it's you who masks a smile.

• the comparisons led to you to be under an invisible rock ten times your size, you didn't think it could get more than this when your actions started to get compared... in your own house.

• the standards, the blatant judgement, the disapproval, it didn't help that he never noticed... too wind up in his own world, his work, friends, college. his priority was his degree with honors. not you that became clear after you tried to reach out, just for comfort but he brushed you off.

• you met jungwoo then, he made you feel so free, didn't judge when you ran around the park under the rain, didn't frown or offer to recommend you a thick study guide and mock test papers.

• didn't tell you to not study with your music on because it's distracting. instead asked you plug into his portable bluetooth speakers so that both of you could listen.

• it felt natural being around him, being vulnerable with him, for him, it started with a peck which turned into a kiss and you didn't know when things escalated but they did.

• what assured you after what you've done was when he said "it's okay" and it felt okay.

• confrontation with mark was hard, he looked heartbroken, he felt heart broken, he knew he didn't love you right but he did, with what he could, and yes he was wrong multiple times but breaking his trust for that, he didn't deserve that.

• and you lived with the guilt of knowing that.

hendery

• it was hard to notice at first because of how subtle it was, almost non existent, the taunts

• there was lilt in his voice, a mirth that only he and his friends carried when you was around.

• but later it got to you, his subtle ways of mockery now laid out in full display, a shit show for his fraternity to enjoy because they are his family and he wants them to know you.

• they way he would put you down behind the closed doors of his room in the same house he deliberately disrespeted you.

• telling you how no one wants you, not more, not less, they simply do not want you. as if he's done you a favor, all of that said in such a lighthearted tone that one would not even mind but you did, it was not to be tolerated

• it was only fair that you prove him wrong, someone did want you. someone who didn't lay out your flaws and made you feel bad about having them, someone who didn't made you feel small for having normal habits.

• chenle had been there to sooth you when you felt bad about yourself, he led you to love yourself, in his own way.

• you didn't regret a thing, even if it meant going against your morals.

jeno

•relationship with jeno was not just yours and his, it was his frat brother's as well

• movie dates were held at the frat house he lived in, with his buddies flocking around. bottles of beers being passed as The Hangover played on the tv screen.

• soon shopping dates were also terrorised by his oh so dear friends, it was not him you were showing the dress you would try on to, it was the entire group.

• you tried to talk to him about it, like an adult. he had said he'll try to spend more time with you alone.

• where did that get you? alone in your dorm room waiting for him to show up, even though he should've thirty minutes ago, later a ping from your phone let's you know exactly why he couldn't join... out with his frat brothers, again for the fourth time this week.

• the consistent blowing of the plans and the lack of his importance towards the two of you got to you at some point, since wanted to include his buddies in your relationship so bad you'd help him with just that.

• donghyuck had no problem going through with your request instead he had been glad you had reached out to him, revealing how he thought it was just so stupid of jeno to neglect you and not protect you better, when half the frat would join him just so they could ogle you.

• when jeno learned that you cheated on him with donghyuck his friends had him drink his sorrow away, some how made him realize that women are such, they always try to break the bonds between men, so he had forgiven donghyuck and ranted about you to the same guy who you cheated on him with.

yangyang

• it was like a dream before, fresh into college, wide eyed and in wonder the both of you, then what happened?

• now the only time he is as wide eyed as before is when he's looking at his computer screen, playing some game you have no idea of.

• or when he's with his friends smoking weed for who knows how long.

• no time spent with you, no text sent to you, and when you're the one who texts... he would text back hours later ' m busy' .

• you asked him if he wants to break up, he said no. you wanted to but he begged you to stay, but things stayed the same. trying to talk did nothing. there was nothing to lose now

• so you slept with a friend of his, a senior, he had been talking to you more than your own boyfriend, going out with you more than your own boyfriend, he replied to your texts, calls and soon started flirting after noticing how yangyang actually behaved around you.

• yangyang was seething, the audacity, out of all the people it had been his friend, betrayed both by you and sicheng.

• he probably didn't deserve getting stabbed in the back but you didn't deserve the neglect either.

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ok! nct u

frat au

taeyong, yuta, ten, mark, hendery, jeno, yangyang × fem! reader (separate)

SYNOPSIS: he looked at you like you wanted him to but when someone else looked at you with twice the intensity it turned a switch into you, why was it that you were warming someone else's bed while yours laid cold back home where he waited for you.

content warning: non-detailed smut, fingering (fem recieve), mentions of makeout, cheating, possessive themes, jealousy, REVENGE, mentions of neglect, TOXIC relationships, a lil sprinkle of manipulation, condescending comments by hendery. other members mentioned: jaemin, jungwoo, chenle, donghyuck (haechan), sicheng (winwin)

mdni!

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taeyong

• the frat president, respected by all but putty in your hands.

• dating him was like a breeze of fresh air, he never dissapointed except when in the confines of his or yours private rooms.

• it was you putting in so much of the work, while he just sat there head leaned back, drooling.

• occasionally it was fine but even with him on top, it just wasn't satisfactory, you hardly came.

• you reached out to him about this and strangely...the reaction was adorable, at least you found it to be.

• wide eyed, mouth open, face as red as the tattoo on his hip, it wasn't colored before, you suggested it and he went along.

• so embarassed he was about to cry, you consoled him telling him it wasn't his fault, you just didn't find it to be enough.

• he tried to be what he can't but it couldn't be helped.

• it was the rush week, and due to this fraternity being particularly reputed many first years flooded in, one caught your eye, you knew why, you knew it was wrong but you still did.

• and god, you loved every second of it, jaemin didn't leave you dissapointed, unlike your boyfriend.

• taeyong, he was left heart broken, betrayed, his frat brothers offered to help him if he wanted to get back at you, he denied, though, he wasn't going to lean towards petty methods when you've already been honest, he was the one at blame, for not being enough.

• he didn't see you at the frat houseto attend any party after that, or at campus, perhaps having different majors helped you avoid him.

yuta

•so toxic, so damn possessive.

• and just so controlling, you can't even talk to your male classmates even if it is for an assignment that carries half your grades.

• a presentation? no, a group project? no.

• physically stops you from going out if any guy is going to be there, had it not been for you female friends you might not have been able to get past your semesters with as much ease as you did.

• which made you think that enough is enough, it stops now.

• a taste of freedom is all you get though. it was back to square one with his tongue down your throat, fingers deep inside your cunt soaked with cum and you writhing under him, in anger and pleasure both

ten

• unfaithful

•you’ve waited nights over nights for him to come to you, dressed according to his liking, your makeup and accessories the one he recommended to you

•maybe that should've hinted but you knew he has a sister and it's natural for him to know things like this.

•when you first saw him with another girl what should've hurt you was the fact that he went behind your back but what actually hurt was the fact that when you confronted him about it, he never meant the apology he gave, the guilt was absent.

•you wonder why you stuck around hoping you can fix his “habit” if you gave him all of you, but it was never enough.

• promises that he will never hurt you ever again, but does it all over again, each promise felt like a twist to the knife in your heart that has been there ever since you first got cheated on by him.

• fed up you decided to give him a taste of his own medicine. got the fraternities heartthrob jaehyun into your bed the one you share with ten, the exact bed that stays half cold due to his absence every night.

• he wasn't angry though, didn't even look phased, just tried to coerce you as if a child throwing a tantrum

• "what makes you so angry? just let it all out if you want it"

mark (reader is beautiful but seen for just that)

• software engineering major student, leader of basketball team mark, who excelled in everything, school, family, love, you name it.

• he is the golden boy in everyone's eyes, the one who is the talk of the table during dinners, your boyfriend.

• you're proud of him, you've always been. it makes everything just right.

• but that doesn't mean you don't notice it, the silent whispers of his aunts when they think you're not listening because your attention is on his mother who is talking to you.

• you did though everytime, each time they judged you with masked smiles, thinking you're not enough, that is not what bothers you though.

• what does bothers you is when your aunts do the same, and while his mother at least talks to you about yourself, your mother doesn't bother bringing you up and constantly sings his praises, how lucky you are to be with him, this time it's you who masks a smile.

• the comparisons led to you to be under an invisible rock ten times your size, you didn't think it could get more than this when your actions started to get compared... in your own house.

• the standards, the blatant judgement, the disapproval, it didn't help that he never noticed... too wind up in his own world, his work, friends, college. his priority was his degree with honors. not you that became clear after you tried to reach out, just for comfort but he brushed you off.

• you met jungwoo then, he made you feel so free, didn't judge when you ran around the park under the rain, didn't frown or offer to recommend you a thick study guide and mock test papers.

• didn't tell you to not study with your music on because it's distracting. instead asked you plug into his portable bluetooth speakers so that both of you could listen.

• it felt natural being around him, being vulnerable with him, for him, it started with a peck which turned into a kiss and you didn't know when things escalated but they did.

• what assured you after what you've done was when he said "it's okay" and it felt okay.

• confrontation with mark was hard, he looked heartbroken, he felt heart broken, he knew he didn't love you right but he did, with what he could, and yes he was wrong multiple times but breaking his trust for that, he didn't deserve that.

• and you lived with the guilt of knowing that.

hendery

• it was hard to notice at first because of how subtle it was, almost non existent, the taunts

• there was lilt in his voice, a mirth that only he and his friends carried when you was around.

• but later it got to you, his subtle ways of mockery now laid out in full display, a shit show for his fraternity to enjoy because they are his family and he wants them to know you.

• they way he would put you down behind the closed doors of his room in the same house he deliberately disrespeted you.

• telling you how no one wants you, not more, not less, they simply do not want you. as if he's done you a favor, all of that said in such a lighthearted tone that one would not even mind but you did, it was not to be tolerated

• it was only fair that you prove him wrong, someone did want you. someone who didn't lay out your flaws and made you feel bad about having them, someone who didn't made you feel small for having normal habits.

• chenle had been there to sooth you when you felt bad about yourself, he led you to love yourself, in his own way.

• you didn't regret a thing, even if it meant going against your morals.

jeno

•relationship with jeno was not just yours and his, it was his frat brother's as well

• movie dates were held at the frat house he lived in, with his buddies flocking around. bottles of beers being passed as The Hangover played on the tv screen.

• soon shopping dates were also terrorised by his oh so dear friends, it was not him you were showing the dress you would try on to, it was the entire group.

• you tried to talk to him about it, like an adult. he had said he'll try to spend more time with you alone.

• where did that get you? alone in your dorm room waiting for him to show up, even though he should've thirty minutes ago, later a ping from your phone let's you know exactly why he couldn't join... out with his frat brothers, again for the fourth time this week.

• the consistent blowing of the plans and the lack of his importance towards the two of you got to you at some point, since wanted to include his buddies in your relationship so bad you'd help him with just that.

• donghyuck had no problem going through with your request instead he had been glad you had reached out to him, revealing how he thought it was just so stupid of jeno to neglect you and not protect you better, when half the frat would join him just so they could ogle you.

• when jeno learned that you cheated on him with donghyuck his friends had him drink his sorrow away, some how made him realize that women are such, they always try to break the bonds between men, so he had forgiven donghyuck and ranted about you to the same guy who you cheated on him with.

yangyang

• it was like a dream before, fresh into college, wide eyed and in wonder the both of you, then what happened?

• now the only time he is as wide eyed as before is when he's looking at his computer screen, playing some game you have no idea of.

• or when he's with his friends smoking weed for who knows how long.

• no time spent with you, no text sent to you, and when you're the one who texts... he would text back hours later ' m busy' .

• you asked him if he wants to break up, he said no. you wanted to but he begged you to stay, but things stayed the same. trying to talk did nothing. there was nothing to lose now

• so you slept with a friend of his, a senior, he had been talking to you more than your own boyfriend, going out with you more than your own boyfriend, he replied to your texts, calls and soon started flirting after noticing how yangyang actually behaved around you.

• yangyang was seething, the audacity, out of all the people it had been his friend, betrayed both by you and sicheng.

• he probably didn't deserve getting stabbed in the back but you didn't deserve the neglect either.

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