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ciosdiary · 3 years ago
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For my one and only, Jeko
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"Falling in love deeper than I've felt it before with you, baby." — Falling In Love by Cigarettes After Sex
These lines resonate in my mind whenever I think about you. The whole song reminds me of you, to be exact. I can still remember the days we would be talking about random things. Whenever you shared your random thoughts, I found it really cute. I just felt as If I was wanted. I smiled to myself as I realized that somebody was interested in talking to me. I love it every time you cheer me up when I finish something, whether it's important or not, you seemed so interested to me.
You know, I fell in love with you because you are you. Your little actions make me so interested in you, make me want to know more about you. Everything about you seems so fascinating for me. Whenever I look at you, I always have the urge to steal to you and keep you forever. I'm always wondering how to thank you for the endless things you've given me. You always understand my feelings, and I am so grateful for you. I really wish I could tell you how much I love you, but words really can't explain how much I love you. Well, I know you know that.
I never really thought we were going to get along when you sent me a message. Turns out that I was wrong, we didn't just get along, we fell deeply in love. I hope you'll never get tired of me and my shitty personality. This is a letter which I wrote just to tell you how much I really love you. To tell you that I'm never going to get tired of you, your giggles and your smile. I love you so much, my Jeko (Bianchi).
With all my love,
Honoracio Onyx Dean C. Bianchi
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ciosdiary · 3 years ago
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September 25, 2022 — Sunday
You don't know how hard this is for me. I didn't know what to do the whole day and it sucks. I had a couple of attacks and I didn't know how to handle them. I felt like dying. I tried doing what you told me to and it didn't work. I tried distracting myself by playing a couple of games, ginawa ko rin presentation namin for school and wala pa rin, eh. Nakakasawa rin dito sa bahay. They don't even see that I'm trying and that fucking sucks. My day was pure fucking shit. I miss you so bad. I need you, love.
I'm just typing down shit at this point. Sobrang clouded ng isip ko and I couldn't think straight. Anyways, I hope you really do come back. I'll be waiting for you. I hope you are safe and so are the dogs. I love you, my Jeko. See you soon.
With all my love,
Cio
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