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༘⋆｡ where it hurts starters.

caretaker.

i'll  stay  until  you  fall  asleep.

you're  not  a  burden.  not  to  me.

you  don't  have  to  act  tough  with  me.

let  me  help.

if  you  need  to  cry,  i'll  look  the  other  way.

you  don't  have  to  talk.

let  me  handle  it,  just  for  a  minute.

rest,  i'll  watch  over  you.

i  don't  care  if  you  think  you're  fine.  i'm  staying.

deep  breaths.

just  lean  on  me.

you're  safe  now,  okay?  just  breathe.

i  know  it  hurts.  i'll  sit  here  as  long  as  it  takes.

i'm  not  leaving  until  i  know  you're  okay.

you  don't  need  to  hide.

let  me  take  care  of  you  this  time.

shh.  i'm  right  here.

you  don't  have  to  put  on  a  smile  for  me.

i  don't  think  less  of  you.

i'll  be  here  when  you  wake  up.

you're  allowed  to  lean  on  me.  that's  what  i'm  here  for.

you  don't  have  to  be  okay.

scoot  over,  i'm  not  letting  you  sleep  alone.

your  hair's  a  mess.  let  me  brush  it.

don't  apologize.

cared  for.

i'm  tired,  that's  all.

please  don't  go.

i  don't  know  what  i  need.

you  didn't  need  to  come.

you  shouldn't  have  to  see  me  like  this.

i  hate  feeling  like  this.

i  was  trying  to  push  through.  i  think  i  made  it  worse.

this  is  so  embarrassing.

can  you  just...  stay  a  little  longer?

i  didn't  think  anyone  would  notice...

i'm  not  safe  in  my  own  head  right  now.

why  are  you  being  so  gentle  with  me?

i  don't  want  you  to  fix  me.

today's  just...  one  of  the  harder  days.

i  didn't  know  i  needed  to  hear  that.

can  you  stay?  after  i  fall  asleep?

sorry.  i  didn't  mean  to  flinch.

i  don't  always  know  what's  going  to  help.

this  is  the  nicest  anyone’s  been  to  me  all  week.

i'm  sorry.  i  know  i'm  a  lot.

i  don't  even  know  why  i'm  crying...

i  think  i'm  broken.

you  didn't  have  to  do  all  this  for  me.

i  don't  want  to  be  a  burden.

i  didn't  think  anyone  would  stay.

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Cain extended his own massive dragon-like wings. ❝Dad loved you...Heaven loves you...but you don't seem to love him like he loved you. The only reason you care is because dad's attention isn't all on you anymore.❞ Cain couldn't help but think about those other exorcists who were killed down here two years ago...one of which was a part of his band now. ❝You have all of those angels completely fooled. If they saw you for who you really are...would you still be their golden boy?❞ Cain sneered that last remark.

At that mention of their mom, that set Cain off. He morphed into the full demon form, which took on a more dragon-like apperance. ❝DON'T YOU DARE TALK ABOUT OUR MOTHER THAT WAY!!❞

Abel flapped his wings, hovering over his older brother. A deceptively cute, pudgy pigeon but the look in his eyes....it was like a falcon readying itself to gouge eyes out.

" I CARE! HE LOVES ME! NOT THAT FUCKING BITCH! She's NOTHING! All of those Exorcists aren't even REAL angels! Just factory made toys!"

Abel had an insatiable hunger to be the one above everyone else. His pride toxic yet being the first death meant avoiding Hell.

He moved closer, but far enough away that he was out of arm's reach.

" Dad should have burned in Hell instead of mom."

The son Adam felt so much guilt over....saw him as just a pawn. And he had served his purpose.

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❝So him refusing to eat the apple was his fault? I don't see you blaming mom here since she was the one who actually did it.❞ Cain loved his mom; he was closer to her than he was to Adam but Heaven made her to be obident to Adam. He didn't blame her for that. He also was well aware how Lucifer and Lilith were the ones who caused their parents to be cast out of Eden but no use crying about that now. It was done.

❝OH BOO FUCKING HOO!❞ Cain snapped, the eldest brother's wrath revealing itself. Cain regretted the act but he had no love for his brother. ❝There's the real Abel. The golden boy. The spoiled brat. You deserved your place? Because I killed you? No no no...you were on that pedestal long before I bashed your brains in. Adam and his right hands relationship is none of my business and it shouldn't be yours either. Who fucking cares?!❞

" Well you're not crying. That tells me you felt nothing for him. So why are you defending the first loser, anyways? It's because of him we weren't born in Eden."

Abel was too good to go to Hell on a whim....only if he had to. He was Sera's favorite. Everything his dad wasn't and he was always happy knowing that he would always be better than the widowed loser he was stuck seeing in Heaven.

Abel's expression changed instantly. His stapled smirk fell and his true self was shown. A look of absolute hatred.

" I was the one who died first. I was murdered. I DESERVE IT! Dad has no business knocking up that skinny whore that follows him everywhere!"

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❝You think I'd be celebrating dad's death? Please. I am not like you. Dad put you on a fucking pedestal and here you are...all so chipper that the old man's gone...talking about marching bands and shit.❞ Not to mention how Cain knew for a fact that Adam wasn't really dead; just now a sinner at that hotel Charlie was using for her redemption project.

As for Lute, he could care less about his dad's right hand. But the way Abel was talking about killing Lute's egg disgusted Cain. ❝Of coruse you would say that. After all...you wouldn't any of dad's future children to end up taking your place. Because it will happen one day.❞

Abel just had a cold smile. Like it was stapled on rather than natural. Somehow it was creepier than Alastor's permanent grin....because this smile was barbed on the inside.

" And you care....why? I thought you'd be the first one to line up to celebrate the Extermination of the First Man. If dad stayed gone, everything would be fixed.

Well....not everything. I still gotta fix those girls. Lute's a problem but once I tell Sera I want her recycled then that fixes that."

His eyes seemed to grow icier as his smile cracked.

" Apparently she has a bunch of eggs with dad. I'm going to throw them down here and break them. We don't need more losers up here."

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