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really in the mood for cute and fluffy things tbqh. so LIKE FOR ME TO IM YOU AND WE CAN TRY PLOTTING SOME KIND OF PRE-ESTABLISHED THING, be it platonic or romantic. and then you’ll get a starter based on what we plot.

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cxpt.

Curiosity had always gotten the better of him; sometimes in the best of ways and sometimes in the worst. Before the war, before the serum he’d always allowed his curiosity to lead him into trouble and now it seemed as if his curiosity was going to lead him to answers he wasn’t certain he was ready to hear. He couldn’t keep wandering the halls of the Triskelion, he couldn’t just wonder if he’d heard the voice correctly or if something or someone was playing a trick on him. Steve knew the only way to find the answers to his questions was to follow the sound of the voice. Even if the answers would only lead to more questions, even if it would have him being dragged back to the past he needed to know for his own sanity. Otherwise, he knew he’d spend far too many days wondering.

The smell of freshly brewed coffee was what finally dragged him into doing something. It may have been his curiosity that initiated his desires, but it was coffee that finally tipped him over that edge. Not that it did anything to him. A downside to the serum; certain things didn’t affect them like they used to and coffee was one of them. Alcohol had been another but he didn’t like to think about how they’d found that out. His chest still felt the ache of the loss of his best friend and Steve didn’t want to think about that more than he had to. If he found out that Bucky’s date had somehow survived the war it was going to bring all of those thoughts rushing to the surface.

Following his nose, he stopped dead in his tracks as his worst fear had come to life. Standing there was Bucky’s date, looking like she hadn’t aged a bit since he last saw her. Except that wasn’t possible. She had to have aged, she had to have died considering how many of the others from his time were already gone. Or she could’ve ended up like Peggy. But looking like she’d just walked out of the expo? Steve knew it was impossible and it had him wondering if there was something else going on. “No, thanks,” was all he could say, the words he needed to say something that wouldn’t come to him. How could they? He was still adjusting to this new time period and now — now he was seeing a ghost from the past. “How?”

               Needless to say, working for SHIELD was not the strangest thing she’d ever done. In fact, it didn’t even make a ‘top ten’ list if she’d ever sit down to make one, though she does keep track of them in her head. Rather, it feels normal — not quite as normal as being a teacher, though that was simply too normal and a life she couldn’t return to anymore, not after acquiring a taste ( it was more along the lines of a craving, an addiction, though she hadn’t the mind to admit that to anyone, even to herself ) for the strange and unnatural.

The inklings of a laugh escaped her — how could it not? Clara didn’t take the question in the way that it was meant; no, she lacked the proper context. There was a feeling somewhere in the back of her mind, one that only ever seemed to appear when she saw someone familiar up-close, only not familiar to her as she was now. Yet, the feeling was also to be confused with nervousness, and meeting someone such as Captain America was sure to make anyone a little nervous; Clara, in all her confidence and cool composure, was hardly an exception. It also explained why she hadn’t noticed that he was looking at her strangely, as if she was a ghost standing there just with the purpose of haunting him.

“How, what? Just pushed the button, really it’s not that difficult.” She made a haphazard gesture to the coffee machine, pretending as if she were pushing a button mid-air. There was still a smile to her face, crooked a bit to one side, though it still reached her eyes. “And that’s not what you were askin’ about, was it?”

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everyone should come love me on my oc; @mindruin

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mindruin:

sleeping at last: drops Cassini me: completely and utterly rekt

someone PLEASE come listen to it with me and cry with me. IT’S SO BEAUTIFUL!!! there are honestly tears in my eyes i’ve been stricken with pure emotion by this song

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                    WELCOME TO TELEPATHICS ANONYMOUS;                                                        DON’T BOTHER INTRODUCING YOURSELF.

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p.s. if you get a follow from @mindruin it’s me ❤

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URL HELP PLS? ( for an oc i’m making ) mindsruin VS. mindruiner

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we only speak of a world in pieces. let’s make a map of what matters most: where every fracture is a running river. leading us back to our golden coast.

taste, sleeping at last 

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gonna be working on an oc today; backstory & icons. catch me on discord!

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braindamxge.✧･ﾟ*

     “That’s– what I used to think, yeah,” said David with the air of someone REMINISCING. “Telepathy’s an– invasion, it’s– it’s RUDE and I should have more respect for people’s mental– mental whatever– privacy, right?” The easy excuse would be to harp on how much TIME an act now, beg for forgiveness later approach to mind reading saved, but David had a sense that wouldn’t gain him much headway. He wasn’t used to dealing with fellow nonlinears. “But it’s– I’ve sorta found it’s BETTER if I don’t ask. Easier, at least. Like– now I just– I don’t have to wonder about you, or– this. I can focus on your questions.”

Palms out in half a surrender, David started in on an introduction. “My name’s David. I’m– David Haller, and I’m– well, I’m DEAD, sorta. So we have that in common.” An ill-timed joke, maybe, but David muscled past any regret the way he’d apparently muscled past the TARDIS’s defenses. “I’m not– sure how I got in here, but IMPOSSIBLE is kinda my– my entire resume nowadays.” He couldn’t help the smile that broke across his face as he listened to Clara’s thoughts catch. “Something ELSE we have in common, I guess.”

               “Well, it’s rude, yeah.” For emphasis, index finger pointed at her temple and then towards him, just for the clarification that her own thoughts were just that —— hers, and not for him to go poking around in there. “Consider a ‘no trespassing’ sign sittin’ just outside my brain.” Not to say she hadn’t dealt with telepathic races before, though that was different as it was their custom and they couldn’t speak aloud, and weren’t intrusive.

“How are you sort of dead?” She couldn’t help but ask, but also imagined to be owed the answer, given his venture into her own head, while also finding herself feeling substantially more vulnerable at the added comment... something they had in common. It wasn’t something that Clara hid, per say, just something she didn’t tell people, or talk about anymore; bringing it up almost always came with a story of how it happened, and those memories still ached, like a wound her body outright refused to heal. Arms crossed over her chest, expression deepening, “I’d like to think I’m sort of alive, thanks.” At least for now; still, Clara felt as though she’d been at Death’s door, hand lifted and poised to knock —— until he’d appeared.

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cleaning up my laptop and I find a bunch of things about a marvel oc i almost made a little bit ago and even a list of urls i thought of for her and oh my do i want to kind of make her /:

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friendly reminder that in a comic story clara was given telekinetic abilities w/ a neural enhancer and promptly dropped a chandelier on/at the alien dude that grabbed her by the neck. told her “kill or be killed without mercy” and she smirks and goes “cheers for the tip” and fuckin drops a fancy chandelier on that mf without hesitation.

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               LIKE FOR A STARTER! I’ve got nothing going on tomorrow, so I’d really like to reach out to new people, write new things, and also write more with the partners I already have. liking this, you’ll either get a starter, or a message asking to brainstorm! Or! I would implore anyone with an idea to reach out and tell me, and maybe we can make something of it!

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pun URLs unite

               is there any better url to have than one that’s a pun??? i think not.

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send ★ for an aesthetic of your muse send ☁ for a friendship aesthetic of our muses send ❤ for a ship aesthetic of our muses

aesthetic meme!

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thedirectorofshield.✧･ﾟ*

EYEBROWS RAISE, brown eyes narrow as he considers her words. Time travel? well that one’s new.  ❝Emperor of where?❞ curiosity blossoms and the mechanic can already feel an overwhelming amount of questions forming in that brain of his.  ❝You’re a hundred p e r c e n t serious aren’t you? which makes you either               a fantasist           or capable of doing something that should be IMPOSSIBLE.❞ He wants to b e l i e v e in the latter, the thought of such technology made Tony’s heart almost skip a beat.  ❝What was Leo like?❞

               “Space. All of it,” she said with a quick and wild grin. Her eyes practically lit up as she gave a nod; Clara loved what she was able to do, though to not be able to share it was almost heartbreaking, and caught her in a mass of tangled lies. Of course, though, she came so alive in the moments where she could share it, no need to separate the different lives she was forced to lead. “Serious as can be. Maybe I’m both.”

A shrug appeared on her shoulders, nonchalant, “A bit strange, and now he was a fantasist, more so than me, loads of ideas. But nice, real good painter obviously.”

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I don’t know where I am. It’s like I’m breaking into a million pieces and there is only one thing I remember: I have to save the Doctor. He always looks different. I always know it’s him. Sometimes I think I’m everywhere at once, running every second just to find him. Just to save him. But he never hears me. Almost never. I blew into this world on a leaf. I’m still blowing. I don’t think I’ll ever land. I’m Clara Oswald. I’m the impossible girl.