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Tw: talks about sh, and suicide

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One day I hope I can speak about me, my struggle with someone who understands, instead of having to hide my scars because I'm ashamed they'll think I'm crazy and not normal. Maybe they think my scars influence the youth into self h@rming. I hope they don't... I wanna scream sometimes, disappear into nothing pretend I'm invisible, wishing I never existed, having made no impact on anyone's life's but I don't.

I have people that care for me that want to see me happy (easier said than done) but it just feels like a deep hole i can't escape no matter what I do or who I'm with. Inevitably I think about suicide and how happy I'd be gone, no more suffering or worrying about my trauma haunting me.

I don't know how to end this, so later I guess.

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I got my box set, I was super happy because I'm fortunate to buy it and everything looked good, the box definitely came messed up but it looked good when I unboxed it until I saw the first volume and wow I've never seen a more fucked up spine than this, disappointed but ill probably buy the first one and just replace it,

Thxs:)

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Went on a road trip to get my sis some squish from a learning express, update u later on the haulbut I brought these buds to help keep us company.

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My vault bb, she's cute her hair is nice and crimped and I like the ligas on her hair she's awezum

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My moonlight bb came defective, has dis ever happened to someone, I need reassurance im not the only one, I did contact mga but haven't heard back im hopeful tho, she's still cute...

Update: Somehow her head doesn't come off anymore, mga never responded but at least she's good now, later. Nov 28, 2021

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My cutie pie lookin cute

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little cutie :) 

How adorable would it be if farfetch’d had a pre-eveloution. I think it would be adorable…