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Hi

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Well probably cause you haven't been to the right ones.

Everyone gets use to it. We are sort of a fucked up family but we all love each other.. really.

It was alright, it’s quite pretty around here too…in places. The nightclubs and that are epic up there though.  Yeah, I’ve totally already noticed that. Sure I’ll get used to it though.

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A little better.

How are you?

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A bit better. Rich has been helping me out. I'm going to be his best man along with some guy named alo. I have been eating a bit more.. well i was never really eating but wow yeah.

That’s good then, babes! How are you feeling?

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Is it beautiful up there? It has a funny name. Well hopefully you will.. even though people here are fucked up.

Up north in Manchester. Can’t decide if I like it down here yet.

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Oh wow thanks.

Where did you come from?

Pretty name!  I’m Elle, I just moved here.

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oh wow.. hi i'm cassie.

Who are you?

Hellooo!  Who are you?

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Sid!

Hey Cassie.

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I've been in and out.. was at the hospital for a while.. but i'm back... sort of.

Cassie! Where have you been?

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Rich ran after Cassie, trying to get her to go back to her bed. "Cassie, you're not well, please go back to your bed. Please..."  Rich tried to grab Cassie's hands, she seemed demented, it was terrifying. "Yu're not fine Cassie, people who are fine son't starve themselves, stop telling me you're fine. you're no. I can't stand it for a moment longer, everyone tells me they're fine, even though they're not." Rich noticed his voice was beggining to get sterner, and he regretted it. "I'm sorry Cassie, I'm not angry, I'm just worried." He uttered in a much calmer voice.

Rich dropped to the floor next to Cassie, and wrapped his arm around her tiny waist. "Cassie, there's no need to be sorry." He whispered. "I will be with you every step along the was until you recover." He slid his arm under her knees and began carrying her back to her bed. "You have to get better Cassandra Ainsworth, I need you and Alo to be joint best man at my wedding. I need you Cass."

When she heard rich beginning to get stern with her and what he said she couldn't take it anymore. " Fuck off! No one cares for me." She continued to stuff her mouth. She felt like she could puke from all this overwhelming stuff. She kept crying softly. " No one cares." She threw everything away from her.

" No one cares.." She cried a bit louder.

" When i don't eat.. i feel like i have power. I can control everyone and .. they'll do anything i want them to do." She calmed herself down. " Thank you, rich." She hugged him lightly as he carried her. " Wow. i would really like that." She smiled. 

News|| Cassie & Rich

"Cassie, no, get back on the bed." Rich pleaded. "you're not strong enough to get up. Please.."  Rich knew Cassie wasn't fine, she was everything but fine. She was really unwell, not just physically, but mentally. She needed some time to recuperate, until she was well again, she couldn't leave. Rich felt guilty, but he knew it was best. 

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Well.. i'm fantastic.. except for the fact that umm.. i'm sort of in a hospital. How are you?

Well, good day to you Bristol

Thanks. So, how are you today?

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Happy birthday Hannah Murray! :)

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Happy 23th birthday Hannah Murray, I LOVE YOU ♥♥♥♥♥♥!!!! don’t ever change!

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Michelle: I missed you Cassie Cassie: I missed you too!!!

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Hi mason. It's nice to meet you too. 

Well, good day to you Bristol

Hey there Cassie, I’m Mason. It’s great to meet you

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"Cassie, you're in hospital." Rich said as clearly as he could. "You didn't eat anything, when we were on the bench you passed out, ad I couldn't make you come round again, I phoned an ambulance, and never left your side, I'm sorry you're here again, but I couldn't leave you to starve yourself to death." Rich had never felt so relieved, never, Cassie was going to be okay, he refused to accept anything else, she'd be fine.

" Why?" She said trying to get off the bed but was to weak. " Why did you bring me. I'm perfectly fine." She shouted. She wasn't mad at him, she just didn't want to come back. She finally got off the bed, running out the door. She ran to the cafeteria with all  the energy she had. " I'm perfectly fine!" She yelled out, grabbing random food she could get and stuffing it in her mouth. She threw the dishes on the floor.

She fell on the floor and cried out. " I'm sorry, rich." She threw the food in her hand away from her. " I don't know what to do." She said trying to get up.

News|| Cassie & Rich

Rich was so relieved when Cassie opened her eyes. He felt guilty for getting her put in hospital, but it was best for her. "Cassie! You're awake!"Rich explained. "Cassie, you terrified me, never do that to me again." He knew saying that wasn't going to help anything. Cassie had a mental illness, she would need intensive therapy, not to be told by some measly man.