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My coworker said he was having a bad day and I said 'it can't be that bad you haven't started howling like a sad dog yet' and he let out the saddest most pathetic little howl I've ever heard and I was like 'damn ok do you need to have a break?'

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it's giving

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⚠️⚡️AC/DC⚡️⚠️

AC/DC wasn't okay for me

I can't switch or change my layering

AC/DC medi hated me

I can't zoom or it will crash on me

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a lot of people scoff at transmascs for not wanting to be friends with people who say stuff like "kill all men" and "i hate men" but what i think a lot of people dont seem to grasp is that when you're transmasc, and one if your friends says something like that, it leaves two possibilities:

a) your friend doesnt see you as a man (which is just straight up transphobia)

or

b) your friend hates you. and idk about you, but i generally require all of my friends to like me. thats kind of just, a baseline requirement for friendship, i think.

but moreover specifically they hate you for being a man. and i think what a lot of people have trouble wrapping their brains around is the fact that, when you're a trans man, and someone says they hate you specifically for being a man, what theyre saying is that they hate you for transitioning. they're saying they would like you better if you hadn't transitioned. they'd like you better if you were cis. which yes, is also transphobia. but also for many of us, (not all, but many) there is no universe in which we would have survived not transitioning.

in my case, i had pretty frequent suicidal thoughts all throughout my life, up until i transitioned. once i reached a certain point in my transition, my suicidal thoughts disappeared. i never had another suicidal thought except when i was put in a situation where i was being denied transitional care. so if i had never transitioned, i would be suicidal if not dead. so when someone says they hate me for being a man, what i hear is "i would like you better if you were dead (or barring that, suicidal)"

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Give me more GreasedLightning, I dare you

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joule is fun to draw. her hair is so whimsical

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krupp looked fun to draw so i drew him

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Wait shoot I didn't post this here did I

While she's super into racing, I'm not sure if anyone has told Cirkitt no one else quite gets the appeal of NASCAR like she does

They're still supportive though.

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Hi hello! I have only a very slight understanding of how the stex fandom and specifically stex oc community operates here (it's different than legit any other community I've been in lol) and therefore idk that etiquette, so pls let me know if I'm being stanfoffish or somethin? Don't know where else or how else to put this, but full permission granted if anyone wishes to draw her or draw her with your OCs or whatnot! Just tag me or her so I can see!! (I'd love to do the same n draw other ppls charas)

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He needs some sleep

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PURSE REDESIGN or alternate outfit?

This was really fun to do! I love Purse’s canonical outfit but I wanted to imagine how I would tweak it if I was in charge of costume design. It's probably not practical for a real costume but fun! I used a vault door as basis for the belt as well as the door above the belt. The leg warmer things were inspired by Krupp I thought them being matched would be cute. The visor was local’s brilliant idea it's like an accountants visor, the green ones, but red to make the color scheme and longer cause ✨️drama✨️. The stripes on kneepads, visor, and collar are based on the MTA armored money train. I think that Purse could have been that bright yellow if he wasn't a component and matching with Electra. Also I accidentally made him bv colors oopsies.

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KRUPP

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Did he have to scream like THAT❓

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it has been found :)

i need someone to find the post where it’s talking about rusty and cb and refers to cb as “the brake devil” bc i think about it a lot and cannot find it

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i need someone to find the post where it’s talking about rusty and cb and refers to cb as “the brake devil” bc i think about it a lot and cannot find it

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suck my greaseballs

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this is probably not an original observation for the guys who like stex and ghost (band) but like. papa and the ghouls (specifically papa iv i care him) are kinda sorta similar to electra and the components.. in my mind anyway idk