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It feels like there isn’t enough time in life to do all the things I wanna do and say all the things I wanna say and experience all the things I wanna experience and it’s driving me crazy

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By choice, by proxy, by force- loneliness is the human condition

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liiiiike whatever happened to object permanence????😩😩

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bitch i’m getting tired of reflecting fr

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Kind of hard for me to say, especially on my public!!!???page, but maybe it’ll help to know people are actually listening when I say I’ve been having a hard time transitioning into a new period of life. Everything is unjustifiably (allegedly) uncomfortable and I just can’t seem to get things to fit where I’d like them to. I miss my little friend here, especially because taking to him felt like telling someone your secrets and them having no choice but to love you even when the conversation is over. Maybe that same sense of freedom is something I’m in need of right now. Perhaps I’ve just gotten lost in the world once more; it just feels a tad different when you’re feeling lost in the comfort of your own home.

I’ve been reflecting hard lately on the times I was cruel and should have been kind, but in the same breath, the times I was kind when I should have been cruel. And these days, all I seem to do is try to be kind, but I think it’s caught up to me in all the ways I’ve realized I was being cruel to myself in the process.

-I found this silly little picture in a bunch of old photos of familiar and distant faces and I guess the only thing I can say is that I’m grateful for the time spent, even amongst all the monstrosities dedicated to the first half of my 20s.

Anyway— I know one day, I’ll be old and grey and the days I’ve been actively praying to just get over with, will turn into the ‘good old days’ and I’ll be able to recognize just how beautiful of a time it was to be so stagnant and effortlessly clumsy with my decisions. That sounds lovely and I look forward to it.

Anyway part 2— nothing is ever that serious, i just miss my damn cat

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“تَهادُوا الحُبَّ غَيباً بالدُّعَاءْ.”

— Give love in secret by praying for one another.

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i get so irked when people speak with periods in casual conversation bc why so serious😭😭

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cryin jus thinkin bout the barbie movie

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following cleanses are necessary but when ppl intentionally unfollow a whole bunch of ppl so their following to follower ratio is fat, it is so WEIRD!!!! bitch do u think i’m a fucking fan???? 🤨🤨

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intuition is such an interesting and indescribable feeling, but i’m always going to trust it🫡

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not to sound crazy but kamala harris doesn’t even seem that bad ……….

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celebrated frens bday today & she posted our pic with this caption n wanted to share bc my heart is TREMBLINGGGG

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himym back on netflix brb gonna go cry

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That vid of 4 capybaras stacked on eachother from biggest to smallest is soooo fucking funny oh my god

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YALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL BILLIE HAS TO BE KIDDING WITH THIS ALBUM COME ON NOW