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Nicole Rodriguez spinel art as icons! please like or reblog if you use 💕

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Lovely White Diamond 

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What a gal

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🎶YES WE KNOW THAT YOU'RE NOT HER BUT YOU WERE HER🎶

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white, yellow, and blue after seeing spinel

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Alright, let’s get personal. The Steven Universe movie touched some deep-rooted stuff, so let’s write a book about it while it’s on my mind.

I’ve touched on my birthday story before. But there’s more context.

I was always the funny one. When I was little, that was one of few things I knew for sure. I entertained people, because it was the one surefire way I knew of getting positive feedback from people. We’re talking being like eight years old. Always trying my best to be funny, be a positive presence, make people laugh. Make them like me. Of course looking back it’s easy to see how silly that was, to see the holes in it. But not when you’re that young. When you’re that young, you look for any pattern that makes sense, and you stick to it.

Until something breaks that pattern.

It’s been so long since I celebrated my birthday that I don’t even remember which birthday it was that did it. Nine, ten, eleven, somewhere around there. Planned a big party, invited all my friends, you know how it is. And the day came, and… nobody showed. Some called to explain why they couldn’t. Most didn’t. Even the one who I thought was my best friend had some excuse. I spent the day alone with my parents, trying my best to make the best of it, to not show how upset I was.

After that day, I started noticing things. Little things. Signs that people didn’t actually enjoy my presence. Signs that my efforts to entertain were actually annoying. As I got older, those signs got more and more direct as everyone entered puberty and got meaner.

So instead, I learned to stay quiet. If I didn’t annoy anyone, they might not dislike my presence. They might still want me around. And even when someone did seem to like having me around… how could I know for sure they weren’t just pretending? I couldn’t trust anyone anymore.

This became the root of my social anxiety. I’m in a better place now… sometimes. But I still don’t celebrate my birthday, never have again.

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I tried to edit Other Friends so it’s just the parts where Spinel is singing

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SPOILERS INBOUND

SO I WAS GOING BACK FOR SCREENSHOTS (specifically for the Pearls because they’re uwus)

At first glance it would seem like they’re doing their normal pearl duties to which I was like “fair enough” BUT

Then Yellow Pearl gives White Diamond SASS

“Cut the feed!”

“Your time is over anyway”

AND (this is the big part)

They’re wearing headsets. They’ve never worn headsets before. And I know why.

They have their own freaking TV show. (I bet you Blue Pearl designed the logo) BUT THEY HAVE A SHOW THAT IS ADORABLE OH MY GOD I AM SO PROUD AAAAAAAAAAAAA

LOOK AT HOW HAPPY BLUE IS

SHE IS LITERALLY SKIPPING

MY BABIES ARE ALL GROWN UP *gross crying*

What do you think they’ve called their show?

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Woopstardew

YeeeAaAh, it's not about steven universe. I started to play this game, Stardew Valley and I ♡ it

So I guess I will drop some drawings abt it sometimes haha

Leah is my wife! I also like penny maybe i will marry her in another account ♡

First i asked leah to dance with me, it was the second week i was in Pelican town ! She refused and everybody refused ! Sad life lmao

One year later... hehe ! I found the difference cute ♡

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After thousands of years

💎Do not repost, reblogs are welcome!💎

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OUR DORITO BABY HAS COME A LONG WAY!!!!!!

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I’m done thinking about the past

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Cutie Source: http://bit.ly/2D5zheS

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Went through some rough times, but I’m getting better Source: http://bit.ly/2DOBEVb

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They were teaching her to drive…

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maybe, they might, think about fusion.

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One of my favorite moments from “Change Your Mind” Source: http://bit.ly/2HrKvQv