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Rises the moon
I promise you that soon the autumn comes to darken fading summer skies... Breath, breath, breath | VENT BLOG
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feeling like this for a month straight aint good for my mental health
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I just needed you to say yes, I wasn't going to buy the ticket right now, but just the illusion of you coming here would've been enough to get me out of my current mental state
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i knew you were going to say no, it was kinda against your nature, but it still hurt
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Sometimes, when the thoughts get too loud, I start feeling the blood in my veins on my wrists. I feel the pressure.
And it's scary
#im too much of a crybaby to actually cut or something#i dont have that many long sleeved clothes so that also makes it a nope#the thought of cutting scares me#but i want to do it so much#maybe thats why i like angst so much#as a form to 'harm' myself without it being physical#mentally destroying myself#maybe thats even more harmful than anything physical
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My girlfriend is one of the main reasons i haven't killed myself. I love her too much, and being long-distance made it so that one of my life goals is to meet her irl
#and i cant leave my parents#or my family#yeah sometimes they hurt#and they hurt me bad#but i still love them oh so much#the aftermath of my suicide is what keeps me from doinf it#i cant even think of myself first on my own death
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I feel like a statue in a river.
The flow of the water never stops, always moving. But I'm always in place, stagnant, getting chipped at by the flow, and it continues to damage me but
I
never
move.
#i didnt expect to live this long#it feels like im wasting my years#and ive felt that way for at least 3 years#i planned to die at 15#im 18 now#what am i meant to do?#i didnt even apply to college#i used the excuse of being tired#now im tired of myself#my siblings know this#my brother came to me some weeks ago crying cuz he dreamed i killed myself#and i couldnt muster the courage to tell him how close ive been to actually doing it#and it feels like its for no apparent reason
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I love my sibling, and I know I'm being a little selfish given her situation, but I miss greeting my parents in the morning and hearing them talk from my room
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I wan't to play minecraft with you again
I don't play anymore, but for you, I would get a new hyperfixation
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I haven't tried searching for you in here, so let's do that
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