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I am so sick of living

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One fucking credit

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Wow that did not help the feelings of being an absolute failure and useless

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Once again I am contemplating suicide

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Pretend I exist challenge apparently level impossible

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I could tell you this is the closest I’ve been to killing myself since I was 16

But you wouldn’t listen

You would hear what you want to hear

Which is just that I’m some angry child that doesn’t know right from wrong

And nothing would change

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I’ve been so angry for so long when can I just be something else

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Drafting a suicide note but only in my head so that way I can say it never got bad because there’s no physical proof (every line is written and I can recite it)

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I want to kill myself I want to die I want to rip and tear my flesh apart with my teeth and nails until I can be reborn as someone new and then maybe in the next life I won’t have to live like this and feel like this and be treated like this and be ignored like this I want to kill myself so badly

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I wish people could realise how hard their words are affecting me

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I should've never lived to see 2025.

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In the most positive way, I think I've lived for too long—seen too much, felt too deeply, and now, everything feels unbearably heavy, like I was never meant to last this long and carry all of this.

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If I ever kill myself just know I tried my fucking best and please forgive me

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i’m just so fucking tired i don’t think sleeping for 20 days straight would help i need to die

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I just want to give up I’m tired from the bottom of my fucking soul like I don’t want to do this shit anymore like let me rest please I’ve had enough

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I am loved! 😊 [white knuckle gripping the sink unable to meet my own bloodshot eyes]

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