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Hi, How are you? I just wanna greet you a Happy Happy Birthday! I know you’re not a fan of celebrating your birthday but I still hope you get to celebrate and enjoy it with your family/friends even if it’s just a simple celebration. I pray that may God touch your heart and heal whatever pain you may be feeling (if ever na meron mn). May he continue to bless you, guide you, and protect you always and in all ways. I hope you don’t pressure yourself too much. Alagaan mo din please sarili mo okay? Yes, what we had may have not lasted the way I wanted it to, but I want you to know na andito pa rin ako for you. Silently caring and loving you from afar HAHAHA😂 Ayoko na mag drama basta yun lng hahahah. Happy Birthday and I wish you nothing but the best🥰

Love,

Babi. Ay charr Drey pala😂

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Dear “EJM”

How are you? I wonder what have you been up to🤔 I hope you’re doing great and is enjoying life as you should. I wish i could tell you just how much i miss you every day. I don’t think a day goes by that I am not thinking about you. It’s funny how much i want to talk to you but not even making a move hahaha. If it is God’s plan for us to be together for the rest of our lives, I hope and pray that we do it right this time. Losing you really crushed me. I have totally lost myself since that night. I still am in the process of getting back on track; getting back that part of me that got lost too. We may not have been together for that long but you really made an impact in my life which makes it so hard for me to let go of my love for you. No matter how much I tell myself to just forget about you and move on, my heart could just not do it. I loved you too much and I still do up to this very moment.

As usual, my thoughts get twisted whenever I write letters to you, because words are really just not enough to tell you how much you mean to me. But yeah, I am just writing this letter to let you somewhat catch up with what’s been happening to me even though you probably won’t see this😅 But, if you ever come across this, then surprise hahahah😂 Also, message me ‘cause i miss you na emeeee🥺🙈

Hmmm… Well first, I want to let you know that I have finally left the bank just like i planned to. Currently, I’m training as a VA and it might not be a WFH set-up that i initially wanted but, they really stand firm with their work-life balance practice which is great. Their salary rate is also a little bit higher compared to the latest rate i had in the bank. And second, I got back to Church but this time, in a Christian life. I have fellowships too which really helps me to cope up and deal this earthly problems. Being in this community lets me strengthen my faith, get closer to God, and know just how good & great he is to us. I pray that he would touch your heart and that may you have a real encounter with him. I pray that may you be able to surrender everything to him; your desires, your fears, your pains, your worries, etc. I tell you, you will have peace and joy in your heart when you surrender your life to him. Just so you know too, this does not make me even more perfect because we all are far from being perfect. But, i really just pray that you’ll be able to get to know him and accept him in your life. I pray also that we may be able to follow him together when the right time comes.

Well, that’s just it for now haha. If you still feel the same way i do, message me and I’ll let you know more about what has been happening to me kse dami ko pa kwento sayo😄 Charrr, gusto ko lng talaga na kausapin or message mo ako kse baka di tugma yung nararamdaman natin😂😅 So yeah, thank you for taking the time to read if ever you come across this☺️

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Maybe in another lifetime..

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So how can i really forget what we had when this is so you🥺

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How could I forget you when I keep seeing glimpses of you through others..

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…and at this point, I’m still missing you.

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My heart still aches…

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Ba’t ba ang hirap mo kalimutan!!

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Yung hindi ka nmn talaga madaldal pero pag kasama mo cya lumalabas pagiging madaldal ko. Pero asan na cya? Ewan😕

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Hi, I miss you🥺